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Thursday, 12 March 2026
DIE if you're mere voyeur, and it WILL be painful!
she said it not me...
no, not them, even if they have so so much of the 'public conversation'.... theyre utterly irrelevant, will die as barren as they were so lifeless and deadsouls, to have become
Indeed you have to go back twenty years, even within the so called 'insiders' - those absurd LONDONneurotix with their fancy so so nicelooking office furniture, and mountains of charity cash, distributed to man and woman, lanyard bearing nicely haircut, nicely attired so don't-frighten-the-horses as you may have to go and pretend you are human at some childman's meditation class after paid work, and EVEN poor once man man Layton the campaigner even then "Simes [nobody calls me that!] ... its all becoming so 'feminise' " none of whom dare even stop to THINK of their own real liofe story be they from failed (as they are now finding out as THEY didnt fight with the rhetoric dull day in and day out that the government no longer wants it to be legally default as we had fought for, that Both Parents Matter formerly the castratti of Families Need Fathers ... not one ever ever ever never mind the bimbos of even more modern day public conversation who will say ANYthing to make them look good... and never use their reallife experience, and anyway all youngsters should as my generation knew shut up as we had nothing yet TO say... such as many,maybe even most, men..... when they are around bringing up and putting them first no matter what - children, the men become a bit less monster.... be it mosnster-lite, confused, lost... extremely bad examples like liar Lennon....whatever... the only one thing that really does civilise tame many maybe most would be monstermen..is putting their kids first and that means being there with them at the messy times especially...
and then we have her a year ago - or to be more accurate last lovely sunny spring, best overall happy mood ever, and she living in Trumpington-on-sea - on the face of it all smiles of course due the ONLY thing that the Swest is... transactional pretend 'relationships' and "community" - but only iof they can smell from at least 50m that your wicker basket has the most expensive kind of maintenance oil onnit... as they are laser self-trained from their only ever suburban, often Surrey, lair... or one should call a dull spade a spade - den of thieves..
So yes especially according to their minor online brochure, Sister Bab's den iof thieves all the latterday bunch grabbing EVERY conceivable goody-goody grant pound going in fact they MAKE up need to get more which is all politics ever was, and every one over whatever vile "greentea" they drink sat age 60+ on the inherited cash ultra sublime seaside setting patio.... will say ' ohh we are above politics ..'
...as she said " the childless ones my god theyre vicious and just endlessly chaotic societal vandals..."
ergo
why they deserve to die alone in an old folks, so called 'home' where all the atomised fake staff are interested in is tranquilising them ideally a bit over the safe limit so they fuck off dead before their time and they can have longer coffee breaks....
as of course happened to her own (war baby Prince " we won it rahh rahh we are the Kings of the world especially with our new modern architecture and Beatles suits - you my soin will, neigh have..inherited the world..." guaranteed to create madmen....the OLD rules knew that one millennia ago its even in the ancient Greeks except at least Creon had SOME self awareness.. which modern day 'public conversation' fakes as they cant think...as only, like the SUPERB Virginian attempted to authoritatively guide us, mind blowingly... take a cow poke who wants to poke her "maybe... you might get lucky one day..... but only if you read the half decent books and educate YOURself...first... thats the only way MY knickers can be eased down.... ideally quoting some half decent Richard BAch about Bridges being for hiding from view, beneath... as theres nowt as queer as other folk... especiially with so many perverse public conversations for millennia its only ever PR rhetoric and speechifyin! " ... the only great lesson ever even Stendhal couldnt weave in nor really even heroine Georgie girl.... )
so 'fila'
plural of phylums
errata um
Son of The Zoologist on - counterposed against his awful fake 'activist' far more look-at-me-ist...
songwriting moaner
The clue was always there, I mean who puts the word 'pinprick' (one word, not hyphenated, like his one dimensional very small brain) into a song? ahhh yes.... the son of one of them.
Not that one should care as when the barbies - or indeed as farmers know - and it hasn't been updated, you take a little innocent lamb, and as soon as you can feel a bit of a 'drop' you put a rubber band around the bollocks and slowly bit by bit
they die.
