as so often (sat now in ultra ok lakeside... all is over...)
I alone am the lucky one... wandering 1/4 of the time 7 years... also before wearing a different hat...
The only thing i care about having stopped ever caring - and of course this weaves those two strands together, ...7 years wandering (especially when 7 years ago we NEEDED them...did i say? accidentally wrote June 16th...nope 7 years ago today... so so so MUCH of my time has been wasted due false charmy... zombies - i no zombie ! :-)
several years from June 23 2016...wandering 1/3 of my time... i mean 1/3 of ALL time available...
despite so many days thinking " WHAT ON EARTH am i doing getting the bus to Bishops Castle or ... ****
nope wander and sometimes i would by the end if the day feel "GREAT ...i feel better now at least i was open about what we are and maybe one or two truth seekers...found...to ;leaflet next time...blahhh blahh."
....the first year of course we were all hurt... but you have to try and develop SOME 'line'...even i could not do, so i worked on fellowship among the hurt..those in shock... or grief of course - real grief...
. took a long time before they were ready even to know what to say...
...yes...in the fires of Hades otherwise known as among the snotty bit**es who stand in [ and utterly rule!] farmers markets telling you you cannot 'generalise' ... that "NO ONE DID ANYTRHING that's why all those votes were harvested by UKIP who gave the old folx rides to the ballot ' and maybe luv we need to help you recall who you are voting for..'"
And certainly they steam when one mentions superb YANK film Land Of The Blind... "be careful...we now need SUPERB moral philosophy...i know L. O B is true...un;less there is true rhetoric and openness and the BEST possible democracy... goodies like you always turn into murderous fascists...of course in far more gentle phrasing.
I ..learned to speak.../ in the toughest circs... my silver lining and dagger in my own back over time...as no one wishes to even here fairly rational simple rhetoric...about nothing much changes..
Anyway, item: Of so so many English gently riffed with... hundreds - i dont want to, not my pleasure..
ONLY ONE....
said something sane - as i was wandering up Hay-on-Wye high st... The ballet dancer (age 57 so not really - had converted to yoga masturbation ... "a good walk 'll sort anyone out but, no.....you lot want money for exercise....[ i said to her and her friends' faces..] "...new best buddy ...and i believed her smile...especially when half an hour later us riffing on EVERYthing that matters... riffing on my other eco-reality plans - writing up...
wonderful woman chimedas i said ... " my one issue is i dont know is ANYone can read any more... or are 'ready' for the unpalatable truths ...and also know ... they MUST BE ENJOYED!!! unlike Cormac thank god dead [loadsa pics the last week of Cormac on the signage hahh hahh to remind me good riddance though i wouldnt wish even a badger murderer - brockocidere... i would describe them as late 2020......which made a few laugh....a bad cold...]... laughed at in a poignant way to keep the energy good...somehow... i dont have that talent rteally...but MOnty Pythioning it all is ESSENTIAL..."
The ballet babe " i really really dont think this society is going to be able to take in one well written word of their reality.....for some years i woulod guess three at least...lost bimboism everywhere..and thats just the men...."
My uk heroine of all time...
so i can agree with her...
and thus we end up with
(i gave the dead Herefdordshire MP Keetch face to face - i knew quite well mid 200s...a copy in 2005... the superb life changing (actual REAL facebook friend of mine in the day when we only had 50...real friends... Slavenka.. They Would Never Hurt a Fly...
i am no fool... i know it can happen anywhere - as she so best-ever-journalism showed...
