ooooh missed a line...

(as i said to her, maybe she listened: " NO idea why/whatfor... but i got my real zen

 maybe five or so  years ago when

i would lose some of my great dawntime thoughts...'insight' =to use your factory farmed dull word... 

and then it dawned... these thoughts are too good for me.... alone...

and anyway if there is real 'spirituality' it doesnt matter... maybe someone else up above or down below or in the universe next door....   got a ping, too... so belief is not caring if i a mere mortal lost my supermortal wise little thought..."

Anyway a nice person begins a sane caring 'critique' with THEIR evil, first..

" as a truly atomised up ,my bum Englsih well not really far more internationalist.... when i first met a Former Soviet 'block' dweller and went around to hers for tea..

my god i was dreading it...' only underclass cave dwellin trolls live here...'

But i discovered i was 100% turn around 

wrong

 that not only was there real functional equal 'community'

it worked at another level, too

if i had lied or deceived or cheated or bullshitted about one word of who i was

i would have been held gently to account

toes warming at the (metaphorical) Serbian BBQ...

as  metaphorical merely Monty Python universal beautiful comedic  "baby muncher"

which is not a joke it is a loving quip meaning the exact opposite: 

when someone says " and we watched from our blocks on Soviet TV just how terribly you lot raised your kids...and thirty years in the yurt 'field' hasnt 

changed my mind...'..'

well thats when you realise  who needed to build a wall even higher...

real functional community.... now

here... can i suggest you ponder your actual ROOTS  - i discovered WORTH discoverin'

rather than the made up fantasy...

even i found what we had lost years ago....and it was good...made us all behave with integrity

your blocks

..and write some REAL advertorial while youre at it too..or you merely remain...their pet"