So, defining 'values' is hard.
Never mind be constant, before even thinking:
" wow...PAYday... his little white van backing into the side of mine right outside cctv as well!! ... my choice: get out and rant at him? slowly ease out with that look of ok you will be paying for this via my lawyers..." or just drive on.
Around the corner and park u[ as if if nothing happened as infotaining 230 thousand extremely mean page impressions, who never pay a penny - one 'man' did once pay a tenner, is more important...
As i said to the Thomasinas, even if that is harder as there is a GAP in the 'market' being Eurobabes around the turn of the last century, from Collette who i am sure would have had far more elegant Frog methods of stretching out the contraceptive supply even if it was liely still pigs bladder back thgen, and she wrote about EVERY thing intimate to sublime in its rediculousless, with life affirming ferocity...
To De Beauvoir when it starts to get a bit agenda-driven i guess, but Francois Sagan proved that the fabulous tradition of Eurobabes saying it all, and learning 150 years ago that anything sexual is rather boring to write about, maybe unless squirting in the bracken can be turned into something Turneresque...
Anyway yes... even Youessay had the great essayiste... Edith... Britain the Queen of them all Madame George...
And if she knew how these latterday PAndyists had usurped her pole position *(even if AS USUAL with so one dimensional Britain they can only ever bother reading Middlemarch when Silas is far greater as was her ground breaking whatsisface the Jew .... where she imagined the plight of the orther, so brilliantly as if he was still alive and skulking around ... ohh i forget i am not quite perfect.... and the best bit of it was she left one RIGHTLY with a somewhat in 'compltte' feeling ... as part pof her greatest 'art' her not really knowing exactly how to describe the life of the other-man, ) i mean Lord of The my-Preshuss-rings... fuck off as i told the amazing thirteen year old on fathers day up at 'hocus pocus' - it now has a name as they the Thomasinas did laugh...
SO yes regret, i probably havent read all modern European literature, Ove 6.37 Pereira MAintains even High mountains of Portugal supreme LIVE ON books.. that Jojho Moyes personified two years after the greatest ever LIVE THE FUCK on movie Intouchables has him getting touched up on the ear lobes for sexy fun and Driss made even me ponder maybe my lifelong aversion to male dicks may have been a tad zealot...
But yes.. ELegance of The Hedgehog doesnt quite do it (babe scribbler) ...
I don't understand it how after about Francois Sagan there seems to be a gap in the market of Euro babes writing the Oves and 6.27s ...
I don't understnd it and regret.
Especially as face to face they mean it that they would never dream of doing a Jojo me before anyone no theres always a way to live...
(i can help!)
So, if i always chat up his daughters " you are from the greatest EU lands... your Thommy was the greatest writer the last 75 years.... the original Nestbezzy... sorry the Krauts may have a better (unknown in Nige's YUK as Nige doesnt want you to know) attitude towards public displays of sex and in that Cologne bedroom i can never forget as she was besrk and looked SO sweet sat at the next coffee table to me... with no shared language.... which became the fact that German 'municipalities' have great big c'community centres' where they dont bitch n stitch, or play bridge n bitch... but have actual full scale gangen bangens...and thats the NICE german middle aged housefraulines... and their swappy chaps...)
I don't approve of i am a one woman man just one figuring how to pleasure her should rightly be a lifetime properjob... and anyway grew out of taking that easy pathway age about 27...
Having ' screwed my way around Europe for England..." which wasn't true as one realised that it was to get AWAY from [them] being ice maiden frigdaire...
Anyway to say "TB the greatest last 75 years " does hurt as i prefer wommen writers. Always have always will ....and anyway having read all McKewan Amis Barnes and Faulks one reaises .... gee whizz i can smell in the lacuna bertween tghe words the aroma of their nanny's perfume all they had to be sustained with mummy having debunked to Harrods almost at birth...
Especially ehh who's the worst of the lot who wrote Chesil...
and even wrote about the horrors of family law... as if he were at one of those quiet days when both sides decided to have a tea party between the trenches instead of kill each other cos some upper class twat had a small one and the only way he cou;ld get it up, other than a smell of nanny's tit, was killing Germans or whoever else was around... especially baby foxes (still, now... VERY good regional authority - my one valued conversant the fabulous old bird of the hills - we randomly meet whedn we NEED to.... told me face to face a month ago,her panting at highbridge..)
anyway.... authentic and valuable
values.
