which does not even amuse.
I persist, but only by two modes
Walking out, 40km a week away from them
And the dullest ever simplest neuro divergence:
claiming nothing wrong with me
no problems, no issues no cares
even about their so rude stares.
But what wounds them so much,
each and any simplest eco or community need
from day 1, the example of pure methodical methodical methodical
( i don't even day " thats how we succeed")
as the nondivergent diverging from their default
scatterbrain chaos
knows that even that's a need
they must exist
and seeing any other mode - the project so much bigger
than their tragic small minded precious parochial identity
and merely maintain that methodical
always. will their deathly insecurity, so trigger
as the batleaxeish ally says ( mole within the compulsory flounce)" i no longer care ..its their problem"