using ones own story partly as foundation, quite correctly
https://www.ralphschism.com/2026/09/how-to-cure-all-yer-adhd-autism-ocd.html
i always forget the punch lines as i never plan ANYthing or react to anything or anyone, or make notes..
there being no point to state, regarding the above splendid REAL waffle about how you vaccinate your people against it all too...
" by the age of 30 [especially 32, after 2 years as slave to someone else's children SO SO lovingly.... all kids are equal and can be loved equally irrespective of the seed... ] i was 95% NORMAL.... and maybe by 25 years ago, 100% NORMAL....."
why because in UK its somehow offensive and ignorant to say THERE IS A NORMAL... really thats what every conversation with every British woman for 15+ years is polluted by... they know there is no 'normal' never mind it being so so not desirable, even if it were possible...
Such as a splendid evening last early evening, but still remembering even 25 years ago a little bit of me would remain somewhere i had had enough of, never mind the lil' drinkin' devil would just be hiding around the corner of some or other dead end street - cul-de-sac, in my head.... the one that is even if it never actually came back " you will want ten more if you have even one.."
knowing that is WRONG, that you can move out of that even if fully by age 27, still you dont really FULLY until you do causes or other people ONE HUNDRED PERCENT selflessly in that link above and https://www.ralphschism.com/p/mental-elf-roundup.html
no one even knows,..... knew.... and no one will ever give me even a kiss of thanks never mind buy ME a coffee well one guy did once for 20 euros but even he has run away crying...
But thats just irrelevant when you can't even say " normal is..... had such wonderful late afternoon... felt like " i have earned a twice a year pint...ok lets do it..." such a queue at bar after lil' miss "I agree" had left... forget it
and knowing one has had a splendid time a bit later meander back to the tin can wondering should i pop back later... and realising as always up at 6am latest its so nice to have omnes sleep by tennish... the fine day fading from view in ones minds eye...
and awaking as usual at 545ish... as usual a first ten mins just enjoying coffee and naughty roll up.... my only regret and never smoked near a kid ... but still...
even if even him and i made friends yesteraft over his cut price, imports....
but then immediately within 30 seconds a face crystalises in ones minds eye...
picture perfect...
as if speaking again face to face...
and the thoughtbubble: "well as long as my mind still acts 100% as it had become, 100% normal.... that's what memory, methinks, by nature was invented, for... i wouldnt be able to do THAT still if my mind and all the rest of it wasnt 100% simple normal....always....
" shame none of em on this aisle want that any more..or for some years, even longer.... thats what their crap self pitying society did to them...forget them, but she did have a lovely serene easy simple face, my favourite kind...... i wonder if she even knows...i'll never know but at least my mind is 100% nuclear tipped...NORMAL...
"what i knew for sure in my earlier personhood i certainly could never be...."
as of course all british children for about 15 years nothing to do with 'social media', by teachers politicians all those lanyardists.... have been brainwashed into KNOWING for sure..does not exist
