and mean voyeuristic readers...
(there are SO many lonely bitter middle aged women in Swesternshire who having ripped off the underlanyardists - not as sharp lanyard edged as those above, to buy their shabby 'dream' cottage - which of course never works as you can't run away from who you had to be
come
but i could earn a fortune with a whathey called?, Onlyfans thing stripping off and jumping in the very underwhelming hilltop rivers all winter and giving them a very expensive pay-as-you-go thrill - pandering to their dreams they were sadly never equipped emotionally to ever follow except in the estate agents catalogue... cos clearly nothing else thrills them the wan looks and bowed shoulders as they get into their compulsory 25 plate ... or take a walk in fairly ok countryside, and spend literally half of it looking into their phones"! ..)
But i don't do that kind of pay-as-you go or infact merely samey old sameness real revenge will be if the other 'stream' of consciousness actually achieves something, fiscal...
It's so real-life good
it could
And is SUCH a pleasure to begin to put into writings up and a few different videos audios which must not ever meet these here as its propper incognito...Belle Du Jour style incog...
Thing is alternate audios and videos are on the same theme... but you get the far less elegant format...to piss you off.
And they the other recipients the elegant... but they must never know of you - or not yet and thus material must be google firewalled to perfection...
videos here must never go there, ditto most audios..but not all some will be teasers like below....(due even they are supposedly finable )
free substack audio