Thursday 20 July 2023

But....

 I have made an error.

 not travelogue, unhedgehogalogue... road trip.

Although never further than fifteen minutes away from 6thJune miraculous encounter st.

Bobbing around...not too long in one place (especially after him - mantype #1 last dusk...who simply ruin everything for everyone, and of course freak any woman out in respect of any man... - very few of him, my old region )

road trip around and about, it has to end now - you cannot get beer than the two of them taking turns to read the peeling away the 'layers' poem.... Miss 14 '''" wow i am speechless... thuunderstruck.." 

mumtoo...

who knows 'the' (all of THE) stroy...i tell bit of my story to everyone as i road trip around and about...not very far.

o her she deserved, all.... 

And then i explained:  " ... the librarians, the BBC commissioners... the  professors of lit even...  five or six years ago, five or six years ago, heir market share falling away to yankee online... machine. It is as if in fact i know they did...meet together in their covens and decide... [and i have known hem, brutal cynical drug munchin botox belles ... hears of stone... most childless due over control issues... they figured, he only way they can keep heir jobs, is to make all our media, by default...about confected self pity; something 'WRONG' with everyone...so many different things 'WRONG' with  heir dramatic characters, and their documentaried self selecting free participants - people with grievances - the few real, and mass imagined,  dont demand their £50 a day per diem  to be on... performative self  pity meetoo hurt... all around.. THEIR currency .... hat bought back their market share....  but it didn't 'work' ... it made every single middle class person i know far more couldnt-give-a-fuck than ever... and the bottom third 'marginalised' my my laugh at them behind heir backs... as long as the podcast mic is on mute...and they really do know what they are doing...   that is your job.... because we never ever learned a thing from any of it... 'vulnerability' never teaches us ...any thing... ever, anyway every person with some limitation i know is great a something else... even if it is destroying their so called abuser... often nowadays for bags of cash... theyre true genius a it... which does not mean that heir justice....works... "

cliff hedge.

hmmmm....

But she...is your bungee line...and only 14.... simply impossible.

"now.....here is a great short bit of writing.... no self pity in it.... for the 'bird'... or anyone else...i wonder why the writer didnt learn from her own fabulous work.... because art is for learning...no it is not 'just' a work of 'art'.....she should be at least one of your real teachers... if i were in 'control'"


This is just the bones. i was jus a fool. All crusades or road rips or crazy odysseys... deserve a full traveloguing....especially if his impossibly good;  i now know. SO must.

Soon.

Fullest padding out...but i need a bloody 'living! i cannot just keep relying on weird magical almost interventions... to live so absurdly well