NOT 'authenticity' yet... that's a very personal matter - my little story in a fable of how i cannot ever look backwards having discovered one part truth teller...
a personal desire that reminded me i knew what i want a fair few years ago...
even if universal - in that authenticity - knowing what you are and only wishing what you are.... ALWAYS works....
Anyway...control
long ago - 15 years about.. the new actual disease control..
Every one of loadsa court cases i helped folk with from 2008 ish every single person would accuse every single other person of serious "control issues"
(and could not listen,,," ehhhh,.... i am on your side, but every case i do each side accuses the other of control...so doesnt that cancel itself out...as if it became a non word...furthermore as the poor judgie every day every other word for years all s/he hears is 'control',,,maybe if we DONT use it ion your statements s/he may notice...and be rather impressed.." nope no one can listen
my only personal 'control' ... " hmmm... that glorious year....should i control who sees a bit of poetical riffing...?
nope time to uncloak all...
https://leftovers2022.blogspot.com/p/dadsites.html
takes us to
especially now the "Non-Byronic sister"...well i guess I miss judged her my then bestie...
i thought she had a brain... and 'cared'...
Thing is... utterly letting go summer 2020... or not quite - just keeping hidden my sometimes daily riff a bit... after all 2020 no one was ALLOWED to smile even as i walked the one small (drug addict infested) street of Presteigne - and worse - hasbeen BBC broadcasters fake 'hangout'.... ever
The smiles...
and chats
turned out to be the key to so many new people and daytime funtimes - DOING things... i never dreamed i would have the balls to...
i didn't have time to carry on much...with what i really like - just poetically riffing a little...
