which is how a decent inclusive actually 'aware' person - me, attempts to take forward almost any new communicatrix into communicating when they confirm they wish to do just that ...
and then line two " i love to know what others buzzy ones are and then if i can maybe just gently add in things in a non mansplainy way ..just eco / body science from years of knowings or even if we must use local voodoo sales vernacular 'learnings'
nope no point ...
even that must be against some folklore I'm not 10,000 hr genius to have divined...or maybe i didn't use that word thats the problem!
My only real bonnet bee the last 6 mths is every slightest Source slither of the same old but more concentrated effluent triggers so many lovely abundant memories of past effluences prior to 23...when i schismed, due the effluent
And i would love to have been able to catture every smallest 'moment' as all part of what to do or at least Ragged Trouserdly attempt to collect about the past; but i run out of notepads batteries to use in torch and never mind the disaster laptop of course is bust after going back last day of warranty for a ferkin fix..
(even if the true artfulness in getting an address wait til i write a poetical essay about that true genius moment)
And then there are so rare moments of actual 'hope' that do indeed keep one winking at the faeries and pixies " if you make me laugh like she does, well... i may believe in youtoo.."
THE answer as there really only is one (who did i speak to a fgew days ago yes i remember the kraut explaining via story how they CAN still laugh at themselves....not here any more... " which is a fair enough subspecies of fascism-lite..
of course i heard the utter hate in the silent observer as i said so....(thats only ever self-hatred - funny word that, almost gramatically, implying that it is in the past...)
The one thing above all you cannot ever even hint at is as follows: "..ehh..i was a self obsessed twat even if i had read ALL of Pilger - so effete it turned me on and i still didnt DO owt like 'take part..'...and only 25ish years ago looking at, cuddling my own lovely bundle of ectoplasmic joy did i say gradually to myself ..'if you really do love her...well 'take part'... surfeit of democracy decent ecosystems plenty to do.... if you don't well do you really love her?.... and then i began to take part....and realised by about 20 years ago 99% of conversations with pretend urban guerrilla types warriors for truth and all that..... even those whom had truly suffered at the hands of the Stalinist Social Servs.... quite soon on in any new interaction a standard line would occur: ' well i have the essay / photos / screenshot / legal files.. except my laptops bust and i cant get at them at the moment ...[meaning never as they never learned how to fix anything and commercial fixing pricey].... thing is ... even like the Powys ex CAmden town decades ago hasbeen once boho woman i employed in my online bookselling buiness 26 years ago...professor of IT no less.... even she didnt have the habit of always without fail double backing up and she lost a month of book cataloging ..no backup....unbelieveable.. cost me loads.... never mind lots of lost hair.... so the thing is is that NONE of my generation developed sane sensible habits double backing up their online docs.... so of course they never taught the next generation to always do so no matter what....and thus every younger next generation its also default... British parenting, as a fine Serb once said... down the bog decades ago..... funny that every online 'activist' type as in the woman i knew well with every single label invented to hide her scatterbrain inability to just back up her digitals...of course it becomes ultimate exceuse for never following through the many many projects she stated she was to save the local community, by..."
And then you REALLY can't say: once you have or your DAD maybe thrashed you within an inch of your ... metaphorically of course via i aprove of gentle parenting except it needs to be rather repetetive with loads of fun STORY about reality
if i were writing a Mossycrow book rather than caring only about dresses i would address such problems theatrically ... there was a teenager who caught on his phone a cat levitating and having a chat with the faeries circling the ceiling... but just as s/he was about to get a billion youtube clicks uploading it.... the phone bust before plugging it in ...and it was lost.."
cos s/he didnt immediately back it up.
Because infact the usb ports werer rather worn from the amount of times someone understandably inserts a pendrive the wrong way up...
as their dad or even yummy mummy was always too busy heroicly applying for disability benefit money and extra taxis as the kid's in a phase...to teach her him that there is always sane solution such as marking your pendrives and anything else that may need to be plugged in in a hurry....
which is the RIGHT way up?..(and every one of hundreds of feeling if the plug goes in this or that way actually does slightly degrade the socket end such that sooner or later -sooner if HP, it becomes unusable...). before always double backing up offline every single file ever always.... simply no exceptions ever in NArnia or hell, oops the same thing...
as that may be the one that actually pays for the taxis you get...errata got...cos youve conned someone (except maybe 5 or 10% who congenitally REALLY are) your kid is innately wonky rather than having a phase of not being as attentively parented as ideal... even the cavemen and women managed..
or we wouldnt be here
especially now that taxi cash has ...RAN out
as none of my generation EVER got involved in simple ordinary sane politics....actually grassroots common as muck-sense
nope... no point swatting at that bonnety bee as literally nobody at all ever can ever think, metoo...
maybe i should...listen
to someone with experience of what ACTUALLY matters as first stage before taking on ANY cause ever...
As i certainly applied to myself
As of course i was far too good, too.... to bother with such simple first steps..
Until i learned by bad act of course - hair torn out...money lost!
Best thing about it THE one person who was paid to teach even my generation in adult evening 'learnings'...
and i have it in writing
The real end and start at the beginning
I need HER on side...
Funny thing is the Israelis are so so FAkebooky its daft which of course became the problem...
Why havent they surely a bit reality based, realised this yet ?
Re....boot.... the real work done, first... probably too late but we shall see
