but

 ... i know what a REAL ' friend' is...

I don't think i have ever had such a perfect gentle discovery of a real  fierce  mind, behind so  demure and quiet,  a bespectacled face

Or at least how  best to define. One...

only...

Its Just not allowed to even think Ms Moyes is in the wrong job,  Be ing Auscwitz Kmmanders had more empathy towards real life, than her 

( ohh thats a point is that still there? 

well i never... so it is

even if symbolically i let liesdamage

lapse

at  christmas past

as i know i speak a different language...

even to her...

so somehow pondering what can Be 

after ... a society 

absolutely everyone does

so i guess they all cancel each other out...

and ' damage' ditto

a socjety absolutely everyone

But me

considers themselves 

damaged

.... net zero

2 words  that are everywhere and everything to everyone...  just are

the real sardonicness 

( the walking " bird" speaks, too)

would Be if the actual formula for

" humanity" 

is  "alchemise"

only lies

and only damage

together 

in a witchy cauldron and what do you get

all these lovely burning bright eyes

... of every Merm  

at every twist and turn  

Be ing ' maker' 

of their own final creation

Ove's hangman noose

He found a way

 of surviving them!

When she  the ' friend' meets him.... i know that 

guss'... 

will regret Be ing  

all these years  unused the way nature really did...intend

But i run ahead of myself...

i have at last ten audios,   and other bits 'n Bobs from the last few weeks

to 

qualify, prove, and add to... a splendidly enjoyable ongoing... odyssey quest or just bad  epic poem  ( so never intended i can't Be bothered to go back and exit rhymin' bits...  and link-map back into more important bits ....yet)

But first tis time to truly go to ground

And ' economise' ... i like my way of life... and need it to continue

And the old man's  song proving oldies  ... can Be better than their former selves... for real..... and have brst everest

energy

even when about only a decade  younger 

than menow