Is a couple of nights a week, knowing the exact 'vibe' of all atchin tans, and window steaming up science, being so stealth that the whole silly world wouldn't imagine one is there and having nine hours sleep. Which always rebalances, reenergises, reyouthifies, after a few 7 hour nights.
And puts it all in perspective.
Which is all very well but not very good when i have pages and pages of groovy unsayables that have been worked on when limited battery allows the last ten days full time on the job, for y'all...
But it is almost as if there are other 'sequences' even synchronicities, and schemas ...all of which i am 100% immune to.
I have known EXACTLY what the mission bell is for years.
And know 'tragedy' when, even if dodgy word, 'soulmate' - i never use even if our book popularised it, you meet a kind of one, with her roaming childhood from Indonesia to poor lost-in-the-stoneage Scotland...
is almost certainly on the same page soulfully, mentally or just life-experiencely, and you need one on exactly that page to have such fun opening up a few other pages nobody dare even peer at
only gypsies - real ones as we certainly both are, can enjoy without being drawn into and even , maybe create a useful translation useful to the next gen - all i care about
and ... she is merely passing through. Tragic... ferkin cheeky faeries toying with my absolutely 100% constant steady state, always for years, no matter what..
and certainly no matter what they all assume
anyway back to work