But you needed the actual pricks to wave arounds in front of them barbs...one of them a few days ago cant be bothered, no point, revisiting her...
https://www.bbc.co.uk/programmes/b007qlvb/episodes/player
Guide to Life: Caring for ageing parents - and you
I mean lets put it like this, the 'public conversation' which even a football hooligan from some lost town swimming in chipfat, takes is and err 'cues' rather than from the pool cue jambed in his mother's eyes.. (theyre speaking of in Parliament dont you know so said 'yesterday innit' )
from all the 'culture' be it your tv a sane person like me chucked out over 25 years ago - into the recycling bin of a poor lost Pole brought up only onnit....
even songs even if Mister Number One was only ever a fake and Imaginary real man, and previous beater-up of his first babe,
(that explains her! shetoo 's from surrey! - i always knew when i first saw her on her extremely expensive bicycle faking Green homespun in the one place in Horrorfordshire one would say for years ' roll up your windows, dont want to breathe in any of the interbreedin' genes' just ever so slightly serious-sardonic when what you really meant was a century of it being Grape central of course it was apocalyptic Wasteland, and hardly any kids 'fathered'.. poor Kington somewhere deserving of some pity... and she is their fake Green MP and will i am quite sure have been in the 'healing' sessions with their fake 'leader' who really did say 'my hypnotherapy can make your tits bigger' well i do hope that the masses they used in their vile operation - as could be seen a decade ago, even then ' wanna get your dick chopped off, poor little vulnerable nipper, we're your protectorate...' which apart from having nothing to do with Suzi's River Arrow - in the year of ohh Lord what a lovely peaceful time right what can we DO? to save her river one hears from the fake man-of-the-people, a semi aristocrat from the 'Waterfront' how his wife's aristo riverbanks he had monitored for forty years had elicited the fact: life down 99% percent...but of course being a user, of her cash and those Waterfronts he didnt actually care )
So, no doubt about it all pondlife never mind being deadbrained ..a fila, underneath the just-about-alive top later ...
And that is anyone purporting to be in the Green party
(i wish i had screen shots well i do but theres a SEEquence... of how when Jezza the cyclin' gardener is sadly, SADLY, but rightly declaring war on his co partytrixess, nicely.... old, errata young Zarah co 'announcer' of it .... well goes and does a rather a lot of other announcing and one has to believe always in 'free speech' but talk about having nothing to say, which is WHY she teamed up with wise old authoritative gardenin' grandad.... who actually had read some poetry and real books as he would quote from them.....rather than her doomscrolled feed only about her having nothing to say.....
anyway even if i rarely scroll anything much it was so interesting to see an obvious operation: " dont use my exact words, make up your own you lovely little growing band of brave rainbow-compliant activists but we need a HUGE sacrifice and very very many hours of yourself on the cause - years and years of your life into it.... so please can you put snide censorious smug comments on anything online, Jezza saying 'why bother even reading these comments theres already one socialist democrat party already winning the polls.... and Mister Paulden can make your boobs bigger without pills - just looking into his expensive therapists eyes pissed on his own false version of Poland, you fine young so called men...' and they did any even un'gender'confused three year old could see the pattern of them finest brave activist class who of course have all got cutsey Zacharette mugs and tattoos and.... when actually my REAL woman young woman candidate a decade ago they didnt even manage to be there for the interview they had prearanged and she - mine..had actually cycled 20 km iup steep hill and down dale as she was really green and didnt want a motor, to be on time, there...on a saturfuckin' day.... they never even showed for the official interview and never even had the manners to maybe the followin 'working day' apologise to her.... .. )
Indeed a word picture - if there were any brave REAL arists i now know there arent - a scummy pond full of decanted prozac piss (even Farming Today yestermorn i mean the quality of the worst journalist ever who's job it was to know that for years pharmaceuticals in shit have been known about even the thick mad Mormon told me a year ago theyve 'discovered' it in his local River Wye... who doesnt know that iof you spread human shit on the fields as slurry - great use of waste product that isnt waste, shit being the basis of new life, if all the people OF The Wye valley - whom incame from Surrey andsuch...
are as they obviously are, spend just a few days seeing the even 'richer' version in Upper Sourcelands, so unhappy and fucked up of course the 'slurry' is laced with Prozac and all their other 'tranquil' isers...
