All i know, is that years ago i knew...
That you cannot tell anything about anyone's real core persona ...from their online, anything...
Perhaps unless they dribble out so much, daily...and it is constant.
Or in the case of the wonderful sarah Haider you hear her...evolve...you hear her start to fight back with her better mind and more real-woman esteem than the old barren coworker... or thats against the rules as it wasn't immutable...t'was a choice...
And maybe that is why they are all stuck: they sit reading Dot's Fakebook thinking they KNOW her...when i was the only one in her kitchen whilst she was in great [ self caused] pain... knowing the real her... and doing my best despite the real one... to help the real helpless one..
All her mum's fault I am quite sure...
And thus.. even if i may be the exception - my own output is constant every post modern post post post response (one yesterday yet to load has a post in it...a really weird one maybe a tom-Paul put it in) via vid-o-post as it is quicker and uses less of my off grid than typing...
Soon to be remedied.
Is constant - every day the same.. just a mere last vestiges of letting go ones very last layer of onion skin (i think it was August before last...here...no one clears the decks quite that disinfectantly with sunshine where no one else would have bothered shining it... sharing a real hurtful 'shame'.. for no reason other than to UNIVERSALLY comment upon this totally Alice through...society... that cannot get better as Alice went and bred many a smaller broken shard of patinated mirror glass all over the floor... with the help of Mister Hatter, just as Madtoo..one sees them every time one goes to a small local supermarket here it is tragic... truly tragic as there is a 'line'.. that is very very simple and no Serbian even in post post still-fifty-years-behind in respect of its MODERN to let it ALL out in a splurge.. 99% of Former Soviets were brainwashed not to cos the West started to do that and The West is ONLY bad...when it is only 99% baddie.. "better out than in" is a Montaigne i am quite sure... )
Anyway what is hilarious " why?"
I know NO ONE who writes ANYthing decent any more..
Tightrope a great try but needed the full version... of why she put up with his dinosaur wording "bird" - sorry modern societies stopped that offensive parroting decades ago...i did tell her..
But then... so atomised as they all are they dont know how to compromise... with " i shall incorporate some..half..of the ideas i asked you...for.."
Nope... never even possible to actually COMMUNICATE with anyone in this parrot factory of a land..
And this all my readers are merely being used.... as i discovered nearly 15 years ago if you splurge ALL... all of it...
Without the facilities to even correct spelling.. all i cared for prior 2010 - to be known to be 'together'...
KNOWN
.. it was ones identity..
Giving that away - seeming to have gone awal when in fact i am the exact same person
Who kmnpows that when a fat smug Clash fan comes and acts smug but doesnt even lift ba finger to assist a fellow man moving his furniture all alone under pressure...
I know why now...
Its the way the child-men here all drive right up close behind when ... there are no overtaking places anywhere and it is obvious i never go over 45 even ion a nonbendy stretch...
All of them i am sure have their absurd Clash songs on between puffs of their toke or dreaming of the next craft beer..
paid for merely as they are Bob the builder slaves...to those from 'up country' who actually DID something with their lives even if 99.9% arms brokers toxic Big Farmer reps or miscellaneous neo liberal neo oldtime conartists..
Him...Mister knee brace i thought my one friend... the worst of the lot.
That was all i really needed to know..
To be so utterly sublimely happy -i know why shetoo was crippled in her fine head...
so...be it
But she didn't cripple me..i didn't catch their virus.. i compromise but only so far..
Because i read decent books no one else does... which never have the answer but at least do allow one to have an actual imagination and know a fucked up non'community' when i see one....everywhere..
behind their painted ons...
A superb discovery for this really IS England..cos many of the owners do in fact come and have their craft beers here...
Where they are safe
from minds...who may just think they may not be
who they make out to
Bea..
None of my business i was only passing through ... but i have learned SO SO much
Especially that..if you let go that last little bit
It really is magic.. the angels really do sit on your fingernails adding to the momentum...
And you stop.. sytop writing
and
that email i wrote yesterday i just sat down and blasted out not a pause no stops just... on autopilot
And i know it was perfect...
And indeed the next level up from 'from the heart'
And anyone hacking in...wouldnt even really know the identity of the sad quite evil ones...as i never really identify anyone fully except to her...inner circle..
whom as a friend one would have the "human" responsibility to...share fact
and anyway she had every word through her letterbox in my fountain penned hand...and it worked to my horror in that she paid her b outstanding debts to someone far poorer than her..
The girl from the song....Queen bee of yoga with knobs on....who managed to rip everyone else off.. except
Napoleon in Rags....
Moi...
Cos i have earned liking myself...all her other victims - the healer women - some world famous...... don't
So they didn't REALLY fight ...all the way. As i did... (unplanned but i had areal Queen spurring me on)
Though she never even knew...
All that matters though
As the...their economy Starmerstan contracts..
As it will as sure bas ferrits are
Is that their stories are remembered..
Because no one else even mentions them
And real life as they say is far far stranger than Jks awful infantilising
fantasy..
