Sunday, 1 March 2026

So, 'caring' and ....

 ..... well not only to PROVE the theory, neigh FACT

...at last

yesteraft

but i have real shamanic second sight and know what the future answer is to the only question: 

  " so....ehh...so....such an old one..... sixty four hey... and so fabulously skinny.... so ehhh.... do you have anything WRONG with you...?.."

twas her look, of : 'what are you talking about..' 


" ... well..... every single other one i've encountered here defines themselves usually in sentence three as having some... health or other mental deficiency....funny that,  in the wealthiest place around... "


Never mind a sense of humour at LAST!

Twice...

But the first proving my 'theory' - not telling!

The second my friend...  " your dangerous....you remembered! you have a memory even at your old and stooped age..! i find it astonishing the mass narcissism theseereabouts most cant even recall what one chatted about a few days afore... too busy listening to only the sound of their own voices i guess...not you......so sha;ll we go to the ceiligh...? ... or maybe not unless i have protection... ohh you know of the over-controlled sad little one.... "


" ohh...you KNOW him!! wow.... his real photo book of the region i saw and almost weeped its like rather than tell some theme park version all ... errata ALL the younger ones are addicted to.... he captures the QUESTIONS in his photographs ...  you know that there is more behind the camera or some scrap with the farm next door in the eyes of his subjects... .. REAL country life....  god how funny as soon as i mention a problematic illusionista of a promissory note really caused me serious winter hunger, due the games the lonely old rich ones are addicted to rather than simple trad 'man managemen'........you guessed immediately who or is it whom....?"

.." and the nagging.... god.... i mean youre a lonely sheepherd or woodsman up in them ills and you want real conversation politics or something real to pass the day around and all they can do is nag about things they saw just the day before,  are always dealt with such as tools always not only stowed away but like Ralph taught me as a child OILED before you put the sawblade back in its sheath.... nope.. theres no hope i just pity them...but not you.... you know Jesus even if non existent invented constructive critique, its ferkin civilisation..... you are THE answer to it all.... and as for the 'Green' i was chatting with yesteraft...my god she got the best personal  compliment ever about her new stiff brush...... but as  soon as one mentioned reality ' the rivers and streams here are fuckerooed baby...'  she actually started screaming in  a public place about  how dare you with your negativity ... if i had a babe sat next to me she would never have dared even disagreeing... same as at the JOBS:... if they know you are in a secure couple they treat you with respect.... if they think you are a solo bloke [ONE fab exception]  they chip away at you, and so so gameplay...  funny old world....not quite the one Kings College, BBC and all the rest project....  ahh yes but we realised we both knew exactly whats gone awry the first time we met...i remember every single word.. when they are so so such a  relief! .... " 

NOW!

I have three in tghe bag. The proofs of the pudding

NOw i can write what i know is THE only possible 'answer'  - solution, to the flurries of slurry....

Not into their rivers, thats temporary

Even if they are megga majority

There is only one kind of 'fascism' ..

call it 'lite' as i do...

same old cant vanity conceit

Not one would ever stop to think:

"an extraordinary combo.... bridging across forever

meetin' Mid pond....

when i watched it my my it hurt me inside

as it said " careful...or this will ALWAYS be youtoo

youtoo 

youtoo

all of us, even proven self appointed goodies

 have this in us, every single word 

never mind act, especially unseen unherd

must be treble checked: am i not just as bad

in nett effect or unintended consequence

 as the last baddie i so piously and ....

whats the word, censorious you know

my memory superb

a few days ago i got the wrong word

not Camus  as rit,

 Kafka.. not lit

they teach FULLY in our universities 

quite deliberate

as Kafka said, youtoo,, always"





Fascism is when one projects education, and some or other goody goody ideology

and yet suggested: 

" all humans almost always end up just like Donald

in Land of The Blind

so history has always said

not my opinions, nor unique thoughts from my head

i merely do listen, and do what I'm told

by sages, afore me... no matter how old 

with just a little contemporary spice... 

