...
all 'discretionary spend' down the sewers with their chemicals... they wont Bee able to afford soon, either....( chronicle discovered last December..the few who speak reality..)
6 gb join me in simple writing vid in the can...
may Be a day Be fore... i get to the free, bigchunk, wifi...
( library no more.. i know how to live... and all i ever hear is moan, whats 'wrong' with them...especially their voice- they lost their minds years ago, Bee ing " community"
.....focused minds shut the fuck up as others may need to use theirs to concentrate in thinking what to write and share to assist...rather than pimp tjeir own next failed " community" con project.... only to make them look good.... anyway bigsmile... various senior community leaders i knew in arts, and the like .. there is no more money left....at all.... [ 70% of council money now spent on, official recent figures, on 'care' of damaged children.. fucked up by their fucked up mum and dad.... and oldfolks who families chucked em on the rubbishdump.]....... )
My megga drive.. get just one patron...
starts
today.
I have no idea why, as i only share [ this] material with maybe 10 peeps face to face the last year, and 5 maybe digitally... all but one an actual once person to person friend...
but 250 youtube subscribers?
i never say" share / subscribe / like" as i know thats an illmaking paradigm...
it made even her... so sad... so inauthentic i guess
100,000 total vires soon...
it scares me if i am uploading a vidclip and accidentally notice 100 views in a day....( i have PURE zen, i do not want to know or second guess others opinions or behaviour- we do that only with our partner, if sane enough to have one... no one else matters ... i know my wotds in context are quite " human" and wise. ... it scares me as people may asdume i care or monitor and may Be tjought insane, ignoring everything digital...merely splurge to leave Bee hind...reality .. for a list daughter but i am sane enough to know there is too much so ... needs to be alchemised into bitesised Bee mouthfulls. but the angels ir vudu dont hekp, theyre as lazy as environmentalists of the Wye ...
ohh go on why not open it up a bit i wasnt going to yet...
NOT to Be looked at yet...
waste of time
but perfect example of a ' pumped up' persona i dislike immensely.... but it works with Suzi... long long funchats her and i... even my joking icebreaking co.edic whitelies as she well knows a bored absurdist act..to make the serious point
" i tried to sleep with most of them" ..
her and i battling through GREAT stuckness and disfunction.... it worked.
... but ALL that matters: is there useful mutual benefit alliance, tomorrow
https://www.simonclayton2020.com/p/wye-mar-2024.html
in fact there is one small key left
One person required in region to hold passwords and original docs....
in case i drop dead....
or am pushed
... " watch your back"
i dont are if i am pushed off the cliff... but i do care about wasting time... mine...if i spend time on a legal pr matter .... i need a backupper... take over if i get bucket kicked...
of course no one in this horrid land CAN trust anyone to mean what they say ..
