Friday, 28 August 2026

Got it!

 never mind there being a  sequence...my snaps are mainly to remind me of the few worthwhile ones..

(i told him the beardy pally one about THE Great one..." god it's like speaking with a human being,  again ...every chat the last few weeks i walk away from only wanting more..." i do PR for the right kind of peeps....in fact am absurdly loyal like a little lapdog brought up NEVER to bite a hand Samuel... which means let SAm be SAm..." he is evolved to sit there aside us being ignored and monitoring mum's cortisol and adrenaline whiff and if he smells something skewwhiff,  then he prepares to bite the bottom...of the hand that tried to be nice to him" which is a scientific countryperson fact in fact animal lover fact,  and even relating that fact is of course, to 99%,  offence... never mind in a public place having to whisper to a rare fine mind "it's the English you know......i spend most of my time chatting with the European walkers and they are different.... almost exactly as she is, your local truly Greatest Beauty i have found for you ...you never knew she was here well there you go..." I shall look out for her/them then... so what is her physical appearance... ahahhhh " )

Anyway irrelevant the one thing nobody can ever take in: " i literally do NOT exist i have zero interest in anything in this whole peninsula never mind any one small town innit.... but if one were to ever be read it would be assumed the exact opposite... and as for recent just maybe book matters, again i have zero wish for any position stature in this region ever.... I merely enjoy looking at silly butterflies that shouldn't exist... i thought the whole of the last century was so as to exterminate 'em...even Evelyn in his Brideshead knew they were really rather defunct and told 'em so for THEIR own good..... . but nowt to do with me, i just had no idea what a failure he wastoo... "


i never knew you could do that which is a problem i ascertained 25 dull years ago just how all technology even Worperfect the good one which was fairly stable in the 90s when Mickey was clearly on the psychedelics which every single smart thinking 'gen z' person who lies on the wireless that they are curing humanity by revolutionarily  researching the mind and they so so care, to find the cures and sortin'outs....

Anyway i shall come back to that but 25 dull years ago thoughtbubble endlessly "this stupid tech and all the fiddling Utterly drains one of the ability to think creatively..." not one syllable of that has changed or even spaces between the letters that Francine didn't know were the lacunas, and even i an Utterly uneducated borderless drifter, preferring Frog or Portuguese,  did...





 so a quick snap on crap oldphone Utterly distracted having just met a gorgeous scrawny silverhaired official  cleaning lady so smiley, avin a fag...


and never time to focus or figure a wonderful picture that has behind it at least three parables, one day soon... and just why Memsaab was such a breath of fairly fresh air....
to be cont but that's chapter about 356 one day

Anyway a little bit of film and all Mickey products are so on drugs in Windows evil 11 you give up ...so good old solid reliable VCL one never had time to 'learn' does have i see a 'snapshot' function, that actually works...





my my as i have so many thousand lil' bits of merely diary-film, all actual seemingly serious film being merely an absurdist comment or metaphor for it's all on it's head...
the lil' bits are far more intrusive about real stuff.... and i had no idea one could grab a frame out and it would be in fairly nice sharp focus...
even if unlike the shamanians ( now big essay soon on how i realised its a class thing ... but so REAl - meaning every single one who fails to be fully 'upper middle' of The Roseland even, must go on how-to-be-a-shaman courses as the one thing they want to have second sight of more than anything is some way to avoid having to talk with my class, the lowers...[i realise i now have to officially adopt if i am stuck here as without £50 footwear minimum thats what you are by default] .... they think it shuts youme up immediately.....  well she didnt have any sight never mind frequency testing kit, of what was on the table between us.... that is a momentously interesting real history of why they..in her case, she, individually or even self-individuatedly.... failed to care for the environment that is  her whole very very public  PR gig...but i want to make it into Turner worthy art
i've never had a prize as i never needed one
 as i knew almost no one always had their kid with them 
always everywhere no matter what fun
you could have without em
cos that's how you raise one
never mind that's how you train them
some things are for the grown ups some for them
and they know where the line is, too
thats the point, a whole class that endlessly hides behind "mooneclipse needs this"
when in fact they actually keep little ME away from what makes ME them..or at least the rare sane ones
they just spend their lives inventing some new ME so as to avoid the duty which may make them, better than them
which is the only one greatest job in the world ever
not one would understand that either

  later) 

And that's a point this is how immune i am to the noncery 

staring at the moon about 0503

"thats a weird one... i could have sworn it was nearly full a few days ago

and now theres just a slither....

doesnt time fly when you are having such rediculous fun...

shut up now dont dither

i have things to try and write for all those deviants

 who probably think moon events are as good for you as Glastonbury tents

(ohh yes MUST record Emily on the wireless three or four weeks ago emotionally blackmailing the NATION for gods sake

 for government cash to subsidise her fancy bog operation.... 

never mind add to i mean whats in her coffers at 


i had assumed less! general admission tickets cost £373.50 plus a £5 booking fee

i smell a very unWorthy con is you ask me