The mentul efl, elves... indeed that's an insult to the diverse elven peeps (i didn't know her middle name was Solomonova, wow... a bit of real wisdom unlike those rather one d Poles)

a chunk of splurge needs a LOT of work on😀 but if i drop dead with boredom heres a quick preview 

to be improved and finished soon - half below unfinished

emergency  rope ladder out of your hole (meaning i just know so so many hide away in hermitude for a week with the curtains drawn... and you are RIGHT - the mental elf rescue team if they find you will do far more harm than good...)

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Indeed stupid Al Gorrey and the miscellaneous blockers aren't going to know that one they are all so one dimensional  that the worst insult ever is to call someone one dimensional. 

 

right why are these here, well to celebrate the fact that it's impossible for even a Southern so called man to go out without it being a fashion occasion that requires a t-shirt telling you something usually in one word; Plus my god, the aesthetic... (i really had no idea but then it fits with the poetry evening 18 mths  ago when all they  do was present poems about their illnesses...i mean three prostrate poems in one session, of about six so called poets, sums up the whole of their dead peninsula.

But they always have some 'look' that reminds them of their privileged yoof in Bayswater. Which is a non sequitur as all town based rearings mean you are indeed more likely to have  aREALLY fucked up ill head, and they don't tell you this on the tin, that i can see from 50m away who is from where as the town or city air certainly ages you far more quickly   than bumpkin air. 

Always.

No exceptions. And buddhism won't help either

ahh yes here it is i have perfic mental faculties and remember every loose thread ...and SUPERB comedy show, especially when it's about forty years late, being anyone who knew the so called 'Far East'  even back then knew that Myanmar - i do believe 90% 'Buddhist' is on track to become almost as Potty as Pol Pot's rather unpleasant  killing fields 

Pope Leo and President Trump; Buddhist extremism; Gulf Christians

https://www.bbc.co.uk/programmes/m002v9jk

but you can't tell the likes of " ragheads are different they will NEVER EVER not dynamite everyone in the bus with them as they are just born different,  so of course the blue team are justified in shooting first kids in the head with drones on camera  and asking questions, never........ ohh yes i have  a new Buddhist mediation tape for $9.99 over on my other channel the most popular meditation app in the world "  

Though  the EAst has no interest to me, even if even 30 years ago you realised how  the same ole male characters started to hide behind the tai chi fancy dress....  (to be cont well it has been in a long audio attempting to tell tales elsewhere never in name unless.... they take public cash..)

Anyway mentul elf

 (walking does NOT 'improve' your mentul elfen wonky mess...) 

TEN FREE HOURS OF WHAT IT IS AND HOW TO GET IT!

you cannot make any money off, so it should be free

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1XdHrSWixWHrbLoLFxIih27qXkJCvANS-ZDkiDW-riUQ/edit?tab=t.0

Though you see here is what real mental healthy self critique is: FOOL me.... even if it was obvious it was the end of civilisation and intellectuality 30 years ago when the internet revved up and one could look up scientific research papers and essays by seemingly sane yanks, sanity one realised was indeed caring enough to put your name and DATE at the top or bottom of the paper.... as the timeline or before silly words took over sequence of things: Bental wrote that mental book then and two years later one saw that mind doctor writing that article, how interesting..is in fact called civilisation

But not any more....

Anyway healthy anything is admitting " hahh hahh i forgot the RULES! i myself established 30 years ago.... before quoting anything [as i did 2 days ago as " wow new info their fey god has blown a fuse"]  check the DATE!

Indeed same expensive trendy cowboy gear from BAyswater as the longform one three years ago... 

 

which is FAR more interesting when one factors in that at least 50% of Londoneshirers (all the Swest) talk of their "ADHD" in the first 1 minute of overhearing them... and 100% were conned by GAbors fuck-me looks some years ago...

But three years ago he turned on them (their benefits ticket  - far more subtle than just a hand out, a whole universe of handouts when Moonflower-Tarquin gets his pmlace at the special school..or the one by Gwerk...  you are special.

(ahh i even forgot i heard out of the actual WONERFUL gay mouth of a chap just in from 20 years in madhouse Central where he propheted from all the modern 'branding'  " i was at a party other day gay one of course and someone said 'retard' and the whole room went pin droppy, and then someone said in hushed tone ' you mean....we ...can....say...ree..tard again....??'     and then someone smiled a shy smile ...as if he was roomoving the dropped pin from his back passage bored with that sick kick....and we all  smiled at each other and cheered  top of our voices ' we can have the lovely banter insult back at last we are FREE....!!!!!!!!!" so fuck off i am up with the most leading zeity ones...)

 Anyway where was i...

....sue the fuckers...

(25% of the babes, and i reckon 100% of them live in Swesterlands...)

THE ICONED-THE-CLASS

conned for forty years...

Except its astonishing just how they cannot listen!

Still...in fact it will take decades they hold on to their "ohh its biochemical" when even i a very thick ordinary bloke kicked out of school 16  slowly slowly read good quiet plain simple lit books and the odd non fiction - must be 4:1, pondering what future age 33ish ..no A levels THe number one most popular psychology undergrad program in UK,  10 applicants for every place, all 9 others for mine lanyardists, social workers teachers all with their Btecs or whatever ....me nothing, but i wrote some essays about what i knew about mentual elfine nonsense from years of especially Evgenia...and i got the place!

(part time had to work a bit elsewhere to keep Hanning's leaky cheap roof over head) 

   But ...

