is that I really do believe, his - that Englishman's smile as they are signing off, is actually REAL...
Is really really sincere.... not even his knowing neo-liberal, nouveau something or other, cynicism could intervene and spoil THE 'moment' ....or that he may know better any other otherwords that can take away from, not a miracle but i guess hard work.... ??
Diligently keeping to some script? And not making it about being other...
(see Item 1 below - me i can't look at fireworks, and not be reminded of that one night...on their town, long ago as if still today, reminder of how it's just about ehhh... thoughtfulness... and reality. That takes a long time to change)
But i just only know, one thing, that there's almost always a silver lining.
That won't make any sense to anyone, unless you were, there.
The other side of the world, on a mad mission of you just had to DO it...and not think.
No matter what Morlock madness ongoing in their minds. You mess with a kids head when theyre eleven ..or even older.. you may as well be shootin' em Point Blank with your tragic lil' BNP fuelled, blunderbuss, as it doesn't heal...
But on the maddest mission to tragedy and whatever else is in their insanity.
(the best bit is indeed silver lining foreward, had it not been for a bonkers Bulgarian and his brain made mad and violent, by their 'mushies', having given them a bed for the night, dumped on the side of the road, by that pub up it, that loved to hire "dumb immos" that wouldnt fight for their employment 'rights' i would never have even made it there - a few weeks too fearful to go out of my own front door, anyone else would have called the cops and had him done...
nope....bide your time, and use it to get so organised every last penny juggled here and there
that card this one... just about afford an airfare)
To have inadvertantly ended up in a previously unknown country
No idea that it was suffering new ("Marxist" if one had asked some capitol mad majority)
born, democracy.
And just how deep down happy.
Not one bit of two-sides cynicism, even if still a decade on
taking time to bed in.
" no...es...no" Mister Morales
Won't mean anything to anyone, and never meant anything to me, until i was there, in the thick of it.
A people doing the 'right' thing.
Almost no blood. And almost no windows smashed.
And almost no silly argument with an almost entirely modern majority.
Never mind real smiles...
Only if you have been there even if i would have almost given anything to be there, yesterday, as once you have seen it once, it doesn't change.
Real change.
Can't be faked.
Let's hope they can still read so as to learn that all change is subject to changing back to the old ways, even when you're a young leaderless load of rather fine brave changelings...
Which is such a dull attempt at saying something about what you cannot say anything about....
Even if i have been trying of late, to stick into words, what is real 'freedom'.
But that's another day, maybe.
