'The END' being merely a turn of phrase
so to speak.
Even if my ohh my in these last ten years
say what you mean and mean what you say
my constant refrain, day after day;
is may as well be farting into a hurricane
(i like the way she said "he is, not came, and will always be, here in the fresh air between you and me" anyway i have my calling and lucky me
just to jot, but never sourly
even if 'twill be seen as so
utterly surrounded, though one even hates to use such insulting words
all them bleedin endless Pharisees, and Sad ones...)
Anyway back to business.
A decade but also side quest, hustle
https://landlope.com/ not even the socket and quiet
so as to figure how to make it work on simple url
rather than https off to 'blogpot', god know why, technology hell.
Anyway one lives to landlope another day
(never felt quite so out of 'place' as here these days..
so much sadness and champagne sparkly
stuff in the way..of simple consistency never mind propriety!
a job done BRILLIANTLY, hot sun, not enough to keep any of em 'happy')
Anyway with maybe one exception I float above all their dissatisfaction
with their own day to day, or all of life
LONG ago gave up the quest for a trouble 'n strife
But merely finding quite randomly a couple of seemingly good uns who could communicate, this mode, rather than me...
especially the Swiss Walker and her same-as-me bounce
LINK down the page seems like another age my life TOO full
of nothing ever really happens, so never expect one thing to, either
https://landlope.blogspot.com/2024/08/purpose.html
And in fact love of the camera and wanting to say something, rather than pounce
at the not-quite-right, unapproved co-opted word one may have Miss Pronounced
flourishing instead of merely growth. Or mere survival, or how to persist.
Though in fact that desert is merely to 'deepen'
And i guess learn how to BE ...
metaphysically: we.. just are, here, now, more than me.
anyway back to business sadly the bouncy Swiss had rather too much inner rumpus understandable when dad of her kids changes into a dress.
Even if it was a decade earlier.
But it takes a long long time and loadsa lopeing... i hope she continued.
Never mind getting OFF her gizmo watch (every undulation of the path 'twas following
and telling her how she was on schedule or not...my my what a mess, no warnings heeded.
ahhhahhh yes the digital detox or rather "cure your kids of whats worse than small pox!" not my gig, solo man, unless there's assistance required..or needed
Anyway why did i reopen this lid
other than to celebrate yes i know exactly whats better than all those lovely outdoor jobs i did.
And also one day organise the links and categorise
for all i care about, younger eyes
to maybe learn about what a jolly good ultra organised methodical mind
may make of their chaos, my thing.
Meanwhile NOTE TO SELF
Mister beautiful beardy,
and his answer to my mature parental enquiry.
"what happened in your muvvaland after they decrimmed the tragic junky?"
Was perfect, and changed me
why did i open this again there was a thread i lost
or as she said and i wrote in the longer other one 16 years ago
"its just about colouring in with, even if you never get around to joinin', the right flavourin, all those spaces between the dots.."
Yes... long ago even back then landlopeing along with that fine Swiss traumatised one... merely looking for someone not me, to speak on similar subjects with happyfaced clarity authentic.
and MEAN it
Thus far failed...how sad never mind
oops that n word again
But what do I "need" merely a mutual benefit jobs-for-SPACE
GOOD VIBRATION or even frequency, place
so as to merely every day at sunrise or midwinter longer sleeps..
ahhahh the meaning of life STILL is if one can have a happy eight hours nourishing shuteye, as lastereve ...all is well... it's nice to have new dreams, too
but then one can never [fact] tell
even if i do believe... and would like to know in who..
or is it whom?
So much here as a wise one DOES know
still is class, politics, money, class
if you don't understand bites at your ass.
I do
But it's so drole to even bother speaking of it alone.
All the rest seem to want to bash you with their unsmart phone
Just for .....
well.... it matters as bringing up any child without them having a fair start
'where do you live yes on the social class chart?'
is fantasy.... and those never ever ever work.
New phase, not infact because of the new unseen pathway
stumbled upon
In my rather unhappy 'office' as it happened.
But because my ohh my another fizzy one
starts insulting me before her fixing job is even begun!
But i would never tell or identify
Being before i started yes those Pharisees Sadducees flippin eck
behind her back had the cauldron boilin' so as to stew her neck
she can't be that Mantiss-like or non-paying... surely
Poor thing as good as Hypatia-stoned
in public, but i never google
me i operate only on what with MY eyes, i see.
But there's no pleasin' anyone ...
forget it all, that time has gone.
So as i say.... i know why one should retreat, find quiet sanctuary
me just cos i always love to write my two decade chronicles of reality
and the quieter my surroundings, that gives the time and space to bring out the best in em, politely
As every single one
even Mantiss number one
gave some priceless [cost fee, habit] gift, i still smile whilst incorporating, daily
but hers " telling off time" i think already is better than all the rest so interminably
dull and boring, when in fact what you want to hear is what's your real feelings, whats YOUR reality
so i can learn where your line is, in perpituity
As i don't mind read,
....ahhahh i remember now why i opened this...
they so many do unintentionally 'steal' your story, your lived reality
mine, so long English avoided, one loses touch with their sensibility
it may be insensible to me
or downright bonkers oversensetivity
but you never know.... its far easier to meet half way if you're told to your face slammin' her door
being used to being poor
and they genuinely need a jolly good whack
exactly where the offence line is no sitting on it...
means no borderline between you and me.
just a landmine
or ten but they can be fixed ...given time
And clarity!
Its like having a new toy i never knew may exist, the idea of 100% ferkin hyper stated clarity!
to me is purity.
