Monday, 18 May 2026

Quiet, silence, nearly

Now, meandering, and i didn't know how, really, or really it's why...?

Why have no so called 'lefties' anything ever to say that's useful...

Why can no pretend 'humanitarian' on a march to make a noise for other people other places never say ANYthing actually humanitarian - Michael K knew of the reality as did Rachel K, even if her book ending is about as nihilistic as you can get, well the clue is that as one gets to the epicentre of power and its 'playground' you notice most can't even go for a walk in 'nature' without having long chats on their mobile phone...

I had no idea just how intense it all was until meandering nine months  the source.

But to be able to  rethink, at a humanitarian level the real version its the small books...  those you don't even think will guide you around the bomb craters because they look and appear so humble and nonentity. 

But when you have nothing else to do as everyone else is just so busy being noisy and return to a few of them, then your perspective is reset in an actually 'radical love' way which isn't radical as its always been the same, and 'losing' is just part of life. 

Of late there is a new 'counterattack' on what they never even took time to ponder what it may really be... that 'woke' or 'culture wars'  which always only ever was an inability to reduce all the static twenty years back,  and ponder what might indeed assist the inner core of our kids. Which is hard as there is no money in simple oldschool stories.

Or getting our kids to read the small simple books that eventually guide us to understanding the firm ground with few bombs aside the pathway if we ponder what it means to lose, but never really be lost.  

No leftie or 'Green' would understand this

 https://www.ralphschism.com/p/israel-palestine.html


Anyway back to business having lost years ago, and all i know that being methodical is necessary if one is living deliberately outside their 'system'.  Which is no hippie thing, it's just the system. And half my lifetime ago i heard him, self righteous, god so so self righteous, 'born again'  Christian  with his Missus sit there as we gathered around his daughter's number three baby, and as if he were reading off the accounts for his church at the AGM, deadpan, "we..[ meaning he actually there, then, part of the force] ...dropped more bombs on Laos  than any other place in the world ever.."

As if it was just all in a day's work... 

No thought to how that may impact

the real lives of real people, even still today. 

And even if GW1 was the start that moment was the real start. Realising the supposed most righteous Englishman retired colonel - a boss of  British 'Intelligence' in USA , three grandchildren they doted upon, in fact  had nothing between his ears...  despite the arrogant deadpan 

smashed all emotion out of his just the right amount of smileyface




  





now what's the point?  - meaning why make loads of irrelevant little clips ? even if the TOTAL 100% bimbos who pretend to be au naturelle, but she is up half the night making her 'travel' vanvids look and sound like a stop off at some chillout post nightclub chillzone, when in real life she's fretting about where to wash her hair next...

Simple, over 100 years ago there was a first attempt to somewhat satirise via a kind of surrealism, all that taking onesself, or one's 'art'  too seriously
And its as if they never existed as a whole generation has been trained into earnestness  - which never works.
That was kindof the point of the Dadas
I guess, to point out careful you may be a fake!
By which i do not mean the ordinary 'girl next door' i mean the middle classes who trade on supposedly having useful-to-society,  things to say  



None of whom ever ever ever can even think of just finding a sheltered place in the sunshine up in the quiet where you can get lost..
in a small quiet book.
There's always a way
Never mind saying that maybe that will do you more good (make you genuinely good - for something one day) than the thousand quid a weekend workshopping