Indeed define turning her evil (not a word i use, just ignorance, as always) into something actually sustaining and good for one.. one day. Never mind endless joy. To come...
Nearly eleven years ago. Even if this is quickest low-battery version, you have underwing a finest ever Grasshopper... (from that awful Caradine thing about fake Buddhism) except this one a pure equal. Indeed far more lifeaffirming spirited little thing than i ever could have been her age...
But.. due mum/dad dad especially even if she would say mum especially - indeed a case study on the total falsity of the British
non family
I dont know how to sum up...and none of my business as she was entirely rescued and aside... the bruvva dependent on 'compensation' cash - 100s of thou when he was quite capable of just carrying on in his fine blacksmithy job...
etc... and as for the father...(even though none overtly obviously as worse-than-toxic as her powders..)
guaranteed to blow her fuse but several years we dealt with it all superbly... and despite her occasional descent into the abysss (" oops wonkiness coming on.. bed.. curtains drawn... chicken soup in 24 hrs please but if i dont answer make it 48....")
we had it all working out perfectly.... but one weakens occasionally even if all the data know best. Loneliness is a horrid thing... or at least the inability to have frank open conversation about real things that affect millions even if its NOT as they bleat on in DSM...
" here i met this yank today that one that flounces around pretending to be Mother Theresa to the environment despite her pottery operation burning up a whole jumbo jet load of fuel per firing .... for those silly little things she sells for fifty quid in the 'farmers market' only 3 other trinket traders sell at and no farmers would be seen dead there or charging their prices...
"anyway she said openly as soon as i chatted with her...she had depression maybe you could have a cuppa with her and you will have some fellowship .. just a bit of friendship mutual support... "
"grunt"
anyway fast forward maybe six months.... the treatment doing SO SO well!
" i just want to work outdoors and build up my little landgirl .... operation thats ALL i want ... and its going ok ish... i feel i can do three days a week and maybe as we case conference often enough i can get it to four.... "
In short one wobble... and you phone up said yank " if she's there ... tell her i can put the new job back a day even if they will be a bit peeved.... that Nanci is ALL she told me she wanted i am just doing what she wanted.... and thats why i asked for your support and fellowship in this very sparsely populated land of ignoramuses....to merely bolster what time and again i am told by her ... she wants... and time and again she said in our chats - she said not me.... she...
no she doesnt want your happy pills "
Anyway fast forward a week or so....
" i just know.... i know.... "
" why don't you try one... or just half a day..... will keep the blues away.....
"they wont do you any harm.... those lists of side effects including full whacky ward little green men to tea.... thats all just to cover their asses if some American tries to sue them for millions of damages..."
But that's not THE thing....
The thing...is of course Yanx aren't entirely as thick as they play....
If ... counterMANding the several years long in the making of, very very sensitive kindly policy that was working .... remarkably well as a few did know...
she must of course somehow bring her destroyers in circling....
thoughbubble: " she will... attack before she has a chance to be held to account.... for her illegal pushing of her meds i just know she has....
" she will make up some story about me... that I was somehow in overbearing control and denying her lifesaving happy pills.....
" and there's only one way to deal with that...from now on every single word every single day.... i have in my pocket a little protection device... as you never know where her attack will come from.... but that dangerous bitch, aint taking down METOO... "
And what a chronicle.... a whole decade... and the really interesting bits are the so called pro Eu pro environment lot....
squabbling... or worse...
Thank you ..i will make sure the history books record the name of the worst, yet most useful to posteritory, YAnk in history...
ahahh but i have no interest in Lowlanders... it is what began in the Uplands of Herrock that winter - 2016 ...
Thats whats really interesting...
and all on tape.
And film....
The only other hill walker.... for some years....