But now i know WHO is to really blame.... especially as of course he was of the most 'arrogant prick-class...
Anyway if i drop dead before doing a simple less artfully cryptic version for the one dimensional brained of the gatekeeper class otherwise knows as bimbos who are terrified of GREAT books like the Rachels, and an actually sane non wife-torturer Dickens basically was, and i know Stendhal wasn't.... and thus only allow Elanor Oliphant had a bad day and if she feels not so nice it's so nice she can Jo Jo Moyes off to Zurich
what is astonishing and i knew a decade plus ago absolutely EVERYone defines themself by something WRONG with them... and get to richer places and my my my they even more define themselves as something wrong with them that needs continual expensive cures
(and of course i shant hear from her again having made it clear " every man ive encountered through you first thing he says is whats WRONG with him...")
.....cont next post......
Tuesday, 10 March 2026
"son of a zoologist"
well sort of counts
even if at the worst most pumped up uneducating 'system' (they've caught on at last viz em headless Iranian Mullers , except its not the only one full o' fundamentally fucked up uneducated dinosaurs who daren't even touch Thomas the Great Foreigner's Extinction parodyin' them..Oxbridge so called 'elites' poor lambs . when Amis could only ever merely attempt to outsmart-Alec his dodgy dad.... ) ever spun as even half an education being they miss out the important word, poor Dicky Dawkins brainwashed into omitting " 'maybe ' .. this is what the rules of evolution were.."
As it don't look as good on telly theyre all addicted to tryin' to be on even if they false pretend otherwise
Stephen Jay not as sexygenic... all his waffle and confusion as the great science of hedgehogs and foxes did discover (even if lost online on endless faery tales theyre all addcteed to) a meta study, thats a big propper job: " them, be they Stephen Hawk..ings or even Dawkins; politicians commentariat... power peeps....... whatever they are hawking to afford their kid's private school fees, whom use the words 'is' and 'are' especially if its in a most assertive and beautifully Greek God certain kind of manner... and wear sharp suits .... have been discovered over time to be scientifically verifiably less right than those whom mumble..'maybe', from out of their often bearded gob, too busy pondering or even mergolating on their likely hubris, to bother with all that or care much about their soupstained moth eaten old ties ..."
But of course effete Brito-lites cant ever actually learn from any real science...of them
or in a Fakebook meme-o-language,
hubris is kindof maybe proven to be stupid
None of my business as i was always on the maybe side of everything. Or almost...
metoo ("he was a man of the rocks..")
.... yes, that's really all there is.... even if 'tneeds to be wordpicked
apart
in thisterdawn's merguls (that was Suzi's word - never rit online i looked,
fair dinkum even if... god only knows
but then i did see her mum's 'baby book' rit theretoo.....)
Mine - the one who i adopted, and adopted me, was a true Gabriel.... Oak... of a man, of the land. It's impossible to be more "feet grounded right innit"
The ultimate yokel, peasant, even if fifty years on i still often wonder where his beret came from.
But yes a sprog of geologist, or biologist, even if secondodary next phyla down from us - Ralph and I, all day all weathers out on it
often up to or wellie ankles innit
finger tips frozen half the winter digging postholes innit
exactly. dad... or stand in
engaged in this planet the one we wander meander even attempt to understand with science and speculations
As me and mine did all day long with our banter between this post and the next
We are simply of the several real dimensions
The rest especially them, engaged in or even "interested" in the design of their three artificial show-off dimensions
...well... now i know why his 'activism' always grated, fake, elevated
emotion, when deep down he has nothing
other than temporary artificial foundation.
