..and as an ex vocational worker needing PERFECT balance in fact two of three 'callings' my lifetime, errata four, have required exceptional balance, to survive them..
The latter twenty years off and on (big one soon, maybe.... if she ever calls as her texts state) doing the tough no-help rural jobs nobody else ever bothers with, making a profession of which is sad for them as they are the only fun: building log sheds, even nag sheds... the true worker brought up doing it knows its the balance - pivoting from hammering that nail, to cutting off with hacksaw that one that someone left sticking out (especially at illicitgirlsriding - my god whoever built her last fences long ago, had a deathwish - hers, as must she have as she had left long nails sticking out, prone, that could tear woman or horsieflesh so easily.. this is the real heritage of the land they all go around cooing 'what lovely heritage' about - i do jhave the photographic evidence, over 20 years its been my hobbuy and no real time til now to start to doll out merely for artistic purposes .... )
no assistance, a fence to rebuild so much easier and logistically effiocient if there is someone just to hold the rails....
fatchance....so you have to adapt, or starve...and the bodily 'flow' from leaning that way to hold that rail in place, and flow the other to grab the hammer if it was YOUR fault not to have had hammer in place before grabbing the rail and lifting into place...
the dance.
The one 'pure' dance.... pivoting here, twisting there and no you can't twist too fast so as you hurt a disc... never ever having injured onsesself whist NEVER wearing silly workman boots - usually sandals all summer.... knowing always where any possible danger from the upointy old nail to the hammer head not secured adequately as the last fixer of it ..failed...
Is the only way you get through the day...a true 'land' artiste... which is ten times more arty farty dance than any so called dance artiste
Anyway with such perfect bodily awareness integrity balance and all their made up workshopping words..
I know EXACTLY how straight and level i hole my lil' underclass piece of crap when i take a photo in 'portrait'.
But the stupidest 'upgrade' in the whole of human history that has branded itself 'intelligent' is so random...
god help us even if npo one has answered them for about five years, when the soundrels figure how to set it on email marketing
Which is the real evil of 'AI' none of the nouvea wankeratti of the podcasterati can even remember as an 'issue' - it was only a decade or ish ago when email became so overwhelmed by every scoundrel ever invented by normal means, hacking in even to the DWP computer quite obviously as i was only registered for tax credit (not a 'benefit' merely a Tony Blair top up for the bottom third of even workers in rip off Britain where the wanky 'campaigners' on housing cannot even tell you: "singapore THE most free of free capital flowy markets in the world..realised fourty years ago that housing cannot be free flowing as a market or you end up like Britain of the 21st c and have an actually stalinist housing ecosystem where its very hard to rent the spare bedroom even to your own longterm girlfriend..." and Tony daren't reduce the absurdist UK property market as he was scared of change, so added a bung to the rent p;ayers that way ..)
and kept my number and phone entirely sterile except for that one necessity but whadyerknow hackyspam calls started even then...and as for email, that was almost murdered 15 years ago...
so when 'AI' is set loose marketing its way into intelligent hyperspace you aint got a hope in hell that it wont win all arms races forever more even finding its way in to your various messaging apps, clearly nobody reads any more...
But i began my own patent sneaky way of getting things at least browsed a long time ago....
I wonder if it will work one last time... i doubt it as of course the real prob i didn't understand until meeting so many is that these smiley such goody goody ashramish blokes - the ones who bob around all enlightened and sat in yoga positions... and you just know they have a largeish library of self help books on how to multi level market without ever even hinting thats what they're up to...
Don't pass on even a letter to their sister.....and as for any attempt to email a cultural organisation or troupe of artists... and some bloke may be on email duty that day. (and this was fair dinkum apparent even 20 years ago a rare necessity to 'communicate' to some very small MArches festival or the like..) there is no way any of these blokes - all to a one ashram smiley, and every word they market is 'community' is ever going to make sure an e,mail received by a bloke is forwarded to one of his... tribe of girlies even about her so important and possibly emotionally essential, lost property...
Anyway now it clearly is on their 'psychadelic' therapies that Sam Harris and even the cool younger Brits of psychology (soon you will realise ALL that is fake - incontrovertible evidence in essays half writ soon up here) and i am sure DAvid Fuller a pretend once channel 4 journalist, turned guru.... yes the mush is must have as cure for all ...
anyway i shall return to that at length however its halucinating or on tghe mush "microdosing" (this is the ultimate in wombwrap language they all MUST tell you immediately how they do just that every day to so sail through the day with the most manifestly supreme finest minds and mindfullness...and if i hear it one more time in fact i doubt its arrestable to projectile vomit on their smock so keep that in mind!) itself and cant decide whether or not to fiddle with my way up...
last page
