" yeaa yeahh yeahh.... all that ferkin Estern woo woo juju juju.... so so trendy boohooo.. NuNu Toxic Tellytubby twattery.....
" though I am interested in how Shakti is in bed... that truly is interesting.... and not much interests me.... if only the younger women of today perverted by the porno way knew, thinking they must emulate something that just is not the natural way.......nope... like Shakti, the warrior and dancer in life, mocver, shaker... but in bed...she remains still ... something has gone very wrong there in the last ten years...about...
"Anyway sex is something to do, but not talk about, unless one speaks of the vaguely interesting things such as how naff it is for everyone when the woman thinks she must back'nforth like she sees made up on the Hub...
"but....writing.... and 'identity'.... the Lebanese refugee beauty queen, ok i promise if you show me a pic i take it back and wont keep her, too, in my minds eye for bedtime entertainmet...
"the half of you that is her.... i think she is the easier half for us to therapise ...out.... 'fix'... but him... screwed up Englishman of the 1940s ... with his history and life... you know too, there simply is no hope.... after what he did to you...and how all his life he cannot even begin to think about the truth of that line he crossed, and peace for you simply, is... if you are the great writer i think you may just have in you, then soon, show him... he did not destroy, dominate, manipulate, enough.... and by some miracle you truly are the real thing... good at it. SO we must show him, that is the only way that properly you have justice... simple natural, even 'bodily' justice... you embody never mind your great mind. He did not destroy you...indeed quite the reverse, you thrive and are aware and so intelligent, despite him...
"that is the only justice there is, and you know it... so shut the fuck up with all the pity prose and what ever...
"it is time just to tell, to show... a moment... without NEEDING to tell others what to think...
" paint a picture...or ten....
"but of of a society that you only can ever adopt, only ever a holiday destination even if living in the Ganges for years.... because you cannot take the fucked up Englishman out of the little girl he probably did get inside..in ore ways than one...
" come back and face the reality, of the fact that we are so wonky, simpler stories of what we cannot knowis in somebody else's mind...
"or perfect picture..in a song... at least makes us think... do not tell people what to think...
" as one master of that art, you never heard it !!! wow...sing and dance to Mystic..and No Guru.... but skipped this one wow....purpose for me, and pleasure, is ... your education, begins..and best of all you know, you need it...."