No basis for any so called truly timeless 'art'
As maybe two folk above all almost personify
So, hmmm....
problem is now that the official top-brain spokesperson has turned off the tap with his " ehh only a very small percentage have real pukka 'autism' [ errata it may be adhd i turned off my label-memory when i met her older lass up on the hill - age 10, and when she came to play with my ferrits her incredible maturity and bright eyed confidence ... only lamented at 'her neurodiversity' ... even i would have been jea;ous at one with THAT emotional intelligence peeing out from her metaphorical hard hat mum demanded! - as essential trench
dug around her battleground mind not her fault of course.... the swirly ever pervading, always, mustard gasses of the South EAst are always fatal as one sees in their Swest..] ... what is my magnificently good fun disorder, or how to create order... out of a battlefield of even her, a mental corpse...
i mean yestereve the one i wished to reencounter - the brighteyes.... there she is...
splendid!
perhaps there are however two word pictures one can sum them all up with:
1. you TELL them you were a mountain goat as a child.... and young man - how many variants of ' i was actually a pukka real shepherd on 'ills like them up there a bit more whelming as it 'appens... 10% population densty indeed nearer 1%, the amount of playground visitors i now realise... if you break your ankle up there ALONE pre helicopter times.... basically nobody .. if one were disabled due ones own fault at not having the deftest footwork you would maybe even really die of Moth Winn's dehydration.... ' and you come up to a 15cm deep bit of river with two rocks in it spaced out an ideal 80 odd cm between them as quite satisfactory stepping stones even for someone bought up in a suburb.... and its no longer wellie season and my god they get all " gosh drama.... you wont get through here take my hand drama drama.."
and 2. aside a quiet byway finishing off a slightly satisfactory meander-chat as SO many times before this utterly fake 'caring' - its always the same look of near horror that a vehicle coming up will certainly flatten you, enjoying rare conversation, with them... not one can listen " luv, a. ..i heard it from 100m back my ears work....and i assessed theres plenty of space for THEM to go around me out i speied long ago out of the corner of my eye fixed on your fine face... and b the fucking law is its MY fucking right of way... i own the space i am stood on even if i havent got on a compulsory flourescent girly jacket... it is MY right to stand here still as long as theres space for them to crawl past aside us they do not exist to me i have rural zen.... as i told you.... and if they dont know that they should fuck back off to where they have nice painted zebras to sort out who owns what bit of the land..."
So yes disorder... problem is it does or did kind of 'work' to ponder life as even the useless bard managed to Nobel speechify hiding behind some device, " its all a Homeric Odd Essay"
Seeing or even to a small extent -merely in ones head, approaching it as if its a ten year long bicycle journey around potholes and the odd Siren...
and knowing which sports field i want to die on.... high up in her mountains
thing is... it's such a successful 'mode' to endure or rather persist
even 15 ish years of maybe Hemlock
when should it really end...?
And i certainly don't want to in any way define my life or even fabulous Odesseyitis by him..
but i did meet her
on his birth
and deathday
Forget them, its just such fun, being in one .....
Anyway back to business a real insight i never knew why he - number one fizzy 'activist'
was so utterly disatrous
I always pondered maybe it was the Surrey germline which had infected his brain with rugby balls, and one of the worst cases of fabnulism ever
And then, just thisterdawn, i saw what
he had studied
...and... well if there were one other excuse for her rather falsely 3d mind
of course.....
And someone else he said so too.
So, all i need is a tent, and....
......when i was a child i played with ferrits
{{{{{{Knowing that, all the rest merely 'divided' over which SHAPED, stupid little leather slippery thing they scrummidged over
Never mind that the fine Serbian "warriors" likely played upon their actual playin' Fields with real children's heads...
that small leather menboy artifice proxy for what?
well... the girls (old leathery bags) can't ever say, for all their 'etrodox
someone should indeed 'dox' em, merely [self confessed] property whores like almost every other so called modern non0human :
"luvs..... youse defunct, dead end of your germ line, last stop on the tube you were too cowardly custard to put to use as your fey god intended; but its not about any line, it's only ever about one thing no English flavoured lollypop
[wow thats good LOLLY POP!!! exactly he always needed a name i never liked his birth one after all 'devils' aint born, and it's an insult to the interestingly redbrested so often come and accompany as I'm on the JOB in the land ..]
.... the definition of narcissism - the wrong word for just opening your gob to say any old rubbish, rather than live between the lacunas crowding up the platform aSIDE THE LAST TUBE YOU MAY EVER SEE WHEN YOU GET BORED BEYOND DEATH OF YOUR OWN NOWT TO SAY ever [oops not my shoutin accidental cap and with the greatest methodical organisin' the worlds ever known only fifty percent battery left no time to uncap...] .... chuck yourself from that 'platform'! as effete of no use to humanity... defined by being unable to appreciate the fairly standard common as muck cause and effect, being if you are childLESS and havent had sixteen years of Hemlock overgrowin' the back of your mind, always...and once again.... ....
