Right, even if in two hours and ten minutes, tiz the birthday of ralphschism.com

i remember every second of that day as if the last year hadn't happened...

I thought absolutely every single deep philosophical bit of true Montaigne, How to Live...had ben lived.

But i was wrong.

"there are a few of us left.."

But i am right about one thing,years ago - over ten, i discoverated, that in the very last place in the universe you know it is impossible to find... 'her' or wisdom...or a truly wonderful soul...

There she ferginwell is avin a fag in err alley...

And only tell the good ones, as i have Bee..n since June6th,  like a ramblin bard on troubadour duty...ALL the story...

But my price, is always to also give, actually GOOD bits n bobsback...

" your most famous son....well i sent her a video of him to her, its almost her first love token, back..... and to my shock and awe she even put it on her Wall - if they still use that word for Fakebook posting....  of his genius silly walks one, well yes hes been a tad sort of difficult his messed up English schoolboy routine grates.... but i heard im speak around 3 years ago about his new book on creativity.... and if you wer want to Be, that....and to let go fully into it.... 

" well his two main points apart from ALWAYS laughing at yourself....first.... is you must be free from (BOURGEOIS NEEDS) distractions = employ a sex slave to fix your holey boat and take over all distractive detail.... cos all distraction in the 'modern world' just takes from creativity... and item 2 you gotta REALLY play... no not the fake mermaids performative playing on Gwerk yoga lawns, to Be seen..'playing'.... really play... like ALL-the-way-play....  grown up play....

maybe like THIS Ralph.... you only play WITH people... you enjoy playing...with..and wish to continue playing playfully ..with...."

I have a range of references - all only saved - religiously...for one person.... and the next year will Be making sure that a range of them are properly shoved in here...where they still are in my head, as i take my work, seriously... i hope she realised today 

you have to earn

going ALL the way