Tuesday 15 August 2023

ps rough sketch..

 and i would never identify her as sick people should not be even of half of Hay and Horrorfordshire go to her for  yogic healing paradise


you had to be THERE


as so many times i have before


in tjis knstance day 6 or 7 of the only person able to sit in her kitchen hour after hour 


" please tell me...not of your utter hate for Hilary...[ despite only writing songs for years of divine bliss and all connected pixies of a natural benevolent muvva universe she is oficial queen of] youve told me that 100 times and even my  ..energy is sapping... but some facts...timeline...  if we are ...errata i am,  i know you cannot manage now even to write simple report for the 10 grand of  sausage dog  pinchers baying at your door.. in lieu of the money you 'borrowed' from them...or bat the ccjs away...i need a coherent timeline....bank statements ...for me to write to them with aSTORY...they may believe"


at the 50th attempt you get scteamed really abusive offence coercive threateningly " you got asbergers you got personality disorder   ... you evil...you got undiagnosed whacky fruitbat bipoles missordering..." screamed for half an hour...


[ they all seem to remember the bits of DSM 3-5...they dont understand and take kf ckurse out of context even if a full on con text...when it suits...them...]

even i tbought i was going to be whacked with a rolling pin...

ohh.... you can be there


thats why for a decade i keep a recorder on... 


but.... 

its so much more interesting than 'protection' ...its tge way tgey really believe every evil slur on the ibe oerson who has the professionalism a7nd patience the only one of 1000 'friends' ... to help her...


forget her, even if as REAL england she is such archetype.   yes it occurred what a great way to teach an immo . .


i was going to quip earlier: 

" i may be some time" .  from the Apsley Gerrard the true beauty of the English language used at its most powerful...


he did not make ut back ( to his anctartci tent) for sad reasons.. 

if i fo not make it back, from my journey down to wrrr and brood.. 


it will be for exactly the opposite reasons of paradise


but the delivery exactly the same


what a hard language




fuckin doppleganger...


wants more little pricks around her

off we go.... i may be forever, bridging the impossible, to god only knows where...  but i was SURE nothing at all was ever going to happen in my dull life, until....