equality = no free passes, even Alpine ones... Frankenstein one of the greatest books ever on how (as i speechified yester eve "if anyone here heard me tell you of how the absolute number one famous psychologist and radical love workshop leader did not 'LOVE her customers as she advertises ' accomodation included in the all in price of nearly 1500 euros for only 3 1/2 days of my super mindful ultra guiding at this beautiful 'space' but a few pages down in smaller print it says accomodation NOT included and local accom would be at least 700 euros ' they would imediately hiss at me or worse as if i were violating her deity ... rather than pointing out the best example of the mad con ever and how its all just spun words as if she did sell real love or even 'radically' real love she would have taken the care not to mislead her customers over VREY VERY basic terms and conditions....so yes the prejudice here is absurd MAry Shelly so beautifully described except the roles are reversed im no monster i am 100% normal and remember what that once was..."... and its such a shame there dont seem to be the last 50 years European women writers equalling Collette and quite a few others from about 1850 even some Austro-Hungarian ones....
so i lament its only a bloke who is number 1... but he is...was... even if they STILL don't know who he was in Oxbridge (because it parodies ACADEME!!!! never ever trust the English especially if they wear a gown)
Now as anyone who may just have meandered or landloped through my material three years - you have to start at the beginning even then i was a tad coy then, and thus LOSING a war .. is so good for you - you splurge what you would have said had you won it, but likely would have been too Tolle cautious too....
Too fey smiley too dishonest too don't-frighten-the-horses or shamaniac nonsense...
well its sumarised in last substack audio, my ONLY interest, what REALLY killed the small landholding - the good life existence of 10 or even 100 acres out in the real wilds...?
Fancy pantese may call it 'gentrification' - i went to lasterregion knowing 'no way do the South EAstern commuter types make it here... nort possible except for Hilary who commutes in 3 vehicles back and forth to London on principle! ... to use as much gas as POSSIBLE him the nanny and toy-girl.... to SPITE the ones who cared about the planet ..
(some facts soon. 1 for Thomasinas, FOURTY PERCENT of European glacier volume has been lost this century i mean if that isnt a FACTUAL measurable enough....!!!.. 65% of birds gone in 50 odd years....probably 40% of insects this century)
so yes last substack called something or other...'Rupert Lowe' which is of NO interest to me whatsoever er nor should it be as its up to THEIR mums and dads to fix the problem...
except that even the was-going-to-be Great one Jenny E with here " ethnic crime wave" will have also been polluted by the worst form of pollution ever...
(you'll have to listen to the substack...)
https://researchbriefings.files.parliament.uk/documents/CBP-10613/CBP-10613.pdf
Includes a passage on what ALONE killed the small rural existence, before they even invented dumb words like 'gentrify'. My ONLY interest and religious tract...
A fact best described by the few - 3% who bucked the trend...Sally and one or two orthers, who FIXED all their worn out stuff, broken plastic... most stuff...
FIXING.... like a pestilence sweeping the lands .... it came to pass that the other half... stopped thinking: that to make a life here viable, no Southern cash... living humbly, as i have said i want to... itoo must...fix....
anyway yes ....
even if the kittification of everything is as much of a con and i am quite sure they are dreamed up in the PAndylands of the north, the only one of the 3% who in fact changed my life was sister of the REAL 'problem' invader one... who had the expensive antique shop in HAy three decades ago as her plaything, basically 'come and lust over my sexy leather boots midsummer... after all i know there are three of you to every one of us ... the rest, even your so called wives you came here with.... having run away to be back nearer the shops down South..." ...
whilst her finest sister ... i didn't believe that day a decade ago buying 50p books as usual for a library that would never be even looked over by its intended recipient..
" have you tried stormsure...?"
available in two-fer packs on ebay at £6 the pair...
simply the most astonishing product ever - no need for kits - just dry the rubber well and sand it ideally, just a little unless the rubber is right gossamer, probably even fixes ripped Johnnies indeed i would bet my life it would ...why didnt i think of that!
ohh yes no need in Born-again lands...
back to the point, no ZAcharite would understand.... you save up, your wellies your partners your kids....
methodically pre plan it all...
(to be cont i know that the ones i shared the above with just a couple of weeks ago one of them feet torn to shreds by her walking boots ....and all they shared with me is ' maybe we can buy some [officially] walking sandals for her.." doubtless £100 a pop or more ... anyway time taken at great length to describe with story how she - the slightly saner one of two English sisses , could fix her old style walking boots... plus stories to prove as the Thomasinas knew ULTRA ULTRA guru status.... but i bet she never even bothered looking again at the 'note' put in her gizmo...not remembering the advice - gather a load, and maybe you can reuse the small tube if you put it in warm water ... however there is a special scientific word for i cant confirm that reconstitution of some matter after chemical change - hard to soft.... means it will work as well as it did before it went hard about 2 weeks after opening the tube... ")
ohh yes values i wouldnt even dream of contacting stormsure and saying near quarter of a million browsing robotic mindsfull of nowt yesterday, gimme some cash for mentioning your product and my reader well one knows i am VERY VERY fussy about purity.... NOBODY and no product ever gets a rahh rahh unless i really really have tested her or them almost to Extinction.... subtly.
As only a real Euro babe still knows...and enjoys...
