Now.... i know why.
So just now and again i awake 4.30
Always the same first-thought " drat.... not long enough shuteye"
But second thought " unlike many of the rest i can go ack to the land of nodoff should i need..."
Third " but i so love to entirely clear my ' desk' within my bag.."
Fourth " but i live for periods, just a few hours will do of pure undisturbed in nature contemplation..."
Five ..." any good newthoughts? ..a bubblin....?"
Sixth .... " ahahhhh ok its safe to put on the NONphone little wireless fm radio...[world service prior 05.30 usually rather less stuck up private schoolbabe ..] smileything .
smiley thing... apt even if even the Vatican is rather late to the table SCIENTIST Profess ing Sue Greenfield said 25 years ago small screens make you UNhuman
.....sick!
Seven..... silly me .. THE one thing keep to one thing .. her smileyface ...well, i dont trust the English smile ... but one thing cannot be hidden behind any second face .... almost alone hers was ...sunkissed... and that alone is kindof what almost all deny..themselves.
Eight..... this endless confusion how to ' identify' oneself....
All i am.... in two words MODERN European .. meandering flaneuring landlopeing much of it for several decades from turning adult... most of US MODERN Euros had dispensed with dark and gloomy indoors ..... all became healthily al,
frescos on the church roof all very well...
but indoors keeps you unwell.
Al Frescan.. simple as that
but in a land where almost noone else likes that sun...
the ' flavour' of it generally makes you smile..
unless youre diversely dumber down... by fearing it
And ... my my the amount who bear falsies...
false witness
"i love it too..... "
when in fact theyre palefaced as a moon maiden....
hertoo ...now...... i know... no question no more compromise
No shade or moody Jungian darkness
no stupid trendy wrap around sunglasses
never again ... no middle ground
the only sane one i found