... within a few months... one day though is traumatically seared into my below average sick mind

That day she - sorry it has to be a she, as a bloke wouldnt have the same narcissistic insanity gleaming in her self loving eyes... a bloke would have muttered and maybe got his pipe out, but no she....goddess creating the NEW human from her lectern the one that is leading the whole land.... to new Jerusalem  that'll pay one day for her £110 grand camper van she too busy to use, too...

" the future [of psychology] is... chemical..."

Now it would be impolite to have stood up and said "shut the fuck up you scary selfloving Messianic mad mentul case, read Stanton F Peel.. that one sentence in Meaning of Addiction where he says ' but there's just one itzy bity thing in the whole thing i don't get'  ...think for YOUR self... nobody knows ANYthing except it aint about just the bodily....  i quit.."

 which i did and maybe 20ish years later was vindicated when occasionally even if they fight and fight.... one hears " ehh its only about environment.."

And all pills have bad effects  

But the problem is that the likes of GAbor can't talk about turkeys. " if you had a batch of young turkeys  gobbling about in your front room with East Enders on in the corner night and day..or mum and dad playing out the angsty angst of EAst Ender type stuff or even so called 'reality tv' of course a child is going to have a fied brain and go all buddhist kind of compulsively making dumb noises to drown out the pain!!! ..its YOUR fault... yes you too no doubt unless you chucked the tv out 26 years ago as i did.... or rather gave it to the bimbo knowing she would never turn it off anyway.... "

Angsty environments cause all sorts of UNNATURAL  behaviours way way before the stupid smartphone was a thing this is nothing new...

And the prevalence of angsty countenances massively increased by 30 ish years ago DUE only the shit tv.. there is a massive difference between a painted on Londonshire ashram smile and a real one... you don't need compulsory real smiles just a 'natural' occurrence  of angsty brows  - real ones as kids have superb penetrative radar ... maybe  one in 20 with reasonable cause...

WOW exactly how did i miss THAT as a true no-con-classy intellectual of REAL minds and film!!!

unlike the rather one dimensional moaning Pole ..its all about stuff!  well kindof...

Primo's only true equal! .. If This is  am Man even if his simple plain non hystrionic other books about just simple ordinary life as a worker are better

. (i didnt know she was that gyppo-sexy before she put on so much weight in the camps..)

This is a Woman

who could THINK for herself

In a film  whoop whoop rahh rahh

no idea as a commenter said they slipped that one out under the radar 

Which i can guarantee will not contain THE ACTUAL GREATEST PASSAGE ON MENTAL MATTERS, EVER...

Even a stupid grand-a-weekend  workshop addicted  so called new age spiritually conscious of being aware mad one who runs them for 1500 quid once shes got her commissions intoo, couldnt miss except I'm sure they ignored it

"...i noticed.... those of us  intelligence schoolteachers writers thinkers all humble...... the kind that Tyce-Lowe-Farage actually  would, come eighty or ninety years on, to wish to chuck in the ovens,  not actually caring about immos that they are quite happy wash their cars and  clean the ovens below min wage in the kebab shops...    as we waited in '36 ..'37 for the what we knew was inevitable late night knock on the door... papa Stalin's goons.... sometimes we waited weeks, sometimes months or even years... 

"... but there was an extraordinary thing that in the run up period - still at home favourite slippers at night at least some adequate borsch n tear soup  life still bearable....  their whole bodily mind-bodily, health, being, personhood, everything would gradually implode collapse go rancid and they would become shadowy retards of their former selves...waiting for the knock on the door...

 

"yet... when they got to the actually officially worst place in the world, almost ever, maybe except the prisons overseen by sweet Buddhists, or a workshop-retreat in Gweek...

 ("special guest ladies.... here with us  to talk to us all about self forgiveness lives just up the road... THE MORE famous embezzler...Raynor... we can't have her other half and half the crime, Mothy as he would disrupt the 'feminine' energy  but he is here in spirit, too.... The Guradian forgot to include" )

.[.oops wrong photo they look so alike 

Лубянка (pronounced luh-BYAHN-kah)

 or in fact possibly more acurate which means i CARE for your sick minds even if so mean only a nutcase ever put anything in my pisspot..

possibly more circa 1930s?

i havent got time to be really accurate i would like to be

 ]

"when they got  to the place they KNEW they would be beaten to a pulp, smashed in the teeth, starved to death.... no sexy funny stuff as Ruskies arent as warped as other nations we could mention....  but almost every horrid torture  ever devised they knew would await them immediately and likely followed by a one way trip down to the basement...

"if they did survive beyond the first day and if one ever saw them again their backbone was more upright..their eyes brighter even if they were only left with one the other eaten in front of them by the commandant to make his point.... their chins up ..BODILY they were transformed..positively despite all the actual real life 'negativity' ..one couldnt help notice .... they were  mindbodily ...'healthier' ..one could not avoid ..." (paraphrased but accurately)

And therein is THE only thing you ever need to know about ... the mind....

As Taleb got also into her Black Swan...

cliffjumping is a healthy sport, no parachute..

or as i shall explain later  - BEing ..DOing....what next even if hell, is better than choosing  anything

And best mental health, even in hell...  comes from there being no choice..

NOT FINISHED YET NEED MORE BATTERY.......................

MOT FINISHED YET..........................

But no mindless moron (the one in last post from Bayeswater looked just like thgis one doubtless the last one dead by now) can ever think, wow wouldnt it be lovely if EVERY morning for years you 'awaken' thinking sharp as a razor as always and i never needed any of their silly substances ..

or the grape

to come through the worst there is in life 

a true daily joy