Friday 28 July 2023

All i know...

 is what 'kairos' really means.

And did as soon as i found it only a few years ago....


Three years prior...to 

That paradisical unimaginably simply perfect, Brave New World...

That began

April 2020....

which i am allowed to say with the most sorrowful sorrow...

within, every day then

Foir a few weeks... until

The Wanderings...


Well in fact for three years prior.

Ending with the underclass woman (by her own tongue)

who to my camera the last day of it

January 2020 

Last day of Jan and last legal day

of THe Enlightenement

She said

(in her red dress behind her counter the eau de

chipfat wafting

" ... i realised... we were lied to...me all my family.... round the dinner table [at lunchtime]

he used us he whipped up our chip fattery into flames of something i now know not what but.... 

we were lied to and.....

.....I have changed my mind...."


Heard on the last day of January

2020

in the last place in the universe one may have expected to hear even 

half a sentence the underclass there so pantys on fire due the crack pipes stuck down their knickers

still aglow

By the last person one would ever expect ever to say the words ' i was wrong i changed my mid'''

A British woman in her prime and dont she know it...

" Sarah Mc**** its as if i have been wandering the land.. three years trying to harvest mind changers...

" every penny... every atom of footleather.... and revolution of the bicycle wheel...

" it doesnt matter today what happens at midnight... that wasnt the quest after all..


"the quest was in fact to find...YOU.."


And so began the next quest or sub decade chunk of time..

BUt to ... long likelin a bit o' Waterboys...

switch in Youtube radio a few months into  the most glorious year in history ..

And tune into ...

this....

hashtag wow... energy! 


Even better a rhythm to in-ear wander the hills too, that suspect Tamster..


except the Odd Essay upgraded, rebooted into the propper liminal orbit it always needed to be in...

 will have to do a tad better than "i was there at the birth of laddism..."