.....of course you have time to write truly shit books and sit up all night saying drivel whether live-mic or not no one cares..
that's nothing to do with actual reality I'm quite sure even stoneage BArb,
who ACTUALLY always makes me larrfff even today as she was great culture and knew that if i can take my sunglasses off for just a minute and look that manky old gorilla in the next frame
in HIS eyes....
and explain
'my doll's bust! and ..ok fairdiinkum....you have at least some use to me beyond my sung - lasses, allowance.... '
and if you really IS a man below all that ranty bluster,
you will get out the stormsure and put aside his so called 'tools' of cooking
or war, or beating up some poor bloke cos he's got an oblong leather one rather than a round one
and fix my broken Barb...NOW!...or the fuckelse!
whether or NOT you be-seeded me, as maybe daddy or not..'
its your JOB to put my needs first...be they a broken bit o plastic here and now or figure how there'll be a little less of this campfire posturin and...make friends! team up and make safer [sam harrises] 'tools' '
as had, you, for fancy 'personal' reasons yea or neigh
ACTUALLY bred, you may have learned at least the modern version
way over the heads of your latterday perversion...
I'm sure even in fine old once peace-broker Serbia
[rather than Gweek arms broker to the rest of the so called world]
had some kind of parable
he, man, who has child....
is a prat before he has child, fact;
wastes time playing scrummages
sometimes thinking he may get a few yards advantage
sticking one up the bum of the feyboy infront.
then later on with child
as 80 odd percent may manage
he thinks more of how to have peace, and infact even avoid all those silly scrummages, with any fey boy girl, or whomsoever... on behalf of his child"
you barrenesses
could never know as its called a Black Swan - it actually changes you, and often makes you adult, no matter what crap books you write monetising even some poor dead Kevin
never mind even if Lionel is quite right with her lasteryear ' compulsory niceness is the enemy of mankind.. '
and just copying a few of us who worked that out a decade back, as having a child makes your brain work better, quicker as it's actually important what happens for the rest of humanity as you only care about the next generation no matter what...
ergo, is defined by, if all the childless and sexually confused almost by default have the 'voice' well of course none ever use it to explain simple little things like well those ragheads... 'stereotyped' - soon to be illegal, as... hmm what, when surely their one most stereo fundamental fundamentalism that actually makes a real difference...is generalising - yes we know illegal among the Narniacs of Narnia twinned with Dumbosville, the one styereotype that matters even if a few others went and a bit backwards back into caelands, is the grape really really does a LOT of damage and collaterally can ripple for generations, arguably even moreso that the dynamite ... so....
rather than talk 'immo'
maybe a character should be ehhhh...
a useful seed for change..?
a useful influence
someone to learn from, positivley....
rather a lot of 'them' grape free "
oops lost track at least paid homme..age-too, [thats said...arrge..] was going to be in there somewhere dont matter the pixie-goddesses know what fun i always have every single now dawn no matter what...merely pondering awaiting what never comes until i just start to vomit what needed to be said always in there as quite simply, us whom have a germline we love and have been close to, are different... real fully human humans no matter what }}}}
back to imagined sunnier shores, betented, handwritten note: " ehh up gdday fair dinkum.... my male chaperone here will speak for me now ... see there's a football in the baggage as evidence... i was wrong I'm only 1%, and really do know at last why i need to claim asylum...."
Sunday, 8 March 2026
The cynics...
well i've had a most unexpectedly enjoyable charging season sometimes tourguiding....
"i'm not a cynic.... i think it's a wonderful story and the nice ones say he got her by accident, when he was aiming for him..."
and the moral of the story is what a great book it ended up in even if one tragedy stolen and repurposed for good purpose.I know there are few books quite as fine never mind that 76 BBC 'daptation... very true to it
Last night near her 'ghost' god i wish there was a useful one or as i ask all the conwomen 'tawlways is, everywhere, selling this stuff,
(cant be bothered endless photographic studies of witching paraphernalia)
" got the phone number of one who's witchy magic actually is for real
Anyway... all that matters, i had NO idea!
