... unlike everyone else, i not only have a fine memory, recall all promises, pledges, even suggestions i will DO something...
( the best Voltairean joke is i wrote a will 13 months ago " if i bucket kick, someone who says... they like children , and unlike all Brits i do actually believe that one thing she said, to be true... she gets not only 1000, 5k ish worth of great real books...[of course shetoo insults you..me... as ' you and your book words!! i despise the books you are, and you read.!!! that made you.'
Eckhart didnt help her to be ' human' despite histoo false smile... for profit]... 20 boxes of extremely carefully stored, cleaned kids clothes, age 2 to 13ish.... toys books, fantastic charity shop junk jewellery any 9 year old princess ' neice' would adore... 5 tons of good reusable boatbuilding wood carefully reclaimed and stored for years..... fix any ritten hull....and ALL Odysseyus's large collection of bedbuilding good quality handtools.... a grands worth at least...and newish chainsaw... and all to sell or do with as you wish.... no point having strings, or even ethics assumed in this only selfish acedia ridden land" .... yes that will, still remains, always will...no matter what....
but the best joke of all...on me...is years ago i knew THE one issue in respect of protecting the STUFF.....
. ... so many times i would see a couple as they become enemies... especially if suposed ' earth mother' "i care about the planet," women....
unable to ever remember their fey piles of rubbish words.... in a standard situation thats been ongoing centuries: if, sadly, love turns not so loving..... still, protect the stuff! .. sort it clean it..... share it out.... reuse it.... fix the broken table leg 10 years forgotten... prior to taking to the reusing centre, or passing on to someone needy...all the stuff was also collected in a state of ' love'...... and her knickers left down the back of the sofa, years lost mouldering away their fabulous little ecosystem some bugs have benefited by...... came off in a state of 'love'.... so finding them again, put them in the washing machine or even lovingly handwash them...and return them, to be reused...by her, their rightful...even if now only spiteful.... owner...who now tries every lie to get you arrested...or whatever....
is ... never done
tragic fakery... many times i chronicle
... quite seriously, the many notepads and photos she would inherit too....
10 years of
conclude.. all... every single fake "community" her word ..or green...her image
just like ALL the rest.....
100s of skip photos
emails
chats....
THE number one ( immediately stopable) eco crime is in fact how they.... get ranty
emotional ( acting)
and always as if its in their DNA
to spite ( ' whom' exactly?)
... rather than calmly carefully take the time
do the hard WORK of sorting out posessions and stuff to have a longer useful life...
all of them..always...no exceptions, ever
' exceptions' are in fact just narcissism...
nope
skiptime
or firetime
... ... rule number 1 of a break up, no matter HOW badly your feelings are ' hurt' ..or the perceived ' injustice' even... make sure his her stuff is protected ...bagged up....and returned...
because one day you will realise
the feeling inside
of not letting silly " human" stuff ... feelings, assumptions, fears....waste even more natural resources....
IS" bodily justice"
yours in fact
when your stepniece sits there aside your lonely old crone care bed .... murder on her eyes " what did you do then in the war...?"
" i... cared for others stuff.... even when i hate him....utterly totally 100% ....but.i never threw the double outdiir chair ... he had saved 10 years a gift for his lass... he gave me, unopened, 6 Juin....into the skip .as he assumed i would...... ."
i know no one else whom i think just may be partially sane enough to utilise my own old stuff.... one way or other.... no matter what
though would probavly be too thick and self obsessed to not be narcissistic ..
and think any word here...or my reflections in dozens of notepads even thec last year
is about her
every opinion, insight, long ago i had via others viewed, or with... up close
she mereky ' licensed' me to say it all.... i always knew i should.
It doesnt make me feel good or nice
but IS ' justice' for future "humans" as that can only be possible if they know the true stiries that got them to their present dystopias....
Eckartism long ago i knew kindof number 1
she is just a rather sad shabby archetype...made sad by them, her neighbours ( she told me they insulted her. ?).. not even interesting enough to bother turning into a fairy tale.... cos she hadnt the guts to write her own! about those shetoo knows she should
paridy
satirise
tell the truth of , with her balkaneyes
I KNOW...only one thing, she wanted to.... do that
.. and also has superb English.... the best i have heard and read ever.... from even any English...
she ..... 'gaslit' herself into thinking otherwise
so is also a classic low esteemed, maybe even abused person
so that only means she is only
double
tragedy
not me..
i know the simplest rules.... Voltaire lived them, i only copy him...
carry on even if the silly ex-loves try and get you judicially
bitten in the bum
Viltaire we remember
His prideful sad
mad exs ...we dont
in my world of actual ' feminism' they .. the mad sad, are just as strong and have real intelect
and find a way of using their little' foibles'
for some ' common good', too
eventually
no matter how stupid it makes them seem
at first....
those facial lines are even stupider
as they dont need to Be
they can be fixed
only by
authenticity
.... equals laughing
especially at onesself....
in a useful history. ...
....
oh yes... their awful PART good... problem with Eckhartism.. Brandism ...all these awful copycats menchilds
not brown enough to make Deepak Chopras dodgy bullshit
billions..
theres always SOME truth of course and some useful wording... in their patois
one is " process" .. one of her words
put on her categorically self-harming Fakebook a year ago....
a shamword...anyway 'processing' can only be done in private on long walks alone... no one can help....
perfirotming it on a fakebook post i know meant.... no hope... she lost, maybe even made herself mad
but REAL 'processing ' i DOing....
me, years, processing.... every used 3 year olds pair of knickers....
the last decade, processing.... despite true pain trauma whatever word...
washing
cleaning even pineballing [ Merm version of mothballs..of course some Merm promoted stuff is good] boxes of 3, 5 ...9 year old girly's knickers.... and every other item needed for one... as someomne else may benefit...my FEELINGS must be secondary ...
even if i decry despise pity every scummy useless meanminded " human" on this planet, knowing 100% cert every one IS
that PROCESSING .. putting aside also the self ... ones opinions all valid...
doing the work as IF other " humans" are ok and deserve a box of stuff...
or storeroom of books n tools even if number 1 bitch in the universe
on the face
of her...
is the actual " processing" that works.....
why i pity anyone stuck in Eckhartism.... or the wrong side of her Black Swan
its just tomorrow is a new dayism
always
DO something
else
when you are as sad as ...her
