Friday, 23 January 2026

"zen"

indrafts since 1 oct 

Righty ho time to fix

even if unlike EVERY miserable moaner of the so called rural lands who shuffle around just cos of a rainy day at 7 degrees - tepid, pleasant able to function and the first day stuck in the tincan all day

means i have rather than walked so as to not be a moaning 'ill'old fart only ever talking about being ill, actually living, have been happily sat all day beginning the big fix.

Days to go.... posts missed out  - half started then the weather gets too nice so i walk.... sadly wont make as much sense to my hundreds of mean racist prejudiced readers who likely think im a smelly gippo so dont put the 50 and 100! Euros that only two ever have in three years in the funding page above,  

.... anyway the kairos of now especially as The Mong has at last succeeded in not failing to keep her halfbred bit of ectoplasm in this time and is 30 weeks.. hasnt failed to keep it in this time rahh rahh ...... and one day will be available as true troubadour of the word maybe even in tandem....

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so back to sept

THEN back to the summer the most glorious summer ever, really

I want you to not need the compulsory prozac they clearly all are on round here just to go and moan down the grocery store as theyve nothing real to do ever

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 wow she is worth gettin' out the little booster

(even if listenin' i hear she doesn't know where "the line" is either - as 'revenge' must only ever be  kindof poetical jokey notional   - there is no )  

Courtesy of the one who single handily destroyed the "counter culture" - his so called 'comedian'....


Now..... it is extraordinary 


oopps hold the 'moment' there - it'll come back...



"cultural Missapropriation" works two ways


and some silly cat madperson, just like the latterday Caathair woman

lies

Takes me back to a time that's gone forever


nope

silly mad people (i never knew they are the 99.9% with their "stares" 

and their mirrored things)

who dont know what 'saudade' means the worst wom...oops i forget it was rightly degenedered to 'person' In The World, sat four years ago or maybe five, on her showoff tricycle and her showoff bimboclothes and her showoff really ugly dyed hair and her showoff " i care" when she's here for eight years just because 

(cut to The Bush yesteraft and theyre discussing how "other peoples faeces" are always "disgusting".... )

'twill always be her-Bush


 and she the Portuguese poo cleaner at sometimes a 'locum'-loco thousand pounds a weekend cleaning up the shit of the oldfolks no unestranged children to   told me her mother tongue that there's a lacuna in it, her 'saudade'  " yes but...it can come back"  unlike dead gone 'Welsh' or even Pastyish, "hiraeth" - i have seen for two years all the so called 'artists' misappropriate as they only trade on hatecrime, too - that of never really believeiing their "spiritual" default to sales-pitch

 

because no matter what

There is only a perfect summer 

 that 

ok the pukka first lot, 1972 - to prove a point that the British "Summer of Love" was a little delayed en route ac ross the pond before carbon emissions were such a  thing - even to The Dean...

wasn't quite so "unique" when it was appropriated and incorporated

Into something not so uniquely  symbolic of an exact moment when in fact you knew exactly where you were



But then the one and only genius of them all.

"bees.... and things..... and flowers..."




" folks get down ...in the sunshine..."


swell i did have on the buzz just thinkin' what date was that as Roy...  the only musician, actually worthy of havin' the word "vibes" in his lexicon

shared language 

and i went up to him that night on his throne at Ronnies, just in the lobby, rightly time out escaping the dampness in the air of every gusset, from Nottin' Ill or some ill underclass as her tampons have pesticide and so called perfumes innit

created a 'vibe' and steamy mist because only one man ever was worth seeing

for the way every woman affront prayin'

" just look my way Roy with that actually real grin....cos i cant remain on the point of cummin any longer

" just Beein....  in the same room as you the only one whom actually likes wimmin..."


And now i know the BBC are cunty racists with bad taste and lie about their recreated past to look good, on trend, who still can't forget their Bowie single they once bought confusing the rainbow disc with an actually good artist who remained who he rightly was, not remembering whether he started it as Holly or Jackie or was it John

And had 'he' oops wrong usage of parenthesis - Heather and Brett remind of of the actual evolutionary biology, "plucked eyebrows" or not, 

known how useful and  time saving pee bottles were

or been on the bus to France where no one gives a fuck which stall, cubicle, sink or mirror, to reposition your so so so ugly mirrored sunglasses,  you use at the   

les toilettes

or "them" bogs


well, you wouldn't have some not funny comedian telling people to commit violence

which will always be "over the line" no excuses especially if you have watched... IT  - so perfectly played by The Estonian man

Anyway ehh where was I i thought nothing much could get to me ..now


But i must remember that shared language

or if one must be showoff class and use larger words, 'lexicon'.


 Even beginning to create your own personal shared language -  "haribo", to "killing them softly" - that was Deepak if my memory serves me rightly, which it usually does.  

Not 'private' as everyone's stuck in that anyway....  and privacy was always absurd and non-"human"...


Anyway.... the BBC so Zeppelinist

They didnt even announce  the one whom would have been better than that arrogant Plant

cos he alone had humility in his face

And was the one perfect 'response' to it all..

Even if losing it to the grape for decades some end up doin' ...its even more tragic really than The Heron

who did


But    

There is only one poet-singer-performer,  

ever

And i am glad i did down Ronnie's dungeon 2000...and

five my ohh my

https://www.independent.co.uk/arts-entertainment/music/reviews/roy-ayers-ubiquity-ronnie-scott-s-london-14319.html


Rest in Peace Roy Ayers and thank you for your gift September 10, 1940 — March 4, 2025.


I missed

The uneducated Bowie pretend-obsessed cunts never even had him on Last Word. their BBC obituary program. the greatest  soul man of all time... and i saw every single woman in his audience whether or not sat with their horrid aristo sugar daddy or fake rapsingin so called poet man.... only want one thing.... "more" not just of his music....

I never seen that before.... especially in The W'Indies or even Africa