fleshy as thats modern, UV and IR nice"










So, me and the ONE and only MOUNTAINbabe...

we linger



If there are actual selfies faeries or fuckwit gnomes with an Ai chip that lights up their dumb eyes
like them 'ashram smiles' 
(the REAl ones all three of them, all love it "copyright me one day my tracts will be....  Nunanised likely long after im rotting on the compost heap!" 

they will be looking down up on us.. the way she smiles a real one 
and lingers in the lanes as we riff...
("fuck me bit of an a age differentiation but anyone would think them two are in love.. recon she probably knows there's two  fekin effs in affinity, too...and how they sit aside each other the back of the second one takes the stabby little horizontal part of the first one....as if its only friend ")  

" i wrote to some arts org the other day..... you're not even  allowed of course to suggest if Nan Goldin  had done some REAL perfart a year or so earlier about how i wont blame Sackler for myself becoming a junkie as only I can stop being a junkie...  well a quite good siger with some soul wouldnt have junked herself off out of this life..as only she did it nobody else ...but of course they can't take that even as an opinion to communicate around...nope.... ghosted forever " 

" problem is yes they are 100% responsible for all hate crime - just self hate as finding new solutions, by thinking for onesself as we do... are the opposite indeed almost love....    but just now and again ..

i mean our yoof  or in my case young mannery
it all went a bit hairspray wonky



problem with her Sarajevo.... 
no one wrote a great song about it...
 and sadly the fact of life thats not allowed in Gweek or 
especially Source places...

THE great spirits souls and intellects
silverliningistas...

fuck me listening to that Roula the other day....
made all the other 99 days of plattitude crap attitude
just ... not exist."





Next time will be:

" poor things..  Dwayne's Prs clearly should be sacked... or shot 
(OOPS CANT SAY THAT STATED 'PACIFIST' OR NOT - for 'shot' insert locked in a cage with Mister Change-his-mind for ever) 
nobody told him, every single every other one except the real woman from Beirut

 for months indeed several years...

every single one now, by default,
claims that  their child or someone else close
has ADHD or some other neuro whatnot

Funny that when even the  Labour Sisterhood Grandees
have basically just said all that extra schoolrun taxi cash
 brought us to our knees
And its going to STOP
No more.. gone...no point even going to the disabilities shop
pick 'n mix...
see what extras we can find for you livin in the stix
 
(first seen in leominster about two thousand and six
or maybe ten) "



Alas in the ultimate desktop cleanin phase
one operation only the next few days
she will have to go


ahahhh but there are two last sort of essays
First upon how the smart arse newclass have to come up with all sorts of irrelevant fancy words about at least half of country lads in all day with their curtains drawn
and 
I used to almost always love Mister T
no more, sorry
The 97% of us chaps well even if about 80% who are dads
care that our daughters of course only ever meet that half of blokes 
inside all day strokes upon  strokes
until its red raw

and even if they think they MAY have found one who isnt lost to that  tragic sickness
never again will they be able to know he aint...






but that's not the real issue

funny old REAL 'sociology' in action

Only three chaps i do declare, observe

put half a talk on The Tube
and against the decades long understood ethos, 
the rest is pay-as-you-go

Sam
Thinks he's handsome
Freddie's op - only there as he knows he is handsome
as do his Freddettes
And Hilary who despite being really quite old-old wears stage  makeup 
and dyes his hair
pretending he's just as handsome and young as  Freddie or even Sam....

Sociologically, male bimboism is even meaner than the other lot

Right the END of not even bad poetry merely just a slightly more flowey way of writing the same ole that ..

(god she lit up...  " five years afore... 
Utopia by Thomas More
god he figured it even then....
'JC youve been hiding for ever over there...
not puttin' YOUR all in...
well its your bloody turn! 
no hope this time...' 
was the leader we wanted,
 the one whom didnt want it
.... as the membership did in fact 'data-point' ..vomit.... prove ... with their cash "



THE END...until she joins in... errata all three....