among other things i think it's really just about either being too thick to read reasonable books such as Kushner's Mars Room (even if not my normal cheerful happy ending like Coetzee's Michael K which is as cheerful as you can get, being it starts with him obviously knowing why he must end it...and he's right, and is a book of thus only beautiful small things, and real grace...
But really the so called elite or top third cash in back-pocket-wise, not very wise....
are too arrogant to know REALLY knowing the bottom third is the key to knowing anything, like why they are wrong those top ones...
But that's a long one done before though badly;
All it really is is in that old adage " knows the price of everything and value of nothing" being updated for some years to " nobody even knows that old adage ' knows the price of everything and value of nothin'..." especially if they listen to Muzz indeterminate Tempest and it's like...
and The Undercover Hippy (who isn't one) started it - the uktra performative self pity via so called street 'art', so s/he's just copying the same old formula for having no value, but a price, and their currency modern day moaning, when they wouldn't know how to care or what may be lost... the REAL loss.
The losses that rationally utterly do lose in you any point ever in any value anywhere.... unless you are actually rational despite your moaning
All i know is that all moaning - or to reterm: very very assiduous sounding VERY dedicated 'activism' which is the exact opposite 99% of the time, it is doing nothingism, but making out you are.... or to put it better as i did 20 years ago, knowing enough of them, the cleveratti who have signs in window saying " i am a citizen of Zog and assert my rights never to be ticketed..." never ever did a thing to change ANYthing....
And in the real world every single action, judgement, pretence, pumping up, pontification, became ONLY about having in the back of their, youtoo, most likely...minds where's the FISCAL angle for me one day..
cash thats all you are...
and all the Nigelistas want to keep their cash for a few more of them who ain't migrants or on the dole (facts we pay less pro rata than many EU countries tgo under pension age claimants of state assistance - FACTS.. and in fact the largest by far 'welfare' cost, issue... is, yes, the triple locked pension, who vote against the rest of them in the same food chain to get state support... )
and the ones who do ok in the bottom third by dint of the CASH they spend on the fanciest flatscreen tv, tattoos, or of course now must-have, the 4 grand wheelchair (XXX FILM OF LOVELY ANTHONY WE TOOK HE WAS GREAT - admitting he was only in his 5 grander due alcoholism cos he so hated his native Cornwall cos of all the 'hate' lot who had even moved into Porthscatho his born and bred place..and only wished to leave...)
anyway my unnecessary share of the pot, that's all everything is, especially as one can live just fine on absolute scrapin' the barrel bottom 10% cash... ok add in a tad embezzled legally from the banks, a few unpaid credit cards which is quite legal when you know even your 'farmer' landlordlady is so prejudice against REAL farmery animals - if you play with them and enjoy them, rather than shout and moan and control them as so many do their dogs, like our ferrits, and will find a way of costing you a lot by another eviction....
POST to be built up into how never to moan (with NO parachute, no family money, no one else to ENDLESSLY fix everything that needs fixing up in hills or even lowland smallholdings, and spending every penny only on ones family as that's your duty, always...)
https://www.ralphschism.com/p/ferret-communism-or-ferritianmaoitegerm.html
and how even when you have the very worst imaginable end of life 16 1/2 years ago, you are certainly a nicer person than the endless childless vandals whom really do do so much...damage...
cos nice - ask Lionel Shriver a wise woman even if lousy writer, in her spring last year Start The Week, is bad.... nice is evil...just being 'nice' - having a society where demanding and performing nice, is really very proto-fascist, nasty....
especially when i knew even in the 00s how LITTLE parents actually DO for their kids even in middle of Nowhere Herefordshire or East Powys.. like be bothered drive em up to spend an afternoon, not even 'DONATION' ever mentioned nor even bring a can of cat food with you if you can.... with the local Supreme Ferret champion fuzzies there, years, for all and sundry to enjoy whoever they were......as everyone knew!
doing stuff is all that matters... and of course performative niceness is an evasion tactic in respect of ever doing ANYthing effective....
as they are the very time-consuming things....
to be cont
but the really NICE thing about even DOing everything for a child ten...even twenty years, and failing..is at least you were DOing something...real. And thus you remain intact, just fine...and thus love all the jibes and nasty assumptions from the unreal. It means keep on keepin on maybe jut one will prove, REALness....
also the cure to mental elfness.... and even ALL those 'labels' they all brag of EVERywhere in Swestershire...by default.
I think there's a word for that too....
soon
