well ive put in at least 15,000 the last decade or more...
And the standard Britishbabe quip will be
"you can ever be genius of us"
But sorry i am old school as the rural lands will always be oldschool
And the faeries aren't going to fix the environment nor even ensure the local rural school stays out of special measures.. that takes, or took, hardnose people 'of good faith'. Actually staying on script - keeping to the simple obvious 'cause' especially if strategy and objective discussed properly.
But all.... lasterregion 75%, thisterone 99% became only about one's 'look'; one's projection of certain entirely artificial lifestyle markers. From the fancy wicker basket, to desperate need to fly off to some ashram and get 'life saving' 'healing'... 100% Narniac dystopia of ..mee... all deny of course.
And... (no interest in Dooneshire other than it's even more stark here - so thrilling to discover The Source... back only to lasterregion soon....)
I believe in something ... beyond or who knows what, inside the bottoms of the clowns laughing at us from some quantum parallel many worlds, universe, unknowable, ineffable... beyond the standard 'materialist scientific' model... but i havent the first idea what it is or what it is 'for' or what we are for... and i also know that ANYone ever who has claimed they do is a fraud 100% semi loon either a bit 'rapture' sick or attempting to make a living from 'it' rather than get a propper job, like being a cleaning man... or lady.
Anyway i adore the overwhelming pictural Wasteland and ever ever more insane nomenclature.. Almost all the SWest utterly lost to.
(As one superb occasional walking partner agrees)
Of course all of this is a comfort blanket - tjhat fails to comfort
And just as all 'Buddhist' 'meditative' 'practice' a great excuse for never ever doing anything grown up.....such as the dull unsexy not-trendy work of joining the council.... the only way i am aware of anything ever getting nudged a bit in the right direction. Unless they're Capital G Green..
But what lovely poetry ONCE!
"to navigate the vast inane"
Exactly, the merely inane... all below is, merely... but spreads as if it's some answer - maybe i am wrong but i know i am not as i know the real thoughts of those unable to join in with this buzzing around Lord of The Flies ...fraud.
That is extraordinarily prejudiced against anyone not coming metaphorical cap-in-hand exactly in accordance with their pretty fascist Temple talk and walk....
That all started here - rather well summarised indeed.
The Long View: Deep Fakes - Seeing is Believing
https://www.bbc.co.uk/sounds/play/m002s4cv
Not really about 'deep fakes' far more about 'theosophical FRAUD' and falsified faeries...rahh rahh
So interesting: "some [ magyc marketeers] were even prosecuted for FRAUD.."
******
So, all recent iconography of no interest to me until i manage to get back to the first seven years meandering and capturing the weird new unreal 'reality' that took over The Marches - once THE 'environment', but no longer as as the tarot / weegee / astrological shamanian nonsense took over (via ONLY such incomers) , and more importantly was adapted into 'spirituality' - as it's a larger market, then homeopathic wellness for dogs - no one speaks of only the wealthier being able to afford, the environment collapsed as the formerly 'people of good faith' who may have protected it and even gotten involved with the local school on the PTA .. rather spoent all thir time on their 'soul' or rather when mine feels a bit more plenished i shall make a business out of selling the formula - that never is as its merely sold in bottles of some supposed 'natural' remedy... that never was
All pof which takes up SO much time and money so of course they dont have time to go to the local planning meeting in say KIngton to block the next megga chicky factory
They then spend the next decade moaning about
now 'suing' Cargill for cash they never earned as they never attempted to STOP Cargill...
rather just shared a few virtuous online signals they...
i have no idea what
but i love seeing it all so starkly - indeed compulsorily
Their aesthetic
which of course is a time consuming arms race:
who performs in public the most plenishly
abundant
in 'love'
when i know not one ferker cares about anything beyond their own back garden fence
But back soon to another 'case study' as this one had major 'cultural capital' - meaning " i was a LECTURER in the fab new people universities .... on how the citizens grass roots organise"
Funny that.... a decade tending some local (lasterregion) grass roots - even with me scything with her side by side...
