I wanted to apply
as symbolic "change" - her catching MY eye
A new look
They have one called 'dancing script'
"perfect...looser, funky, gentle tippy toe along... from now to the rest of time"
But select new look
(that wont interfere with past italicisations)
and what does it do
applies it to the whole damn thing
before, the 'after' - now
New day... new font
not possible, so damn thick.
Even if the one good thing about blogger dotcom as platform for merely my years of notes
they havent changed much, in 15 years...
If it aint broke dont fiddle with...her
Problem with handwritten
even less two dimension,
fonty nuance, emphasis good modern invention
but you can't 'italicise' with a fountain pen,
so i guess the 'audiobook' ...
may bring real life, even love, into
a far more Proustian wistful societal intervention
than you could possibly guess from a quarter of a century
of seeminly
only drivel...
There are in fact several most surprising dimensions
always, bubbling in and out of 'reality'
as i scribble, just something,
and i know scribing
is as close as there is to 'godly'.
But try telling a cancelled babe bishop
(over 100s of hours in a year and a half)
" your whole deathcult, based on one word, the "word"
so at least keep to yours.... time after time after time
she cannot. That's what incomming, to the sea,
does to every man woman and dog
my latter 'reflections' make it so plane to see.
And they one and all blame it on 'brain fog'
I blame it only on complacency.
Pretending to 'care' so the 'nice' peeps will look at me'
I rarely tell ANYone who i am
and know i am nothing.
But someone who knows their 'freedom' is only
due Voltaire, George Elliot, even Payne
and all they can be is an endless pain
in the arse
theirs usually wobble, too
as they echo "yes i agree 50 km a week"
but never ever...DO
why all they can ACTUALLY talk about probably want to memoir too
what's WRONG with them....
spills over to default, radio 4 even radio 2
"change" ohh perfect vision
is gonna be a fuckin' mountain top
(I did love it the use of the 'f word',
two total strangers united ona beach
i sometimes slip thatb out...but only if a feel i can trust
but then realise, nope too far, practice only what your preach
gentle... slowly slowly catch a monkey
change takes aeons
but good books the only reason you got to wear a funky hat
And i am not stuck diggin' ditches on the chain gang
" ten years for sayin' THAT!"
there are however other modes of being 100% on the chain gang oppressed and infact non existent
the hidden tents of the i wont buy in, encampment
BUt i rejected their haute bourgeoisie
age just about thirteen, for real by 23
as i saw how much harm it does to not just some,
all, and always will, to infinity
right...handwriting only now even if a nicely handwritten poem two weeks agoish ...hand delivered to the inspiration...
doesnt even get a " thanks loads of kids stuff..i may be able to use yes.... will ponder and get back..."
god only knows what junk she's on, default, nation...
and imoan knows, there aren't enough head quacks..
so a new method, is required
sorry Jung, you failed....
Lets see if Imoan can indeed Nutcrack...
I shall merely be her scribe
and end of not in fact any diatribe
I wouldn t wish one second of my life one second different
Such that even now i can still appreciate ... "beauty's smile"
from half a mile
(and if you scroll back a month or so..
proof... he didn't write his stuff ALONE
the Anne one... only one...even half away
by letters happily
helpmeeted him, too
Mr AND mrs Shakespeare..not the latterday fraud who started all this self pity and mongrelisation of everything into confected EVERYThing...even if once he made some artful mix..work)
