ERRATA

 .... except those two, thirteen and fourteen...

after our talk on the hills i knew they were sincere..

(ohh had i safety net as in a female walking companion i would have dared go all the way... " a cleaning strike..a carer strike... a waitressing strike..... and a SEX STRIKE....

[but how sad i didnt dare linger long enough to give them my booklists which are so out of date " you alone.....do not live in 

..." ]

you have to do better than ...  i mean about your age she looked so sweet.. and sane

" but as we all agree grew up to be as mad as the mist n snow 

" fuck the constitution get it SUSPENDED... .. 

" as you told me the whole world will not be safe until you have a babe in the hotseat.... and i just know you mean it.."

which of course was a ..(yesterday audios i KNOW the illness they all just butterfly from one new 'connection' to the next and their plan is to be seen having at least a dozen a day... why they have no real friends, to dig their gardens when broken backed and stooping...  that even told her " pull your socks up he likes handwashing  he told you that turned him on for gods sake woman.... seven years of your hermitude...he will do them for you when you are too old and dance-hall hipfucked... to manage your own any more ' as Eckheart Tolles you you will always be perfect as long as you've bought into me..' "

yes... never ever trust a yank to have even meant a wink....

But a few days later there i am standing nattering in front of the extremely rare moth at her showwindow (I TOLD her get onto the BBC thatll bring buyers to your shopwindow...all PR is just PR and maybe ssales unless you are pure like me and almost nobody every pays for true PURE stuff.." she didnt believe me but it turns out i was actually RIGHT)

And...antique landrover... NOBODY knows me here or the few who do hide it or themselves behind sunglasses...

and theres a  bloody fan or two screaming as if i am a beatle redshifting down the road.... like really embarrassing anyway i thought there must be another simon somewhere  as i always hated my name so ignore it

no... their smiles .. were unmistakable.... not only did they enjoy and be affected by our fairly long chat....

but they must have....

must have listed

and watched it.... 

I hope they didnt tell the grands' or even dad (who had told one of them to watch don't look up...)

who had encouraged them to be what they already are as was patently obvious ... and watch the film made specially for them...

The only hope left.

But it made me happy and the exact opposite of failure as there is no taller and more dangerous scree filled lowerslopes... mountain, than a couple of YAnkee  just-teen girl sat cross legged half way up one...

i was actually terrified of... until