Tuesday, 20 January 2026

So, they truly do despise...

 which does not even amuse.

I persist, but only by two modes

Walking out, 40km a week away from them

And the dullest  ever simplest neuro divergence:

claiming nothing wrong with me

no problems, no issues no cares 

even about their so rude stares.

But what wounds them so much,

each and any simplest eco or community need

from day 1, the example of pure methodical methodical methodical

( i don't even day " thats how we succeed")

as the nondivergent diverging from their default

scatterbrain chaos

knows that even that's a need

they must exist

and seeing any other mode - the project so much bigger

than their tragic small minded precious parochial identity

and merely  maintain that  methodical

always. will their deathly insecurity, so trigger


as the batleaxeish  ally says ( mole within the compulsory flounce)" i no longer care ..its their problem"