Now... 9th August..
I wander the track and try not to speak with any English, in fact usually am speaking to myself or rather my machine making a sort of series on wandering - other channel, confined, quite stand alone...
And then occasionally i may encounter something, and forget my gizmo is on
some gorgeous brazen hussies performing mudsex aside MY track...
audio 14
9 aug 2024
no time to edit out the dull marching bits which are of course part of everything but that wont work for almost anyone even if it is ACTUAL 'meditation' - with REAL 'energy'...and zen NOTHINGNESS... rather than the fake version Sam Harris trots out
And i don't like to have to shout to be heard, against the wind or ..crowd... or distance..
https://drive.google.com/file/d/18-sWmvXeD85kG3SGBh1zxF5-JK44nzke/view?usp=sharing
no longer there...so it can go here...i am more private than one may assume as you NEVER know who has the knife at your back, here.. this whole horrid county
however...it gets so much more interesting.
And a week later i began to realise something... the chief beauty, i didn't recognise..
(because i am SURE her hair was dyed that day
silvergrey
And ... other photos make her - as we discovered earlier this year)
look ten years younger and ten times super sexier.....even slimmer in the face)
which was never meant to share, until i realised a few weeks later...
it is magnificently symbolic of what so many say we need to DO.. but no one dare REALLY say it..
to be cont
(as the SAUDADE then took on several extra dimensions, even yesterday, too that needs turning into a film script or novella ...soon)
August was so full it's daft
This the LEAST interesting moment
Even if all is always linked.
And i can be VERY hypocritical, too...chattin' up japs with hats even more expoensive that this so so old hat all the showoff hats
(with full non chemical Extinction Rebellion magic whiteface that of course doesn't
waswte
planetary resources
or get into the drains and watercourses
someone needing a whited out face may benefit from, instead
what a disgrace)
https://drive.google.com/file/d/1tIYSy2rSiqJE2-8h9LeQZknX3R-pYIXy/view?usp=sharing
fuckety fuck..i realised i have a problem,
now gone from the loping track and QUIET region
It really was very very good for poetical thought and being PURELY in the 'moment' mode..
simply super ultra saudadezen:
nothing matters
That's a bummer...
