Thursday, 10 September 2026

HER lesson one! once she has watched the films.

even if it should be called what even Bulgakov couldn't have had second sight of 

 Short audio specifically made for the student, called

NKVD Troika survival lesson #1 

https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KAQ4ZIjkyE_QIQnvEz99hlCQCVQwy6ox/view?usp=sharing


oops i noticed one there i typed 'short' but it only allowed 'sort' - not even a typo, just its head so clogged with un intelligent extras now it can't think just to do what i type...

and there will be many others  the last few months so i am totally unreadable, even if i have in my head every word...one day i can return to fixing it all...
   would be nice if it were sooner rather than later but of course my five thousand fishies dont believe theyll ever suck in clean water ever again so you enjoy poisoning yourselves with barbs that arent even properly made which may get rid of you even more quickly if they were fully intact....


and the very worst of all thing is that i haven't even had a second to instigate a new system of at least ticking a page photo'd and put here..
Being one must make time to really enjoy such a rare summer, and if one has been gibbered/illusiuonisat'd more than ever before...  well, it takes time to catch up. BUt i have forgotten exactly which of hundreds of handwritten funstuff has got here and what hasn't so quickest most efficient use of limited power-time is just to put most of em up again.

But i will NEVER again lose track as being all 'speccy' obsessed with a decent readable output  IN SEQUENCE, is honouring you despite your meannes.... 




(ADD IN TO LESSON:" a few weeks ago ....REALLY putting myself out for one of the self-labelled, so as to get benefits,  her animals being slaughtered by the fox as we were speaking.... nobody else could tolerate her and her money hidden away from the benefits... .... ohh how sad... even saying 'animals first' ...'can we get a move on! i have my tools, scythe everything adhd--ocd-planned  for some hours, so as to be equipped for maximum efficiency, as ive done it a million times before...' it becomes about the 'gesticulating' she can't take... .... and of course nobody will have helped her giving for free the help she did seek and desperately need why she can't sleep.... ...its FAR  deeper and more serious a thing than our wordplay.... its not a game.... if you are one of her dead animals she said she loved...and must have rescued at any cost...." )