"sickly"

 

Now as i have muttered gently

for a decade

"the ONLY thing i hate as a hatecrime is to be Miss Quoted..."

And as nobody has listened, nor can they so I'm no fool i know where the 'gateposts' are which is all you ever needed to know in respect of philosophically How To Live....  in YUK, for at least a  decade you just have to keep repeatingh it on repeat even if they don't listen then either...and thus all comunication became nothing more than a form of life that some dominatric would charge bigbux for pretending to  listen,  as a communicatrix...and then asking you if you want the premium version that includes [in british so called breat film culturetoo i forget which recent VERY whoop whooped one] 'avin err piss in your gob...

and also as a side effect the whole of society does steal your 'story' and core identity.... 

no matter how many times i tell peeps my only life story they forget and assume you are something else and thats the definition if one must of their ubiquitous n* they still forever default to,  word, narcissism, in that they all think you are them..

" i was a ... [hmm there's no word for the one thing most foreigners in Europe knows is indeed what britain is ....  especially The serb.... 

While there isn't one single, perfect word for "hatred of children," terms like Pediaphobia (fear/aversion to infants/children), Paedophobia (fear/dislike/prejudice toward children), or even Adultism (bias against youth) describe related concepts, with misophonia sometimes used for specific sensory aversion to sounds children make, though it's not purely about the children themselve ] 

an extremely child averse person only in that i would be in the top 1% of the insouciant, 

actively not choosing a table in a cafe next to any indeed chosing one the opposite corner to any

even if i actually didn't know anyone with any at all all my adult life

so hadnt any actual experience and just assumed they were to be avoided anyway better things to do...  

and then randomly out of the blue aged nearly 30 in hermitude

with my very very gay Chinese only friend that that time

we popped down to his fried's who....

had a couple in her lounge and within 5 minutes literally my whole DNA had rotated 180degrees and never has shifted even 1 degree back..

i fell in love with  what i had absolutely no understanding of

and was terrified of ' will they break if i touch them and play back to them as they want'?

her children, 14ish and 22 ish months.. if memory serves.

the moment of all moments in a different reality to any other in my whole life

if you had asked me even one moment prior if such a thing may be possible i would have said  'what a plonker ....more likelihood of some vulgar  New Yorker showoff everyone saw through as merely a  vulgar  chav, then, to be world president...keep taking the medicine' ..."

But nobody even graces one with remembering who we are unless it serves there 100% conformist little playbook  that is fake caring and wicker baskets to delineate one from vulgar chavvy underclass bottom 1/3class to be more PC,  who are bought up not to care, and also have fun making false allegations about a teacher who may seem to... 

But then maybe just as important: " I only like super gently wise and even a bit road trippyish movies  Columbus 2017 ... even La Grande Belazza isn't really me as its got a lot of night life innit but still is true philosophical genius...and as ive lived enough in Italy i know that it will go over any other It's head as theyre all awful sickly dilettantes' too... and FACT all pilots in Europe know if you are going into Milan Linate never ever trust the ATC as they dont care if you crash into the mountains not far up North...you're on your own... with the worst pretty boy Air Traffic Controllers in the world...too busy comparing alligator skin loafers with the bloke on in the booth next door than caring about other human beings when its their job.."

Even if so weirdly PAulo made perhaps the best ever real humanist movie this century

Notwithstanding his magnificent Italian innate cultural con in that there aren't any women doing anything lead anything in any of his films..

which isnt a 'generalisation'..... as all Gweek girls but before them invaders to the Hills of The Wye valley frpom 2007 precisely... on the riun from haling '

sanctuary'  leasehold debt accrued in London Worcester or Stroud  before they managed to escape the  embezzling Druids and 'official' goddesses (1000 they would thensay) ,  of Glastonbury who held their passports and crystal set they were neurotically addicted to ... as collateral....  as would be the case a year or so later thinking they could come and recreate themselves free of their past sins.... would jump down your neck at if one ever made such decades long internally pondered observation about observable fact not 'generally' actually almost always 