One never saw or heard of her actually DOing anything relating to the regional environment
except show off via ever more yummy so so grassroots complainant
controlly mumbo jumbo
Far easier than actually doing a speech at a hustings for example
Anyway soon
several sort of real books about SMILING always....coming up
Even if there is absolutelly no point, the one whom 2 years ago face to face you help out with local knowledge " that chap who is lingering...look bless him but he is a bit mad hes always here sort of hustling hes so lonely but i see him occasionally angry and going even more full swiveleye he is the only one in the whole of PAstyshire 100% cert if i were you woman in van parking here i would be wary.... ive been here 6 mths i have no fear ...except for him"
funny old world behind the ENDLESS sometimes thrice a day digital hustle
behind painted on smiles
well there is an art in being so only selfishly barefaced
not even a thanks or one word of manners
and still keeping a smile
oops that belongs elsewhere - soon
so all this 'love' I just wish Huxley were lovingly reincarnated as he would have a better parable or ten to write
all 'wild' - the ultimate PR word Dooneshire
funny ive only seen one whom is
my wonderful elderly co conspiritor
BUt as we return back to lasterregion the real hurt starts in that some were seen as potential real eco-ally
Time...loads! invested in them
Extreme sifting...
" you alone seem to have ehh some balance [2020] and care about us living on in the real world.."
And thats the story.... winter 2020/21 its quite clear that almost every single person with free time who had once worn a pair of wellies on a walk in the park attempted to jump on some 'spiritual' or ...
well they used to call it just 'lifecoaching' ....
grift
100% grift....
Except a grift that is far more serious in that...
IT not only doesn't work, it causes the exact opposite of what it purports.
As The Queen of it all - healing, spirituality, wellness and all of it said to my face 3 years ago me the only person there (due loyalty to her lad reasons ) helping her do the bankruptcy paperwork and attempting to stop the blatant harassment - even online attacking her 10 year old boy! by me dealing person to person all her ......creditors
" simon.... the 'spiritual' people..... my my i had no idea that as soon as they had lost a few hundred quid.. [ to her semicscam fraud 30 or 40 k of upfront payments for pitches in a healing/spirituality/ massage/vibes and world music, festival that never happened - never could in truth] they suddenly become such vicious bloodlusty Rottweilersmany have been my friends...my 'tribe'...for years. "
I had no idea - what a superb real film it would make especially as for my own protection every word recorded, how truly thick they ALL were...
"! listen...so i am taking your call on her [ill] behalf...as i have said i always will ...no hiding any more her your many year friend, head in sand .... i have published bank statements and photos of entirely bare cupboards, even an iminent application to court petitioning for bankruptcy and its porridge if you lie on that form... ... there cannot be ever a more open frank description of NOTHING left in the cupboard to pay back the few hundred quid you are owed... i have clarified IN WRITING is recognised as owing to you.... theres no house, only a 300 quid broken banger in the drive... nothing for any court to grab and pay you with ... i actually care about your time youre now on your dozenth call and ... dont seem to be able to LISTEN to qa full and frank description of reality.... you are wasting your time and also stressing YOURself..out.... as stated in writing and you can verify...not going anywhere lad in local school ... attempting to return to earning via yoga.... if possible in 6 mths year may just be able to start some minor repayments... literally cant say anything more...[for the dozenth time]... you are meant to be spiritual and mindful well...'pray' for your old friends gradual return back to strength and balance ..."
nope doersnt work either
i have never encountered such Narniac vitriol dressed up in tie dye censoriousness...
I even felt sorry for her....
great real life story of YOUR times, though
They are all 100% an illusion.... i dont jump to conclusions i live 'within' scenarios quite sincerely - duel purpose - see if we can fix it, if not the story is universally interesting - in a Huxleyan way...
or of course George.
All i need is a desk for a year.... which like as eckersnot will never happen..
shame that so much useful material....
All about last region.
Funny thing is about this one - a sort of 'equation' of Narniitis - when one (not me them) are surrounded by it for a decade or more so so deep Narniac Monsterosity then a few...just a few...seem to come out the other end, spitting!
Not at me, at them....
I know..i found them...just a few
But will one ever take the next step?
There's even cash in it - a worthy career and valid avoidance of cleanin the bogs
Right back only on the chronicle, now..
some of which will appear here..in a fun way it all makes me smile
ohh yes that title - 10,000 hrs - i am not stupid, i knew only sane female energy - DOIng stuff, for real, can work in rural environmental areas... ive spent about 15000 hrs suucking up to, bolstering, so so intelligently nudging empowering complimenting...
only to find alliance fellowship.
I thought i was bulletproof genius, of reading the signs (or as they say here 'reading the room' to seem all zeitgeisty hip happening) certainly by 10,000 wasted hours
And still .. the occasional one slips through under my never trust one of em radar...
...
ohh well but each time the 'art' in it or even jokes do get better so .... it's still inadvertant mutual benefit - errata as bullshitting always harms one more in the longrun... the shitter
Me... i like being a shittee....
as soon next films will show
