"they live in such fear..."

 so yes even if also i picked out a few choice meaty paragraphs to taunt with, out of context, for subversite, fun...

i have something to say on this little bit of actual culture, that i never in a 25 thousands failed years may i have imagined they ever could have...

soon.

So yes it is hard, not " ohh woe is me" hard just in fact, with all the twenty years (plus) of time wasters, but twebnty years ago to the week i had space at last to ponder only why they waste it

And it's interesting - far more so than some towny yank being able to empathise properly with the woman who every guy in every bar and mall immediately would have one thought only in his mine, upon seeing her cleavage...

And what a wonderful book bringing her to life. 

I knew one of them once, well, and i always did only empathise and see it from her perspective, the stares...

(made in the county of stares) 

And then at last..... one who doesn't live in fear. A virgin... pukka first time errr....  born n bred virgintoo

" your peeps... well i think its because they really don't have anything else to spend their mind on, other than being little Thatcherites, whilst pretending otherwise... I've never known such sour starers... "

And a true woman of nomadic first timeing, does in fact know the truth...

why she is running from, them.

Now all i know, is that to be unable to say or write anything gracefully, every photon of energy mattered, always; even midsummer a warming up of the laptop BEFORE turning it on may give just a minute more...

Which is all a well understood absurdist enterprise, for free, in that a letter like that... I had no idea i still had in me. But it's only because  of the stingy hundreds or thousands who peer in here, why i have no idea nor do i ever google anyone, especially onesself, nor will i ever as i know whats what from living in the light, and being always INSTRUCTIONAL to a willing virgin....

But the last laugh is on you, as a lack of buying me a coffees when the ultimate van bimbo who was always a fake (my mutual subversite would laugh too) .. gets big tips..

based only on her hair regime tips..

As she hyrocarbonates all over Europe, it turns out just looking for some man to give her a free pad to do up...

In the ultimate of tourist destinations with free running water paid for by tourist bucks,   when even the tourists have to pay a levy to the 'town'.... for their water in a place there really isn't much left

But then her generation even if they did have the opportunity to learn to think  being only a decade younger than me..

had so little chance really when onslaughted with the worst kind of propaganda in history...

 I love collecting

Not that any one of them would be able to see the other dimension of how all the words were turned on them....

Making them feel them needs something they never imagine they can do without...as the words tell them they're better people by following all their words...

badly put, but wait til..... 

soon