Thursday 10 August 2023

last day. yesterday...

 peace total


post not  FINISHED...til midafternoon today

punch lines not in yet!!!!!!!!!


why one gets up early...for 25 years


as the Tom Paul Katrinagarchs take over... they eat all the signals  from when they get up to piss everyone off maybe 9am...and stick on all their devices to...herd...everone

the early "bird"  gets his crap up far more quickly... at dawn


Purpose. book 2 chapter 5a. THEY all assume, especially every woman ever met. And steal ones true simple story. here it is  why i needed to be nimble aside and no 'home'



https://ralphschism.substack.com/p/purpose-book-2-chapter-5a-they-all?sd=pf


purpose book 2. chapter 5b. a few potted 'books' my story simplified cont.

https://ralphschism.substack.com/p/purpose-book-2-chapter-5b-a-few-potted?sd=pf


yestereve

peace

total




Tom Paul and her!


what beautiful depictions...

an actual Paul

https://www.bbc.co.uk/programmes/p0fdl4qf


and at just after dawn of ckurse she the proto Polly  i going to save the world on Farming Today with a fancy greek word she created..

https://www.bbc.co.uk/programmes/m001pfln


but this is what happens in real life for 20+ years...


she gets her media and or and of course Fakebook glory for.... a few months

and supper party invites to TPs setup ...... his bijou pad by Hay-on-Wye, Totness, or fancy boat by Gwerk or Foulmouth...

and maybe jts tnose cool people much he sprinkles on her meusli that


fry her brain or...


the real problem is maybe moreso...


I had 15 years ago a young maybe Paul kindof under my wing a bit...


a Paul in the making...

25ish...


a tually called Paul ..in fact just down from the evil modern day slaver Primrose Paul and his "Wwooffing"  site where long term workers  40 hrs a week...for ' expenses' of 40 quid a week...

when i explained to Ames and Canilla chief year-there 'wwooffers' ..managers any other business would call them...

they should at least apply for working tax credit, low wages.... working properly at Primrose Earth Trust...organic superstore


so they could...live...


that uktra Paul saving the world..

if ciurse he diesnt want the 'authorities' knowinf he has...staff... arguably 5 or 6 .. 

the same ones tgat supplybhim free labour on commercial ooeratikns from the offender  chain gang community payback scheme...


the way Paulie....in the rasio show kast night and ALL of tgem  PR first word

 " communiteeeeee... look at meeee....."


ibtjink sums up 20 + years of....no community possible... they stole even that word


but younger Paul 15 years ago...Able...

he a spiv in making with perfect young entrepenuer creds ... travelled then...realuses Hay a trough he can snout ...

Marquees! fancy big tents... bigbucks ..


so be it... thats his( or rather the two of them tge two achingly hip young men ... doing the marquees ..)


but its when mister ( after a few years of attempting to humanise him... no dad if course..)

( i just cannot do electronics..i am not perfect)

" i promise you simon...i can fix anything...:LEAST i can do... Esti we all love the way she brings her ferrets to the pub for your early eve shandy... you our fighter .... hey man of course..SO easy....   i shall carefully put it in my priority drawer of toys and watches to fix...."


A year later, leaving the place... "Paul Able..ehh.. the small simple motor little wiring front engine Esti's train set you were going to quickly solder... i have been a bit busy what with her being stolen but... i remembered to collect it as i told you our most precious possession .well hers......."

 

And of course a year later - he will; be a Tom Paul by now fully fledged... perfect trainming - years of Hay London bullshit and spivs pretending they have read any good books...

Even by early 20s an expensive lifestyle... expensive kit hauling round all those fancy marquees... and expensive beers... and expensive Hay drugs...like shedloads of killer coke and ket...  and learned to be the perfect 'life coach' = look handsome...have slightly handsomer coworkers in the biz - the sultry silent lookers...with perfect chiselled outback looks...and boots..

And have nothing between the ears except amalgamating what others have shared.... 

i am sure they dont share the word 'oppourtunist' ...  but its the way such kiddults are even given the identity as the ones who know more... somehow lived a life!

beggars belief

why of course they cannot believe in anything either as they are at least just about smart enough to know they only actually ever talk...shit

And i know he will nowadays look ten years older than his 40 years...as it never ever works..inauthenticity.


REAL AUTHENTICITY TO WRITE...NOW!!!!!!!