e.g. also and more important  " i don't LIKE The Mars Room... it certainly isn't 'me' i saw through YAnkeeland as a mad military and as they started to say 'prison industrial complex' a couple of decades ago.... it s horrid.... i dont like any violence in even books my fave book Bambi... or Watership Down which at least turns death into something positive.... in fact the 1960s Heidi on the screen was metoo....  but i also know true genius in that for anyone to have me binge read in one sitting lying down on my couch aghast at the poetry in her lines AND also knowing truly fabulous tricks about how not to let them 'win' your soul, in gaol... and have NO pity within it...never mind get away with including large tracts from Mister murderous terrorist's, the Unabomber's manifesto with IN her book no bloke would have been allowed to and she did it with such fabulous skill choosing rather beautiful sections of his deathcult tract ...was more than genius as she had me hooked .... and i truly dislike all the subject matter within....even if the Guardian review is more dislikeable when it calls the book about a woman violently 'domestically'  abused when in fact it was about a woman AND man bothe violently abused at home or by someone close to them each as individuals......"

Anyway a few nights ago ..."wow Heather babe you ...almost got it..."

Now context and my truth i cant stand ANY communicator in the world for years (since Malala sadly grew up and had 'therapy' even she's gone off the boil)  errata Tariq is still at it i see even if getting rather grey in the beard

But as for regualr falling asleep podcasts sweetly in the background ONLY Meghan Daum still hasnt gone almost entirely mad and neurotic  - in short around 50% of what she outputs i can tolerate

BUt far more important context  - they ... god he is almost insuferable but they TRY to remain facts based and anyway as a farmer turned zookeeper for my daughter's massive menagerie that was also intended to Pied Piper in many regional young waifs 'n strays i do know  biology...human and animal... indeed there is no differentiation as poor Fifi (the last of 4) died of Corvid early 2022 ... one of the about 1.5% of ferrits who did...all average age if pro rata to human at about 85..

Leon, the ferrit,  in human age sleeping with her ---- nasty me for not putting her in isolation... him age then about 60 ....had it also,  but lived  quite happily full mojo retained no 'long corvid' either ...to get stolen by the first equal world champ illsuionista a year later

Anyway i knew on month 2 that nobody CAN understand any new pathogen or treatment for a decade plus.... fact

someone forgot to tell professors OF IT, - biology,  Brett  and Heather... 

so shut the fuck up  out you go and get some sun (we do knows as fact boosts immunity) .... also.. eat well and walk 75 km a week as we round us have Herrock hill i know for a fact NOBODY but me and an old witch from Kensington has been walking up for three or four years so its quite legal to be a km from the next walker even if Kington's lying mayor calls it a 'walking hub' ..for tourist reason

AND as Martin in The Sickening Mind told us decades ago and i trust him alone... there's magyc... the science says find a REAL reason to live which he assessed as a will to FIGHT on for something good at least.... reality plays tricks on us if you have a 'cause' but it likely has to be a tad risky you will statistically speasking live longer who knows which bug fighting knob is turrned within but the science says so... so your river Lugg is fucked you have NO houses left at all for local paupers.....what coiuld YOU do too to get a local bit o power... like joining the council or whnatever.... ponder that maybe even DO it....you've all the down time in the world now..

or even chat up a Nutzi stormtrooper  stormtroopering in her gillet jaune...  the que to spar as i at last had the chance to do made to wait in line 2 in 2 out...and fall in love with her for real....all that lovely time to forced by jher, to linger right by her as she knewtoo..she started it with a look one day... do they think were yokel-stupid, these flouncy incomers ..i noticed... before her look even lingered on me...

Anyway i do not condone whasoever even talking about hysterical overreactions to a bug which i adored every second of and actually now i come to think of it i should have campaigned to keep lockdpowns forever as thats clearly what the people needed (people in grief cannot rationalise - grief for the loss of their bourgeois existence and RIGHT to buy an ugly new 4wd modern car one day if they sold out and got bored of their compulsory performative 2cv or Moggy Minor even if they also cost about the same 50 grand.... in Presteigne High St..

 i figured that by about 1 May) and as 'victims' - rather made up indeed, of 'free speech ' tyranny cos their channel was demonetised for half a decade they still cant stop talking about it but their overall analysis of the big pharma complex in USA is always accurate and very good, excepting that apertainin' a fairly irrelevant little bug...in the grand scheme of things where the USA life expectancy is so so so much more affected by bad pharama bad drugs bad dox and VERY bad grub and bad pollution  and they rightly do attempt to grapple with it...

so now and again to send myself to sleep guaranteed within 1 minute i dial them up and do TRY to stay awake to hear the lastest as its quite interesting how RFK has brought USA in line with the EU!! they now proudly celebrate in terms of certain aspects of 'medicine' i ignore as i have never taken even an asprin ever...