Not that anyone ever gives you a hand when it's their bleedin culture
" is this true to... the original..?... [ as a Toksvig can't be promoted - if you saw the way she would flounce around HAy for days and days every year with nothing to say, ever in a flouncy shrill voice, and as sons of famous folk are almost always sicker and crapper thus it MUST be a copy... verbatim] ... as it made me weep its so goddam beautiful so artful in a way no fake SWesterner artiste could even know exists as its got at least three dimensions of subtlety and nuance........ i have to say i may have to revise my opinion of.... youessay please i aint got a library card.. theyre so anti-tramp here youve got to have at least a bijou dogkennel to pretend you are in control, of anything."
cunt NONinternationalist little homoprick laden BBC dont like foreigners any more so VPN required
bet even NPR havent gone that self righteous lanyardite Orwellian smug and " we are enhancing your experience, and adding in all sorts of safety features for your health and endless wellbeing.......by blocking the whole fucking rest of the world" from one of the top 5 greatest radio plays..
ever
and horssies are merely vehicle
for what a good man will do for love
and a real woman loves every page ......even when she says no way never
So, performing, only 'projecting'...
As ONLY one communicant has chimed as well as being a good pianist:
Endless, adventurer in fancy gaiters;
performance van defined by the most artful window stickers....
never mind wicker basketine
(probably hand crocheted knickers
too)
whine whine whine
about how only a dose of acupuncture sees them through the week
but it isn't ANY 'consipracy'
or other 'blame it on the man' mere nubty
Teletubbine coincidence
It's quite extraordinary not one even word overheard
About biggest lump of dynamite our lifetimes, my word
I thought all those retreats and 'workshops', all that Jordan Petterson and othersuch 12 'Rules' that guaratntee you'll become a junkie like him
never mind 'steps', were a pathway to how to be who we're meant to be rather hiding away in the worshop closet
which is have something to say
the definition of having grown up and the work worked
nope silence self pitying performative insouciance
talk to the dog giving it controlly orders great they dont talk back
the point, when nobody knows what to say to a real human
About real humans we really are rather responsible, for...
the definition of: effete, decadent AND acedia all in one
Iran and Middle East UK should tell all them Hegsethy Rednecks to grow up and take responsibility..of what we are really responsible for. Once and For all.
https://ralphschism.substack.com/p/iran-and-middle-east-uk-should-tell
bugger thats what really having zen is not caring if ones PAperchasey presentation is dire when you dont have enough time til now to realise THAT 'link' button gives a nice clean one rather than the other one i pressed in the past that gave a raggety messy longer links ...proving Yanks can never do less-ismore
why have two buttons both with 'link' or 'copy' link when only one works!
Now, i sort of know about my main 1/2
Those Europeans seem to far less likely or maybe its not 'them' to play games with their own history - meaning their actual family stories, or core identity.
Nothing to do with some notional 3% don't 'identify'...
And i am sure i have some disorder whereby i find it more than foreign, but sick
And i have no idea if my quarter Yank are like that too - i guess when 15 thousand get murdered every year (fairdinkum way down but its unlikely to be Russel's Brand or maybe i am wrong), many stick their heads in the ground when it comes to actual truths that some wish to hide.
But Britain, and there may well have been a day when a modern avant garde postmodern approach to culture was taking it a bit forward but when that results in Channel 4's number one saviour cash cow to quote their boss a few years ago the most absurd nonsense ever called Gogglebox... nobody should ever give any Brit the benefit of the doubt.
After all spin was kind of invented here and i wonder if mixed in with the sugar disorder the standard setting became to bullshit for kicks, and never actually seek any real value in anything - it often seems so ...
