... of course the really hard things of any kind of even fictionalised 'memoir' - i hate that word, all is mere reflections mainly when bouncing along on the landlope, is there are some juicy bits one has to slightly disguise and very thoughtfully put into dead philosophical little word-pictures and that takes much longer to word-police onesself... and those bits are as yet missing....so that's only 75% of a somewhat more juicy fruity, thing in its totality...
None of which matters as the end day (Serbian compliant as only one other has said to me shetoo can DO that quite m-f equal, never spoken of, activity...) was truly a great newstart day...
and in fact all that 'matters' is i must get back to the 'happiness is' audios of landlope.com as interestingly, it's shifted just a little...
And then above all, well she is above all.... #2 mountain babe - new random encounter, same age as me, we had the bestest ever chat a few weeks ago and she in fact blurted out my edited highlights... and exact 'philosophy'...
And anyway...The Mong.... safely away in another land, back close to her REAL pukka Heidi part time childhood at 3000 metres (and loads of real childhood, hay rick usage) goatherding in The Tyrol..(interposed with sessions back in her ranty (sadly alcy) mum 'n dads London suburb, 'keying' the step dads fancy motor parked in the drive as a teen troubled by them..)
lil' Olive born to her and the Sicilian in the spring...
Just last week: [minor edit for brevity] " well I am taking on his homeland..i kindof realise i have to take a stand ...... ferk those slithery lil' Cosa Nostrans, its his PEOPLE those vile Sicilians...who turned their whole territory into a garbage heap ....and i know for lil' un, i MUST speak out...even if the slithery crocodile shoe clad creeps wont listen.... and i give up critiquing for you Paulo's Parthenope*.... they're kindof beyond hope.... .as one day, hetoo will see, I am right...."
which i know is at least part.... me
* methinks in fact quite good - lil' sexist society brought up pig stuck in that trough, he TRIED...!
Like Barbie the movie, at least Paulo knew something intelligent could be said.... but exactly what is of course so hard.. he tried...
Not to be what his cultural construct was... which is something Toty could never do... never mind Steve McQueen and his fake part pityful hullabaloo..
only one fine man - so sad one has to revert to a Republican, actually ( three or for months ago in HIS 'life stories' ) able to speak truth such as "most peoples over history enslaved some lesser group thats real history.."
i haven't yet listened to his latest, but i know it won't be full of performative, gimme the cashtoo
the real comedy is if one had thought fifty years ago that these parasites would even still exist - for THEIR own sake sent to Romanovsville nice version peace camp... one should have used the guntoo