I " care" even Moor...
Now....
Even of its been 5 1/2 years of pain ...Ms yes muzz " case study" audio riffed upon a few weeks ago...
( i may SO SO care to entertain my reader i yesteraft tolerated half an hour evensong battery chargin' in hell so i can get up today the ' counter' culture merchant of..nothing but condoning horrid chemical drugs to your kids via his BBC fame and major publishing deal..plus how to survive the cold with no cash so happily always....all 9n video in my can for a werk but they need some hashtags and the like...which takes up so much time pondering. . but i aint got enough to go back here and find the page again.... and actions speak louder than words theres me getting on with my arty gonzo stream if pure clean springwater here yestermorn and nobody causes me to divert back to human face to face interaction..... cos a battery charged in the oldest sickest laptop doesnt last long ..
...but someone did ..
thing is .... so, hop over the last few bizarrely glorious months...
My ' enemy' Ms Case Study ... in live with Nige ... still harking on about 2016 being some New Age of civilisation...
I was ready to reveal yestereve to her in the correct language if the poets mated with Volters and even Thomas Paine ..." suzi did you mean it 5 years ago when you said you will die within a decade...?"
" cos .. well if you alone get first edition of my jottings about reality the last decade well it just may cause you not yo believe in your demise ..i want to keep you alive..its GOOD to debate with you and make you the fiercest creature ever extant solo princes child of a Surrey Major . . laugh so often by jabbin you where it hurts .. and our 5 years debates [ all recorded for her posterior] are better ' dialectic' than pathetic Socrates or Sam Harris could ever imagine ..and they have worked!!... the laughter proves it.. the first year if you on point on message slammin yer phone down at the smallest nuanced' ehh i dont buy YOU luv ' . through me bridging to your best friend of 30 years bongo Sarah [ in more ways than an old rustbucket] you sacked ... all of it.... it proves there is no ,'division' ... only shared simpler humanity we both know even if you fant say those words .. " etc
its much better than this firstest peek
But the answer . ..the elixir .. for real ... i had no idea that The Source and surrounding sourceletts was quite so WELLNESS ...
all they can say in their glossy posters ...
fascistically demand
well i saw 43 years ago https://www.simonclayton2020.com/2025/11/who-on-earth-are-you.html?m=1
meandering Europe solo backpack around Swiss German border in them foothills of them Alps
i still remember as if yesterday some grey concrete shack on a deserted byeroad looking so desperate for attention and unloved unused.. a neon sign aftont " wellness"
and i knew that second it would not end well.
However the ending is ( many ...in fact almost exclusively fab Eurobabes i walk and talk with the last two years they all say this self indulgent claptrap and really crap word didnt really gain traction throughout the EU...
but of course the Magpie 'nation' that still believes in ' nation,' went and hobbled it up wholesale to retail it at absurd price... for something that doesnt work
define " work":
( every Britolite babe i get to know a bit has " issues" vant sleep needs supplements just to ' wake up' [ even conjob bbc did a full happyclappy metrosexual-laddish chummy chap, 'deep dive' into and found theyre all a CON 6 mths ago] to nothing but their ' my memory is terrible' )
i know fact ...theres no point speaking with ANYone ..ever...
about anything serious or real on Sourcelands and where they infected from 17ish years ago my former region... theyre all Teletubbies overdosed on Huxley's Soma but too stupid to even remember that fine book ..
but silly me i still ocasionally act as if she may be the one hope..
and there i am ALL my lifeforce being thrust into this .. loada caca...
but i break off and ...
during the sermon
" ohh the one who sells for millions....b ..b ohh no cant remember ....."
now not only do i never like modern art having tried.... but silly Banksy+ stuff saying nothing is even worse .
always blaming others etc...
this chappie maybe a decade ago i briefly perused ... ok something.. but not millions of quids worth...defo a diversity hype..
now the elixir .. not only as the true glorious one agreed do women 50+ not know thats when they REALLY get actually sexy .. but of course are all terrified theyre going to have loadsa black holes in their head from Altz- dim
... thing is i am dim .. often ... even if i have almost perfect 30 year recall
but to also awake 0430 thisters and immediately have his name i stumbled on sermonising her jump in as if yesterday ..
in otherwirds perfect short term memory,too .. as long as one sleeps seven hrs... (too bored lastereve yet another fake didnt message to bother staying up to normal puritanical 9ish)
however... even my worst ' enemy' i cant get through her hocus pocus ... " no its in the stars.."
" suzi ... decline.... ending up old gaga duffer ... the key is unfortunately as you know how i live by pure zen monk near silence 85% of the time and in naycherr.... when one can be bothered say the dangerous real things... the knife edge ones they wanna stab you for [ threatening their house resale prices if truths are known as even she a property price obsessive knows is true from presteigne kington Hay. ...and HIM .. ]... that suzi keps the mind so rediculously sharp and mojo 105 ...it surprises even me ... it us REAL wellness even you brainwashed into believing their bullshit soma ..."
their wellness does this to you
mine...works
but it may lead to years if butterflies rather than in your head, in the stomach trying yo make you throw up ...
from fear of have i...... offended or said something not in even her ' script'