All i know is that some tuneful demigods who seemed to spend much of their lives spinning the opposite of who THEY were deep down really did create so much harm as when one is faced with unrealistic notions and especially when one knows the more realistic truths
that in many people, blows a fuse
Her boots i noticed, below the skirt and "rug".. not even Camden guerrilla-chic or posh 'walker warehouse'*
just dull ordinary bit plastic not trendy and certainly not 'approved'
The ONLY 'divide' being 99%, and 100% of 'working class' or Teapot Party, must have a certain look, decorative regime, bodily and the front room, all of it merely shabby bourgeois " Nige we want more MONEY! for our ever more fancy teapots to keep up with them Joneses..."
nobody told them, as their teachers became only ever the 99% too... "some good books - actually even some quite bob along novels, actually take you on the adventure of it all being just cant and vanity and your haircut or tattoo really doesnt ever matter...all just a nervous twitch oops your mum brainwashed to think she can get benefit cash from every single one of themtoo... "
which is why of course one cannot even have a fairly sane balanced grown up conversation with even a working class person - they let themselves become only ever distracted, and blame someone else for ittoo
BUt i have far deeper dives into the tea, soon...already made but pleasant diversions of late
* i have photos from only 6 mths ago of the Palace of walkingwear i never knew!
just how expensive their compulsory kit is even i was shocked...
("Camus" she said so perfectly) 'cept the real war...was always only on one front
And only Herbert latterly found it with his magnificent Spella Ho...
a subltle wistful dreamy expose of reality: they all flounce and perform and it never ends well, and they do so easily just end up forgotten
shame nobody told Virginia to write REAL books about the wistful sardonic dont ever take it to heart just see them for what they are lost and a bit loon.... grow up and out of em they just leave dusty old houses behind wasting bedrooms tramps could use...
Even if in this land as soon as you even speak of reading a real book,
Harry and his silly fantasy kingdoms
Never mind talk about a load of millions spent on nothing, except a fine cinematic exposé of whom, especially my own one, was under her fake Laura Ashley hems
I bet more Britolite mums than history ever will relate weretoo..
so says Suzitoo!
Anyway no point even attempting to say to some bloke who is patinated in Eau de Led Zeppelin roadie, " i am actually LOWER class than you matey i was kicked out of extremely [lovely]peasant-school, school, no qualifications, sixteen ... no uni... NO influences nobody reading me bedtime books.... no dinnertime discussions of culture or anything as i never went to family dinners or rarely between nuclear wars ...
Nobody educated me ... except a real education began with old peasant Ralph then a few wonderful real-thing hippy types...but nobody ever told me to read some good books and i had nothing to prove as you survive that bleak orphanage theres only oneself to solve.. then approve of.... and your silly festivals never taught much except to value St Joan de Armourplating as equally as Sir Bob... and that come the 80s some tart with a Biba habit started to profit from what we used to call lovely vegibrgers same price as the beefy ones but nope gotta be some effnic pretend superfood burger even then at double what theyw ere cost of living crisis to pay for more of their Biba or urban guerrila outfits...all festivals became a con especially anywhere near Hay .."
So due the inate prejudice of some stupid 'class' compliant warrior so so so much more bourgeois than i have ever been in any way whatsoever
soon we get to ...it
BUt you cannot even begin tyo understand it without the pure genius (if there was proof of faeries, how on EARTH did he come up with this aged just that)
ohh yes first step your fetid swamp well i meet occasional so special ones...
" chuck away Barnes, Faulks, self indulgent McKewan and ranty performative Amis... they tell you NOTHINg especially of How To Live, merely their dull old man neuroses... WHAT!!!!! they STILL dont teach Bernhard on an Oxford Uni lit course ....sue the buggers for pretending to be in any way modern!!!"
As only Bernhard maybe did inherit the boy geniuses wonderful insouciance - pure ironic nuanced gentle exasperation, with the greatest ever not-taking-it-to-heart...
perhaps the greatest book of my ohh my they dont all just ponce around with nothing but a ton of cant and vanity between them...
and i am a pacifist
I dont like soldierly stuff but of course his hero was a 'vehicle' for ALL you ever needed to know
and how on earth did he know what he knew, that young, then
I dare not even posit an answer as it may have to include the supernatural
insouciance personified
the good side
But no stupid British inverse snob with a less one-side accent could ever understand, there are no sides and no divides
only in one simplest aspect do you need bling to be something
or are you something adequate to yourself no bling ever
i know she is
As of course her Camus asked the only question, part 2, having discovered its cant and vanity
do you bother living on, yes; or self-sufficiently-actualising-a-plastic-bag-that-fits-your-head, no...?
