Decisions....

 still to go back and do, here,  the last few months

But... a genuine 'purpose' came along, and .... hmm how do i describe, putting right - or at least resetting,  what one of those truly worse kind of wonky Englishmen did to her over the 80s and 90s...?

Theoretically the most interesting of all 'projects'  - but i just cannot be bothered any more because they all got so so damaged...

It is ALL in Affluenza, even if they went and reset it to go and rip off Indians pretending to elevate them to something they never were...

Hmmmm..... 

The real schism was years ago, a rural man could never ever find any practical person of the sex one may be curious about, who would just be able to keep their head in the ferkin job...ALLways..

And be practical.

And it is 'practical' to take in - internalise... understand, KNOW, remember.... only the trustworthy get shown this stopping place; it is a GREAT honour,  but nope.... 

They cannot even take in the fact that that alone is a Black Swan event... to be granted real trust.

Basically in two words, one syndrome... 

space cadet

So lets take her to the space place... :-) where there are REAL people doing a real job...