Tuesday, 21 July 2026

I had never thought of the whatNOT?!

 silly me i got quite good at that in the first few years in the stony Wasteland...

but you can't 'think' of it proactively.... it just hits you like a not here bee between the eyes  at times "stupid me...its what they did NOT say ever that's the key...to making me look actually very sweet and a reluctant Nestbeschmuter (let me see did i get the spelling right first try..? 

oggles version nestbeschmutzer but thats ok that counts as i almost always write only in the sunshine in quiet parks so couldnt see the obvious typo 


now.... i have been FULL time on all this material for at least 3 weeks even if it doesnt look like it

And there is a sequence i keep ruining by thinking up more waffle to add in but really it must STOP HALT fookin achtung baby...

i have so much to weave back in...

Especially when one has such a wonderful volcano of a day - the slow burn kind, but the lava is overflowing...

will it remain hot and dangerous [not to me to themselves] or gently solidify into something one can walk upon safely...

(even if up there in poshlands of fake greens they mowed their best WILDFLOWER MEADOW yesteraft... which really ahs broken my heart... especially as a fair few afternoons i just bedded down there for my afternoon kip and book..)








 











and this stupid cameraphone.. keeps doing this and as unlike anyone else i never use the horrid things except to attempt to  waste my time with only one communicant a week at most...
and film or photos for here 
or the other one if i think someone may just be a REAL person 
as in today but theres no point nobody EVER 'follows through' with any discussion sometimes over many months about what to DO
eg just on the pesticides that are used at social housing a year ive been attempting to nudge nicely someone to DO what she endlessly says she is going to DO...
but it wont happen and everyone has ten times more dosh than i never mind elect..
    so its nice to pass on the odd inspiring thing to the next generation
as today even if all now has barbed wire as free gift wrap


and then yes ... always put anything into laptop immediately and ONLY work from a laptop never ever phone as its depressing enough being unable to watch what one has made due time restrictions batterywise..
and just load em up iunchecked for over the line sedition but then as i always know exactly where the line is...
at least to turn the stupid film around into the position it was when I turned it on but the stupid AI now knows better so i would have to open phone edit it in there (not poss here) and upload another fixed version here which takes 10% of battery  - both of em....
so twist your neck around and you kiss Carswell's twited neck and ass too like my once only trusted friend 





this is good about why ALL eco operations ALWAYS fail

i think its this one 

 whats that? 



right SO SO many missed bits a dozen groovy audios...
one someone who paid assuming he may be sane he can have a preview...
or is he a very very clever bot who has hacked mummy's purse and will dob me in for REALLY getting down to naming some real baddies ....an Oxford prof...and tv star...who made the mistake of pretending she was literally Nature Queen and saviour...just 20km away from where for 20 years i did a bit of that...alone...nobody else there...and without telling anyone much a sits REALLY  dangerous...? And even she couldnt be relied on doing what her very very expensive mailshot said she would...
never mind as my witness in worst eco crime of the century...
ditto