Friday 30 June 2023

Now....actual Kairos, time...

 There's me i have ALL the lessons in my this 'n thatzzz...ever


The rudeness, from this person...last time i was here...

(which only confirms a pattern the last five years - they assume a man alone, wasnt a single parent 13 years, and knows the price ofr every fucking thing and... for the 100th time, "fine sir ... your machine must be faulty the price under the fancy bag of crisps was £1.25, not double that.."

 And ...it has always always always ...no matter how smiley energy one mentions their little problem, only grizzly contempt... this one outright anger who the fuck do you think you are...

never  - any right thinking person doesn't wish them to grovel and apologise for ALWAYS ripping one off... 

Because of course it in't their fault

But a human " the programmer of the machine, naughty boy often does this... lets sort it out now... so no one else will get ripped off like you nearly did.."

(recorded instances of you can actually hear their teeth grinding with 'hate' - which doesn't exist.....so many...).

But this one the best of all (thoughbubble) "time to jump off the cliff...because this is this land forever now"

Excepting, one cannot record the look on the lady's face...  which said anyone else would have punched him or complained...you just stood there not reacting, at all,...




But that is for a rainy day

Ooops it is one...

why i was loitering inside...


thoughtbub "fuckaddodle doo she's got a seemingly real smile... ohh what the hell, lets test it...."


Impossibnle any English smile or in fact any human's actions on the Sceptic Aisle... can be authentic, except the woman who doesnt agree with institutions - so she rit,  having partially reformed the most sexist pig one of all i bet...

And she should have left it that rather than ...BE..ing like all the rest of the fraudulent herders of behaviour and listening...


So there you are and...


NO MORE FUCKIN MAGIG!

JUST FUCK OFF PIXIES...

I KNOW THE END


not accidental cap


So... ten minutes in - thats all it takes, to know the utterly impossible, not in any universe of Tolle and Brand's beserk making (for money) 

is it possible o0ne may meet an Englishwoman whom...


" luv... i am sending you a link to the randy old Pru...as soon as i get back to base...

" and pulling it out...

" [ i though about it - only spirit gives you a hard on if you have a brain]... it is kairos time...

" I gave Bel Canto to the only one who needs it....it has been with me years waiting... [film superb as well]...

" but i was never going to meet anyone who has earned ... my dated, but nevertheless... slight bible...don't ask me how i found it late 20s its an old fart's book...

" but i re-read it a week ago sat...on her 'drive'.... aww its still important, a bit of a guide book...

" look luv.... if i was just a bit older...and not congenitally allergic to English, the way these mermaids blame any sniffle on an 'allergy' despite the data saying that allergies are exactly at the same rate as a few decades ago, but the applications for an allergy ..diagnosis.. through the ferkin roof...... this Andrew....  

" right...Pru will instruct you how exactly your age... yes you'll wonder if he will think yes or no.... but lobe Pru was clearly gettin it right

"up all her holes...

"and loving every 

" right i have to hurry now i have a date with some wifi...

"because...

" i don't believe in angels...

"but...

"yes... i MUST ... you are having it.... so you can have him....you must have him...

"I shall just photograph my pencil markings and other marks...





" oh fuck you are impossible of course i am curious..i can wait... find it fast...

" sweetie... shivers... hold my hand i am having my long wished for heart attack you are all except you so dull and knowing

" nothing....


thing is this bloody medium

there should be a curtian that can be drawn slowly for...emotional effect

of course if i was really still, and had all the time in the world with a plug i could create such with vid fiddling but..


as this is just first draft



" i have never seen my word...anywhere ever ... and it's the main word i gave...her...

" i don't understand i am just an ordinary bloke read some good literature over the years mainly because i had to understand... my parents, this weird and not very wonderful society ... and learned a few small-'big' words in the 'process' is not a word really]...and she threw it back in my face...

" but..... yes... i knew ....something. I am on to something.... I mean i went even to a council meeting...and like magic a chap gave me the biggest knife to stab... them with...

" and....  

 "just like that.... 


to be cont and filled in suffice to say

If one remains entirely 'authentic' one can even old bugger sing ...

b than the young lost buggers.....


The hair dye song no Extinction Rebellion could listen to as they are 99% fraud and won't accept that their hair dye is also a pollutant and kills, her river...


Never mind the anti-remedy song... as there are none. 


The only one i know of is an orange with her in the Black Swan...later

Because its impossible to know how one may feel after an hours of the best chat of my whole life with the very last person ever in my whole life i could...as i KNEW


One of the most beautiful unimaginable 'side effects' and 'unintended CON-sequences' and silver plated core of platinum linings...of the greatest year in history,  is that 'copyright' seemed to almost die.... as so many millions of naughty bootleggers had time...kairos time at last....to load the treasure for those of us that year - i remember that exact day my first day out at a local show with the Spaniard who... would touch as she spoke, albeit a lot of guff about 'the shade'...

But her touch was the only remedy any sane person needs....

Who knows ... authenticity  - although every 'performer'' ever it goes to their gorgeous head...a bit

One, he really did let go....stopped looking at himself in the mirror..

And became 

(though first uploaded 2020...)

at 

BUT YOU NEED A BOOSTAROO - old style....cos all this tinny tech destroys.... music..

and this one has to be played as the goddesses intended as remedy to he pandemic of faux ones...

LOUD

at

1 hr, 37 minutes and 40 seconds in...


how to at least. stay. performing orfentic, like...always....  and get so so much better