.... part 20 of about thirty little unsayables, and unsaid, yet, as i never have a really quiet undisturbed place.... (the fermentation in his car: ! here i am sat minding my own business, surfing the muse...and it seems they can't even stand their own smell in their own motor without putting so much "poisonous" chemical toxic smelly stuff on them when the door is opened i near have a coughing fit.. and am aggressed and "distracted"...
.. but what is the real letting go is i am ashamed of extemporising - even if i know posh words too, for riffing....
so unintelligibly it is shameful; and learning not to care even if i DO need to make some sense, soon...
.Anyway righty ho.... so as shared "Offa they had no idea why he built his dyke.." ... there is one fact of actual life which is that even if here there is a little of the "chubby middle aged woman comes and makes a career out of local myth" there is less 'myth' for the tourists here.... As i left for good pasterregion my oh my i never knew just how theme park it was all becoming ' Green Man' festivals even...a made up 'myth' in other words a lie created by some bored gatherer to attract more prey to his ..[more likely, then] spifers web after their tourist loot
Myth... ... the more wise i get the more i let go into knowing almost all of it mader up nonsense.
(ahh yes why did i turn my machine back on, the rather good historical 'n ovel' Moorehead's Blue Nile does describe so well just how totally bloodthirsty bonkers the 'indigenous' peeps of the Levant were...not too long ago...
And what do we have nowadays? Every wannabe shaman or doesnt like NOW and trying to make tomorrow better, too.... thinks they look cool sticking every other word in from some indigenous playbook,
i forget his name the 'Guatemalan' who spends his days..life..in small towns trying to sell myth via atrocious books about how the 'indigenous' ways were better...
Bet he misses out the bits about just how many indigenous tribes of a lot of N Africa had a party trick of cutting off their enemy's balls as 'symbolic' trophy
... and what they did to women..... really really... actual education actual learning is pure shame that its almost impossible being that .... it became so trendy to spout bollocks about the past....
'trendy' was a BAD word in the times of sanity,
otherwise known as around 1980
A "teacher" becoming writer.... is the most precious lifesaver on the planet... as long as what the buoyancy aid is blown up with something other than hot air....
and i need to shut up until i have thought of a better metaphor for the perfect small lines emanating from a pair of eyes that at least sees beyond the "prostitution" racket and ....
well in fact
to be cont
