Emanuel Swedenborg. probably beat The Fox Sisters to it; even if Aleister Crowley missed that bit of real news, Then finding the snake oil sales dried up, fifty odd years later we get to Georgij Ivanovič Gurdžiev Alain de Botton (too chinless as well as hairless to distance himself from the voodoo, properly) leading into the worst ones of all time Gabor Maté and his buddy Mister Jordan Peterson and their made up 'trauma' ..

 "healing" ehhhhhhhhhhhhh

And all paristising your 'spritritual' rent

So they can pay their city centre rent

Later ..... even if it is at LAST in the 'can'

Because the key to life is walking outdoors when one can

now

and later "them" rains come

oops don't forget ace video title, to be used not now in nice weather but  in the future, later:  Hartless Tolle wont tell you this powerful  something or other...

That's in a video too

As is the real end or better put in that all's over german word

(ohh yes as if on cue a perfect 300 quid sheepskined jerk in a fancy new look-at-me 300 quid jerkin, jerkin off to himself in the mirror from dawn no doubt ooops the faux country folk dont get up at dawn... likely up half the night on the porntoo)

the data dump, later

depending on socket status.

OR any other unlikely haitus, as i am constant always the same...

Ohh yes and the three disciples. 

They were... and each said so!

I value words said, and thus recall them.... not to call out ANY identifiable person (unless they take bucketloads of public money as in Justine and her crew or Ritchie and his ..among other things stifling ALL 'debate' by his orverwhelm....digitally..)    but merely to keep me, happy.... especially if it is a duty i do believe their 'good book' even said so....

Who really  are the Pharisees and Sadducees? of today....

But i give.... real 'healing' .... and i know that the most "terrible"  of all (to quote Her Sproutship near four  years back) is indeed the only way....

If you never want to be ever caught with your knickers down.... tell a real truth. Even if it may be seen by absolutely everyone as the most damaging thing of all, to apply to the ubiquitous your ALL 'damaged'  and the only way I KNOW as I lived it ...can possibly be a key.

  THis splurge to be reconvened a bit later

As there is always a sequence...if i can keep all of it in my head

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

LATER TODAY

BUT LOADS MORE TO ADD IN ON THIS TOPIC....

way out of sequence but in sequence in a parallel 'holding space' time..now

Powerfully i have a film of her from my last chronicling of Hay... hobbling.

I even felt sorry for her. Hasn't aged well.  Only five ish years older than me...

Now all this I 'get' it...  its in the audio sort of or the first brief outline of a book that should be rit...

con-solidation... 

(she today so so 'got' it and her smile was real..)

 but this was the first instance: in ones home region twenty years ago... there's a fancy shop aimed only at the rich vistors. There being few rich hoity toit locals...

With a rail outside "sale... defective stock.."

So there's me living ever thriftily and a young lass to keep warm in our unheated paradise at 1400' elevation a real hilltop he - man, and babe habitation

" can i get this off the rail please fayre English ..lady... "

ehh  £45 quids if i remember rightly...

And she remembered me afterall i was mate a few years ago matin' with her kindof mate 

But we had never officially met.

It was more her snarl her screwed up "my preciousssesss.." look straight out of Gollum, than the rudest words i have ever heard " what do you expect it says damaged goods ...  what do you expect for that price just take it as it is or get out.."

In a tin pot little dump where everyone knew the price of everything and value of nothing... called HAy-on-Wye

But i never quite understood HOW can such people be....are they some bizarre  rent ion spacetime that's let them through the usual filters of beeing human..

Until... i stumbled upon, The Source...  where they breed...or indeed mostly don't as that takes REAL grit and "humanity"  and of course cannot be 'controlled' so easily..

A subject that nheeds a rather deep dive into... ahhahhhh....sdone

And never mind putting back on a cleaned duvet COVER (i omitted) lovely Eckhartism made it far more likely you'll end up strugglin' alone for the rest of life to get the bugger back on, alone...

Which is no moan

But 1+1 = 3 on working together on the local environment, is what he really made impossible...

as at LAST a fine woman agrees and in fact embodies in her every word to me!!

(come back tomorrow for more..)

self explanatory unless you believe

the herd of sheepish MAJORITY

oops that one should be hastagged  - i always forget as well as them being SO ugly.. #vanlife for #vanchildmen trying to impress endlessly goin on about condensation as theyve nothin' grown up to do like save HIS river... for his kids....

now...this section does sort of overlap with the section called ...ehhh...  well i know her mum doesn't want me arrested for chatting her up as she mucked in! 

because she so so so beautifully smiley-chimed with every word.... and lives by their Inner Temple of  dogdirt bag strewn bullshit