But it isn't work, in a 'work' way...
The only hard 'work' is that i have so many bits and bobs still to weave in over quite a few years, that i know make it all so much gentler and dot-joined in a nice way.
And thus i have to do the harder work, of accepting that even basic theses aren't shown the way i would...
If i could.
And i love making audio real interviews where truly lovely deep dives in a polite and equal way into shared themes emerge - rather Socraticly
For example over a decade various chats with pleasant Christian more fleeting acquaintances discussing why perhaps several Christian close enough 'friends' seemed unable to actually incorporate in their day to day dealings with someone they had known years and even shared jobs with, that 'bearing witness' in a nice necessary way - not to bad acts but to simple persistence, just in case one dropped dead parrot dead, seemed too much to ask...and I am not someone who asks anything of anyone without something real they may need, is there for them..
Plus... many more interesting (i believe) little snippets that need to be woven in - my preferred lexicon for joining those dots.
eg long time ive had in an email sent to myself from horrid little modemphone i would do almost anything to never use again...
with this within randomly encountered - not much that i encounter to i copy and paste into its a keeper...
A memory palace is a metaphor for a certain kind of mind, one that notices everything almost offhandedly yet can recall its exact position in time and place later, often seemingly without effort. It comes from the story of Simonides, who had stepped away from a banquet in ancient Thessaly just before the building collapsed; those present were crushed beyond recognition, but Simonides was able to identify each body because he remembered exactly where every guest was before the roof fell in.
And i think i met her.
Now... as described in recent audios (Only riffing as a big chunky video uploads - as i need my memory to be retained for someone else... but more than that only ONE 'responsibility' to make sure via some independent something just a little more than my several thousand browsers, at least, day after day... who must value something... or be in need of a jolly good crucifixion due your wonky lunacy wasting this bandwith and my not really attention...as i attend to those who have been here in person....and all digital anything as rather often refrained, i no longer believe in doing much good for anyone...unless someone had such funky character that just maybe they can get their own word out further afield.... but never have to bother reading inane comments as i never do....but i would if i had all the online time in the world or at least a few hours early morning every day... that likely won't ever happen in any meaningful way....and i am 100% stoic, when times past i could never be,,,,which is the whole point - nothing to get het up or even worry about is all very well, which it is... but all one ever wanted was some useful purpose in AN other... in this so dull 'self actualising' failed world model.. )
And further more all my litte bits of fill in video - that bit of digital tech moreaso merely my these-days dictaphone as my fabulous old Olympus DM650 dictaphone - ALONE - i hate phones... went kaput...some years ago..nobody worthwhile ever calls in any event and i forget for months that's what others may at times use it for
After a decade of magnificent daily use... chronicling things that i full well know few even notice..
soon to start to upload. That alone is a part time year at work...
whether you pay me or not, at least i know that mammon was never good for anyone..
ahhh naughty boy..... having found a rather good daily charge up grove - indeed dual purpose, lovely chat...
Even if told off but exactly where the 'goalposts' are when one hasn't really noticed those particular ones before, takes time...
And i make sure i have all the time in the world, to do what matters
Which to me in terms of what use we may be
to the 'universe' or pixies or whatever way they want to warp mere good old fashioned simple
'morality'
is try to jot down that which may just be passed on, usefully
And as most of it's in audios yet to work on...
This rather long introduction, is merely practice, and thats the point,
it's not even the work, or the job...never mind any finished package
its the extraordinary way, if you let go...try...but not too hard
well, daily i come up with newthought that i don't credit is copyright me, mine, limited mentality
oops i shall not be able to even review this before pressing publish...
naughty me, .. brain crystal clear at sunrise dawn or the moment i open my eyes
Thats when i am only ever at my best
but shoving this up here taken a whole damn battery .. nothing left.
For my morning most enjoyed practice splurge.
AND to put in the little bits that sometimes make sense of what thus far may not, but that's not a "never" as one day i shall.
I don't know who you thousands are - no idea of any single one... but if you spend your time on me - the most valuable of gifts you have to chuck in spades...
i shall finish, because i can. Even if to 'spite' each and every one to a man...
