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as the best example is one and even if i got it wrong on one dimension
as long ago i was told by a rare honest one " well you are mistaken for the whole last decade of your life, us women do NOT take kindly to another woman's kids.."
Amazing thing is she did yoga too - for money....so it doesnt confer 100% guaranteed brain rot - all my life was was hoping there was a second finish female mind as one wishes ones next generation encounter one so guess what one DOES stuff - even goes to the Uttermost Part of this sceptic shopping aisle as last hope... failed...at least i know what standard SIMPLE journey may be usefully embarked upon, even if at last it will have killed me )
righty ho rit a few days ago loose string ends to attempt to tie up into sanity, failed due... diversion
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Now, there is the personal 'evolution' through the swamps....
But also what is the real ecosystem?
Which in fact is a standard cultural thingumy in that i know one thing about humans having thoughtfully pondered them from aside, since very young, its the culture - not Tommy's flagstaff, or even what passport, its the cultural mindset, and at last - well it'll take decades, but at last there seems to be just a little intellectual appreciation of what we knew as 16 year olds in the middle of nowhere...
Anyway.... ehhh .... so ... as a kiddo and influenced by superb oldman mentor Ralph who quite rightly didnt doff his cap, and chuckled under it my way, at all the silly men with their silly showoff status look-at-me cars who started to invade ultra-simple lands..
him the simplest plainest man ever with his old Wolsley chugging along never ever over about 30mph, ever..
And he would laugh if his grave wasnt ignored and overgrown, by a cynical people, at the way half my lifetime ago i readopted his splendid example, of never ever ever no matter what 'empotion' or lifestory, do you put the foot down hard on the gas...
you gently so so gently ease the foot down into the 'sweet' spot...
So that if you actually 'care' about nature, or say the 40% loss - real longlasting loss, not some Johnny come lately loss - gone... of Alpine glacier ice (this century),
Anyway lifestory...
All i know is some years ago i knew they 'steal your story' which is of course an emotive way of saying something, and being emotive over about the age of 45 means your life has failed... thus far at least, to mature and balance into something useful, via the story you pass on to others to be useful
So 'stealing' is the wrong word, for that thing.. that big thing
That even a decade ago i kindof temporarily named Teletubbyitis - which has taken a decade to understand, or at least three years, in that The Southerner... which merely means anyone, as it seems at least 99.99% who are raised in the static lands - the suburbs or towns where noise even the background hum of motors from an A road ten clicks away still takes away, from being what at least fairly modern human became once we realised all the religious/shamaniac/pagan/ ideologues didnt know what a lie was, despite it being their so called gig... (a kind of 'morality' even if the voodoo brigade utterly balk at that word)
even if they never admit they may reserve the right to pass around their begging bowl and be paid...
(merely for their charmy smile)
Anyway the thing.... a worldwide blob... i know what it's called or at least a decent working title for it
audio files part 1 and part 2
https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1FTIzR_xHOQwsmDUC3YXmJ99yds4kFpAQ?usp=sharing
lots of bit parts to come
Thing is...he ...took the biscuit!
Probably for his 'communion' with the sky faeries.
The verb to Driss, or really a better simple way of putting it: how on earth - this one the only one we are allowed to landlope.com for sure... can someone go through a decade of life pretending to be a goody goody, bigtime - for status and kudos...and yet never even ask the question " what schemes could we work up to bring that lass back, a bit..?"
Extraordinary.
now ALL video should be banned for EVERYone - or i had an idea that one should be allowed an allowance of 'media' or at least that one your screen - not mine i dont use it other than to find for dumbed down kiddults like every reader here, things that may simplify what takes decades to gradually realise ...
that are TRULY "hopemaking" and in fact do give actual mindful of nothing zenny peace
in short - well theres the poshword version, hubris, or the silly Eastenders infected version everyone else is stuck on, a real rural-zen person never even gets into that swamp to get stuck, anyway.. of its all a scam/ scandal/ conspiracy ... or in fact weve been 'lied' to....
Nope...now you had to read real books over long periods of time because you knew by about age 25 there's nothing else worth doing...
Its all a scam. All travel, fake, scammy... (especially as the chummy rupertclass sort of colonised it and everywhere)
And then what about this modern 'Master of The Universe' science that seemed almost represented by handsome slickboyman Dawkins, and others... (SMOLIN however - i met him and shook his hand still trembling from a headache having tried to follow the ropey strings
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Anyway you got the wonderful Lee - just how wonderful wouldn't come to pass until 2020ish or maybe 21 when he said to Bri..[keating] " ehh both my ropey string theories may be complete and utter voodoo... just.. be a decent human being here now on this planet we can see rather than in some whckjob other dimension maybe its my fault figuring what it may or may not be [ i only slightly paraphrase] "
a true man (ehh it can be f too, in fact should be more f than m) being immune to hubris...
TO BE CONT
and the usual applies to her too " LOVE! if you actually kept it simple.... thirty years ago even a yokel like me had read between the lines even if there were plenty written, the 'twin studies' were flawed even stupid AI nowadays is clear on that....
"and it was obvious for a range of reasons that whoop-whoop men claiming all sorts of special insights via their machinery is NOT how the mind can be understood indeed probably its less understood now than even back then - thirty years ago.... and any sane person smiles wistfully, pumps down, and just quietly riffs ' ehh..... much of it was wrong as a few knew thirty years ago..... so ehh... i shouldnt be getting an appearance fee for this-now.... to make a sane point...' .. "
