the end
of three months the clever little pneumatic bugs dining on my mojo...is just the way it is.
righty ho..... so.... as i say 40km a week.... 6 or 7 km four or five times in one week is proof ... all you need, no 'medicines', no remedies....
Still ...and pondering: hmm.... five years, of them... ten really if we start with the Cambridge thief... ( officially acording to the High Court ... she got done for being a magpie at his death bed...pecking his eyes out and his childrens' too, via plighting her undying troth, him a few days from dying, leaving a big trough for her to snout)
One of several tales...
And what i care about even if there is no point caring about what is downstream...she gone....
how the fabric of small scale fragile rural community.... which had to be based on trust, 'rural honour' " yes...i promised....to fix your daddy's house..."... and for rural small scale community interwoven in those words is..'no matter what'... words are bonds, must be...come hell or high water...or lowtide mud....... 'rural honour' is the only way that nonsuburbs can.... could...function. ...
I do have the most wonderful almost Candideian tale of five years of every single employer up in the hills and out in the rural fringes...
unequivically welshing on the deal, especialyly from spring 2020 ... to even pay agreed wages! for hard labour smilingly done AND stated as better than her wildest dreams .( nett result)
thing is i have not one slightest unelegant feeling about any ..of them. .
Never one smallest bad feeling
Never one second of sleep lost or looking back....
It is a... nope, that ubiquitous: THE ...truth...
of the English...
But how to turn it into art that is elegant and serene.. ? because never lwmetting the buggerettes grind you down...
only pitying them, really...
is always if one is lucky enough to somehiw retain that good posture and bright eyes despite them, every dawn .. no matter what, the quay
no battle, no war... merely the way it is.
Thats the exact opposite of most if the public 'discourse'... so, ask me... its not a 'hologram' its something rather more real and interesting
