This is NOT a 'blog'...

 or travelogue, or load of memoirs...

but i each day wish it was...! If it were i would be on ten great pages a day (ok i am but not yet here - i keep audio diaries..a lot of them)

because it is absurd, in that..i may well have seen the only beautiful "bird" in the whole damn country/world worth watching...

But (for many year emotional reasons) i do enjoy the odd swan )...in 2010 i even swam out to rescue one in midwinter - filmed!..i lived among a flock of them..no exageration... i love it when the blokes get hissy and go for you its best thying in 'nature'...) and here we bloody are i keep finding magical paradises...

when i don't need ANYTHING..

...well, in that 'tourist spot' department..

i do not exist here other than for one reason - all the surroundings could be anywhere. ...are simply nowhere to me...except one little spot.

no not here,  but great signal here as if a gift from god

all photos as such are within half an hour of the 'post' timestamp...its obvious which are and which are not...

me i move...and this - writing or thinking about writing and communication  is full time job

except it is not 'this' -  the this that is full time, is in parallel with 'this'.

BUT I AM NOW FINISHED

and believe it or not do need a 'holiday'.

this year is the last...and it ends in a  few days

the job you could say is to utterly randomly landlope, though far too much vanloping the last 10 days... 

im so so miss being only on foot!

places where i did not wish to be like...wait til we do Glasto!  - here i mean... its the biggest silly giggle i have ever seen !(it is already on desktop) ..

... but it is the as-if-grand-finale ... things - people i meet chat with..

yetsreday...

now a few days ago at LAST i met and riffed witha  wonderful older woman who spoke (as we knew 40 yearsd ago) of how tourism and also incomerism always warps communities. it cannot, not. Good literature i read 40 years ago gently described just that...

Andf as if tyo prove the point, yesterday (recorder on for protection and THIS is why.... invited to the land of a born and bred man to help his best friend... 55 year old woman... she using his as base for a job she does...

my (unpaid) job - randomly offered just a few days ago - wise words that WORKED last night she saw the copper and it was all rightly put to bed..i wrote her a  statement....

even she near illit said "GREAT"!!!

her story interesting enough - a LAST hurdle in the Odyssey of 20 years - her Welsh, hear how truly hating she is of the authorities in her awful little police state...

as if a Cndide type string of lesson for me - i knew 20 years ago...but to record another (for protection) so angrily confirming... about HER 'people'...and me doing then legal case which proves they persecuted her..as local coppers confirm..is like a lovely last confirmation of what i knew but having others as witness, too...is the pilgrimage, Odyssey..i had no idea (starting with polish biker lovely Olivia on her mad people) ..i was on!

 But the tourism thing (i trust her now.. but you never know what stuff will be made up - she has THREE megga false allegations against her...local bobby says 'silly routine non event domestic hurt as you separate!" ..i like it here! :-) 

 i know the uk...

 dangerous.. (see oher site essay today)

so he... within half an hour of me at work on his friend...i am always only polite... he starts to be as insulting as it is possible to be - i am so humble it is daft but not ... born bred...

horrible stuff - nastiest insults ("you lot come ear...blah blah..")

didnt get to me - she was irked it didnt... get to me

yes tourism destabilises and messes with the heads of all the 'locals' - i have never encountered a more simple obvious really universally sad example.. especially when it is obvious i am not one....

working only to assist his friend..

here endeth the lessons - i needed to have brought to life in others...  (and yes they can simply be perfect relating of FACTS - not my opinions)

because i have known for some years  - world class memoirs / Odyssey....i have bored myself to death diligently keeping...

. ...Homer needs a rival...

I didnt really enjoy it when i was so bored i read him 10 years ago...

I didnt plan to live in my own more poetical and far more groovy version..

if i can be bothered to write it properly..

if i had a wife she gets automatic copyright, owning...and it really is gold... and i am no fool when it comes to lit and what may just sell...i need nothing except one thing..