Right, war.... UNREDACTED
now if youse
news
some 'slexic
silly one will have turned
himtoo into some useful guide
(how to be a dad, or even How to Live)
poor lads, hide!
Got her at last
a year earlier in her 'choker'
Now... all i know is that as a 100% yeoman peasant and lifetime loving every second of it, indeed i am the lucky one - entirely chucking out all the fey everything, nevertheless there have been moments that explain who we really are, and i know its far more universal than all the so called post modernist nonces justify their jobsworth
when its worth nothing unless one knows reasonable real history, which thank god for ONE great filmmaker Mister Roeg https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nicolas_Roeg was captured honestly.
Even if typical British sugar addicted inhuman person incapable of maintaing VALUES consistently in that how can one make a beautiful truly universal human film about prejudice and damage to the soul of the vicim of it, never mind body, such as Walkabout and then also accept a CBE from the rather damaging regime...
(has anyone told this generation of maybethoughtfuls, most of the goodies would reject their offered gong even as late as the 90s ?)
Anyway talk about being conned though inadvertently when i had at last my time and space and an internet connection - only 7 ish years ago rural broadband never worked until about then...
Wistfully wondering what 'happened'?
Now even if late 70s and no sane person would ever go to Disney-in-the-mud just a few times io was lucky enough to go and sample the real oldschool alternative culture - or counter culture.
And know exactly what the rules were - 100% respect no matter what, and no staring!!
But bugger me first time i saw her... stumbling across
even though taken off The Tube still just about findable
https://m.ok.ru/video/1912825123109
: "wow if that aint the absolutely perfect pukka gorgeous understated no need for silly tie dye or stupid bangles.... pure perfect hippy woman... god i am so lucky a knew just a few of them.... wow i wonder who she was!? .. i love every awkward nuance about her her completely non-person whole vibe... true humility....
..... as our teen tribal elder Dianna kindof used to be but more real.... ideal.. wow i wish she could be found what was she? who .... probably from some still-slum maybe in some old port-town ... . i can smell the eau de working class chipfat competing with petunia oil in her rarely washed jumper... even now"
years of sometimes dialing in back to the ultimate ideal one
and then one day i had a look at the comments and bugger me
The same woman a year earlier.
250 quid!! what a ...rewriting of historyIn that Arabella Churchill did sort of become the better version and remain so.
None of my bis.
Britain even weird in the 70s.
Almost as interesting now her buddy it was also said was Richard Ingrams became pretty good 'anti-establishment' writer
or not really...?
As i am sure they mocked Pilger behind his back, which is the only reason the dynamite continued...
But i am not sure even if i have zero interest in history seems the dates arent right
And anyway they were all irrelevant as there was a time when in fact when as Roeg captured so damn well, a jolly good mix of performative old bags in silly pinstripes and even real British dancers before it went all stupidly tango-looks-better
or 5 when Mister Miles is always theretoo
soon...if she (36 weeks) ever dare...
but even more important - the tiktoc version being 'censored'
THE whole point of this one scene that every single schoolchild needs to be MADE to see..infact porn addiction reprogramming ehh what do they call the gay thing i forget ..
NO BODY EVER EVEN NOTICED
nor would one stare at
one of the most cinematically fabulous pair of jugs doin' what nature intended them to do
bounce
potholes
ruts
or whatever
not one even sideways glance or cheeky peek
pure modernity
even if personally i hate boys toys motorbikes
Terry Reid
Alan White drums
David Lindley slide
Lee Miles bass
Linda Lewis vocal
all nicely saved by fine Rumanians the yanks banning it - not surprising theyre all so damn touchy ... the land where they never really accepted unpornographic natural naked bodies just as they are
the uncensored unredacted actual bloody history - i saw just a few times too - real history...
i bet this wont last long when the AIs get all neurotic as they pervy crawl around the greatest real culture mistaking it for smut all our kids will ever know at this rate
Anyway now there is far more real meat and two veg ion one title than all of the other million words put together, soon
there are none left, fact
And he must be critiqued, fact.
If i were some 'minority' i wouldnt want his Ealing, comedy, not funny, rewritten history speaking of my recent past
soon...if she (36 weeks) ever dare...
i couldnt of course
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