...will end up next....
guess what 'winning' really is?
Even if not wanted (i would love a doing NOHING whole year...- and certainly not needed.... i have pack so absurdly much into the last 9 months...year really...it feels like ten years - i can hardly recall what was ongoing a year back (the filmmaker - fake too..)
And even better... that daily feeling of utterly no idea whatsoever what will happen....ANYthing could...is truly not just being alive in the 'moment' ..is the best kind of alive life there is.... makes one feel at times king with he key to life conquered..
even if hat really is knowing where he goalposts are so all fake communitarians...as long as one KNOWS they are.....not...real ones.... never get me down...
ONE more vid to make.... i can do gymnastics
....a bit.... time to go wild ......
......dancin on the most beautiful deserted beach i have known, almost ever....
oops - i never ever look at 'stats' or any likes or the like - utter bimbo stuff...but loading that via tube saw a hedge vid got 100 views and some likes...
NOt required thank you.... likes destroyed good people who once had minds...
fuck off basically...
this is philosophy.. the hedge is symbolic...and only one person knows at least SOME of the hedge story...
and she too dumb to get the black swan (theory)
which says you never ever know how you feel after an event - especially one you know for SURE is the worst conceivable thing to do or go through...
and anyway has mute swanitis...
poor thing.
but hen... its the norm..... all so dull.