And yes free speech even if complex... according to Agent Z it was number one reason to swing his way as its the true foundation stone of democracy i believe in.... and she does i assume have a UCL Masters in Human rights so....

so whatever even if THICK yanks woulnt understand there is a kind of line.. the way to 'deal' with a 'bully' is ignore him....or her...god almighty we even knew that in my shitty comprehensive when i was 13...

And the fine line is ignore almost all the non act behaviour never talk about it and... eventually he gets the message

Anyway i dont talk about or think of such silly peeps 

But i have 'followed' for 6 years the evolutionary biologist Heather and EB bloke ... wjho among other things often put thiongs BACK into perspective " ehh...MOST bodily systems in male and female are the same...and almost all 'sttudies' in sex difference [ i read up and knew about even in the earkly 90s as dodgy] regarding behaviour are VERY suspect..likely warped by personal agenda... we are as GOOD AS THE SAME" 

(in fact Heather in debate often shows far more agressive and 'manly' traits such as if theres any doubt she is in favour of hanging whoever that last Minsiter of health they had they still cant sytop talking about...

anyway the CONTEXT of this is NOT The Orangeman...(as they have clicky edited it to appear) . it is far  far more the body of their work/output  just like Meghan and sarah HAider has so insousciant about the endless dodgy 'sociology' being spouted about who are baddioes and who arent

in TOTO

and yes the belowmentioned has done SO SO much harm to society but at last a few of my female communicatrixes the last year have admitted to US BABES TOO....

i care ...

NB ALL their adult lives 'classic liberal' 'social democrats' indeed rather 'woke' themselves

(my live camera action, almost i.e. the day after comments in this new page   under construction 

https://www.ralphschism.com/p/stealth-and-efficiency.html ) 

And if the YUK peeps dont get with the program... of understanding tyranny-lite or neurotic fascism.... soas .. SOAS dont define,

with a  self interested version that became such a perversion of fact vs fantasy

 

then  you deserve your Nigel as King soon to come... 

me i shall be gone, even if it kills me

as it will be a decade even more boring than that gone before)

Anyway all i really care about is what culture can conceivably assist the current 20-50ish year olds...

out of this self obsessed (kids make you STOP thinking about yourself, wjho never can make you happy unless you really are a n* and i havent met any except maybe in the slammer ...i have only ever met stupid peeps with nothing BETTER to think of such as someone else for real, always..... no matter what they piss into your lap just for giving someone elses DNA a cuddle..)

precious fragile tyranny that we my generation allowed them to become

And pondering whilst vansortin..

how do we really describe 'it' - their culture..

simply though nothing to do with 'health' as most is made up

sickly

thats it sickly...everything about 99.9% of them became sickly

i know as i know the fabulous 0.1% hill quafddin' farmer lasses of this and lasterregion..

who, no high vis, no safety features...just get onnit....and ride....

sadly Heather doesnt know in YUK its all even worse... 99.9% here ...yes neurotic too

right MY material only now theres tons already up and tyears to jhandwrite ..i enjoy

even if only two chaps ever had the decency to pay for their cumdrippin kick " what's he going to pivot to next out of the blue we've no idea..... its like an endless random sleigh ride over a melting glacier...  nope bad news to ruin your sense of exhileration... and kick or kink... its all always been in my metaphorical 'can' or notepad  all my life...it was put there and fertilised by a REAL man .... the only one in this land i ever knew...

 i just like joining the dots in his honour...

If there's some 'divine' nutjob anywhere ...  well, its all so simple always has been...  balance

in all

i know nobody ever anymore has....

And Meghan just laughs at us all, at our own expense really....which is fine at least she ain't a zombietoo